Wednesday, February 19, 2014
First off anxiety is starting to set in about my mom's surgery...I'm sitting here on the verge of tears because I know I have to be strong for her and it's going to really freaking suck for her. I'm mostly worried because she lives alone now and I don't know how I would function if I lived alone suddenly after 20 years of waking up next to the same person every day. Scary thoughts.
I'm beyond thankful for last night with my husband and kids, we sat together and watched a movie, my youngest daughter in my lap and my husband next to me holding my hand. It was really nice. I have STOCKED the house with foods for them that are both healthy and easy to make. I baked blueberry muffins for quick breakfasts and we have cereal coming out of my ears, tons of eggs, bread, and milk too. They should be fine and I am planning to come home on Monday.
On to my weigh in...I was going to just go up north, especially since I ate pizza the day before weigh in and for lunch at work that third shift, only slept 3.5 hours and was generally just ready for bed over work, but I went ahead and went. I'm down 8.2 over the last 3 weeks! YES! At least there is something positive amid all this stress.