Friday, January 31, 2014
RE: I'm back, after a very very, long break, i'll be, very very, honest with, you now, i have not had the energy to go out much, so have been hiding away indoors.
If & when i do go out, it has only to see my counsellor at Beaconsfield Clinic (Elm Lodge) in Grantham, my counsellor's name is Rob Sharpe.
If any of you have seen the Film (Ugly Coyote), it stars (Adam Garcia), well my counsellor Rob Sharpe looks just exactly like the actor (Adam Garcia).
Rob has helped me, to come to terms with all the stuff that had happened to me last summer, only my thought is that when these, sessions end, that i will feel sad & unhappy.
Which is what i am afraid of, i will have at some point, got to go to see a Physiciatrist, which i am not looking forwards to, as i have only just been able to open up to Rob bout my problems.
Only if i have to tell somebody else all about my problems, it's going to put all my hard work backwards, (opening up to people), at the moment, Rob Sharpe, is the only man i trust.
He has given me the confidence, to be able to write things down in 2 books, which is what i have started to do, the names of the 2 books, that i have started filling in are as follows.
1) Things that make me relaxed.
2) Things that make me cry.
Friday, December 13, 2013
RE: Yesterday, was my Tribunal Hearing it, did not go, well !!!! !!!!, as i got asked, all kinds of personal questions !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!!, most of which i could not answer.
Now i have the agonising wait, of finding out the outcome of my Appeal, in the post, as soon as i find out i will let you know.
The waiting time is gonna be stressful enough, as i have a very very bad feeling that i may be going back on 2 JSA (Job Seekers Allowance), which is not much to live on (money - wise), if you know what i mean !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!!.
Please wish me all the luck in the world, my lovely lovely, (Spark Family), as i am gonna need it, + i really really do appreciate all of your advice, which you always give to me.
Many Many Thanks,
Melanie Louise Jackson (Grease31).
Thursday, November 28, 2013
RE: Last weekend, i celebrated, my 10, year Anniversary, in &, @ my, Flat (Sunday 23rd November 2003 - Saturday 23rd November 2013).
I cannot, believe how, time flown past, a lot, has happened, in 10, years !!!!, !!!! !!!!, !!!! see, all my, past Blogs, for further, relevant information. TBC TBC TBC TBC
Thursday, November 21, 2013
RE: My upcoming Tribunal Hearing, as many of you, know i am dreading, this day which i, have now got a, date for & that, date is 12/12/2013 Thursday, 12th December 2013.
I will not be, up online that particular, day so i will, let you all know, / tell you how, i got on the, next day i'm hoping, it will be good news, (that i will, have won back all, of my ESA/.
INCAPACITY BENEFIT the full, amount eg Back Payments, from when i lost, it on Monday 25th, February 2013 this year), this will be given, to both my Mum, & my Sister.
As they have been, helping me to pay, off all of my, Household Bills ever since, i lost my ESA, / INCAPACITY BENEFIT @, the beginning of this year.
I will need all, the luck that i, can get to be, able to win this, Tribunal Hearing a 2nd, time i'm hoping that, i will never ever, have to go through, this whole fiasco ever, again.
As this whole procedure, completely stressess me out, !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!!, even now as it's, 3 weeks 2day that, i attend this Tribunal Hearing, i am beginning to, feel stressed out again.
Please wish me all, the luck in the, world as i go, through this horrifying upcoming, Tribunal Hearing my lovely lovely, SparkFriends.
Friday, November 08, 2013
RE: My Spare Bedroom, refurbishing plans went, up in smoke, as i have, soooo not been, able to start, doing it yet, as for the, past few days, i have been, in Bed ill, with a Cold.
Bearing in mind, that i have, had my FLU, JAB !!!! !!!!, !!!! !!!! !!!!, for this year, !!!! !!!! !!!!, which makes it, even worse at, the moment as all, i want to, do is SLEEP, !!!! !!!! !!!!.
I can not, even eat anything, as it hurts, to even attempt, to eat anything, at all so, all i have, been having are, hot drinks Tea, etc etc etc, as that is, all i can, manage at present.
As soon as, i am better, i will start, doing out my, Spare Bedroom.
TBC TBC TBC TBC
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