Wednesday, December 10, 2014
My name is Greg I am a grateful recovering Compulsive Over Eater, I was abstinent yesterday
Its been a real challenge the last few days, I am battling a sinus infection and bronchitis so my resolve is weak to say the least. I was tempted by many things yesterday but managed to stay the course, there is a tin of XXX sitting about 10 feet away from me staring me in the face, I just have to keep saying “its not my food, its not my food” I feel like I am holding on by my finger tips, but I am holding on.
Prayer doesn't seem to be doing much good these days, but I continue to do it. My sponsor keeps telling me I don't believe in my higher power or that he will take this away from me, I guess that is actually true, I am just uncertain what to do about it. I don't feel like I can just get up and “believe” I've tried, it doesn’t seem to be working that well, but I will keep trying.
Plan of Action
call my sponsor
submit meal plan
make 2 out reach calls
make 2 out reach texts