Saturday, June 28, 2014
I am not tryig to be negative and I don't know how bad it is...but every time things work out, like getting the money to fix the water heater...something else goes wrong. What am I supposed to be learning from all this? Please tell me so I can stop going through it over and over again.
the power went off for a few minutes and then back on. It started to get cold and I noticed the air was not turning off. I went and turned it off but it didn't. It kept going and no matter what we did...9t would not shut off. so I turned off the fuse and we let it set for awhile and then turned it back on. Still would not go off. So now we are in a hot house with no air and only one ceiling fan in the living room. It might be nothing...it might be big This trailer is old.
Can't we get a break. With hubbys kidneys and going on dialysis, the hole in his foot, the van having problems, the hot water heater leaking, the floor under it needing replaced, my trouble with my knees and legs feeling like they have braces, my back problems, and other things, I am ready to just say, " What more do you want?"
I know it could be a lot worse but there is just too much going on the last couple of months. I am so tired for some reason....probably diabetes. I need a break.
I will be fine tomorrow or the next day but tonight I just need a cry and some venting.
We have the money in the bank for the hot water hearer now...had to get a loan but my daughters friend is coming tomorrow to see how much it will cost to fix it and now we have to ask him to look at that too.
I am trying so hard to find something positive in all this but I can't...I just can't.
I will bounce back in the morning but not tonight. I just need some sleep or play a game til I am so tired I can go to sleep.
Don't think I didn't mean everything I said in those positive blogs because I did. I know in my heart that it will be all right...but right now I am just frustrated, depressed and full of anger for us not staying in an apartment where the landlord does all the repairs.