Wednesday, October 22, 2014
No this is not a good thing. I did my classes alpha steppin and then cross box. In the middle of cross box my arms were moving slow, I worked through it. After classes were over I knew I had a problem, I didn't have complete control over my arms and my hands were slow to open and close. Yes I know it's partly because winter is coming and it makes the effects of the disease more pronounced. I thought I was getting stronger, I can lift more heavier weights longer but now I feel like I am not getting anywhere and I just want to cry.... I know I am having a pity party but I don't care, I am tired of my body fighting against me all the time, it's mine why can't I have control over it? Why wont it listen to me?