Monday, November 12, 2012
I have come to realize how much my mind hinders me. It makes me feel defeated and overwhelmed. It plays games with me all the time. So now that I know this I must do something to change it. I am not sure how just yet but it will come. I am tired of being that sour person. I have come a long way and I know I can't stop yet. So like so many have said Just do it. Fake it till you make it. So today I will go back to the beginning again and start out small and work up. God is my strength and I am wondering if I am getting caught up in myself and not relying on Him. Oh I know I have to do my part but I know without God I couldn't even do that. I need to turn my eyes back to Him and stop looking at myself.