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Disappointment

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Yeah. So the past few weeks have been... well a mess. I've been eating my way through pretty much everything and drinking way too much. And it shows. I reached the red zone, the weight that must not be passed. I gotta turn this around again and get a grip!

Thankfully I know I'll be able to do just that. And this will work and next week I'll have so much more energy and I'll feel so much better.

Yeah that's it for now.

  
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STEPH-KNEE 9/22/2013 5:54AM

    Oh my gosh, you've been a mess? Me too! *HIGH FIVE* emoticon Okay I know that doesn't sound like a high five kind of moment, but the fact that we've both had some slip ups, and we are still here and still wanting to push forward is definitely a plus. Let's not go down without a fight! Let's make it a great week, but let's just focus on today for now. emoticon

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CANADIANFROG09 9/22/2013 5:44AM

    Much luck and best wishes to you! emoticon emoticon

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Here I go again

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

So summer sucks. Not that I don't love it and everything (I love how everything wakes up during the summer and people are all just so happy!) but being on vacation is really not good for my health or my psyche.

I gained a few pounds, so now I had to sort of start dieting again. It really is very difficult since I have no routines or even anything to do all day. This means that I sit at home and cannot get my lazy ass out the door. Hopefully I will be able to do something about this soonish because it's starting to drive me crazy.

Anyway this is day three of the re-diet and it SUCKS. Although so far it doesn't suck nearly as much as day two which was horrible. I had such cravings all day and just wanted to stuff my face. Hopefully today will not be so bad, and hopefully I'll even get a little bit of exercise in too. (Gosh I've been so lazy I honestly feel like crap!)

So yeh. This is life now, hopefully by next week it will be better.

  


This is the hard part

Saturday, June 08, 2013

Never realized maintaining would be so hard.

Interesting. So over the last week I gained back two pounds, but I'm not really very surprised about it since I have been eating excessively. I was at camp and had no say in WHAT I ate, only the portion sizes. This was so not a good thing since I couldn't keep on track and eventually sort of gave up and ate whatever I wanted to.

Next week will be VERY different. Thankfully I've got two days at home to get back on track and gather motivation to keep it up during the next week as well.

Wish me luck!

  
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STEVIEBEE569 6/9/2013 3:41PM

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JULESJET 6/9/2013 3:40PM

    Good Luck! You can do it!

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PINKEUROGIRL 6/8/2013 12:35AM

    I hear you!!

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I DID IT!

Friday, May 24, 2013

I reached my goal weight!!!!

I'm beyond happy! This was such a surprise since last week was weird and my eating was a bit off all week so I was just hoping for no weight gain this week. Instead I'd lost nearly two pounds! This is AMAZING!

Best start to the day! AND to make it even better my best friend told me that she's coming in to town today and is gonna be staying with me while she's here! YAY!

While being ridiculously excited about reaching my target weight I also feel a little empty. Like... what now? I've waited for this for SO LONG, (ever since I was like...13) and now it's here and I'm a little confused. But happy. So happy. So I guess I'll just enjoy that for now and think about the future later. YAY!

Have a great day everyone! I know mine could not have had a better start!

  
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JULESJET 5/26/2013 1:58PM

    Awesome! That's just Wonderful! Enjoy your time with your friend and the transition to maintenance instead of losing.

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TWEETY287 5/24/2013 1:50PM

  This is Fantastic, now you can maintain and Now you can motivate you been through it and there are so many still struggling you can help motivate them!!!!

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ALYSSAR2012 5/24/2013 2:13AM

    Wow, thats amazing! Congrats! Now you can start maintaining. Have a good time with your friend.

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ZRIE014 5/24/2013 12:32AM

  keep it up

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Not a good start for the day.

Thursday, May 09, 2013

Argh I'm SO mad right now! Like ridiculously pissed off! Another week and no weight loss! This is so frustrating!!

This week was good, but the thing that kills me is the weekends. Last weekend it was the camp and all the food there and this weekend it's going to be going home and eating there. Argh! And I'm really pissed off at myself for not doing any exercise this week (although I did work all week and therefore I was exhausted when I got home).

So mad at myself AND my body! I can't believe I've got two more pounds to go and NOW I'm stuck in a rut. This is so not cool. I will get rid of those two pounds I swear! I changed my goal date to two weeks from now, if I'm still stuck at this weight I'll just... explode. I will make this happen!

So mad.

  
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IT_GIRL 5/12/2013 9:03PM

    I totally understand the feeling! It is SO incredibly frustrating!!!!
Something that sometimes helps me is thinking: "well, at least I didn't gain" :D

I'm sure you'll make it! emoticon

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GYPSYROVER 5/9/2013 9:37PM

    Hang in there! emoticon emoticon

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