I DID IT!

Friday, May 24, 2013

I reached my goal weight!!!!

I'm beyond happy! This was such a surprise since last week was weird and my eating was a bit off all week so I was just hoping for no weight gain this week. Instead I'd lost nearly two pounds! This is AMAZING!

Best start to the day! AND to make it even better my best friend told me that she's coming in to town today and is gonna be staying with me while she's here! YAY!

While being ridiculously excited about reaching my target weight I also feel a little empty. Like... what now? I've waited for this for SO LONG, (ever since I was like...13) and now it's here and I'm a little confused. But happy. So happy. So I guess I'll just enjoy that for now and think about the future later. YAY!

Have a great day everyone! I know mine could not have had a better start!

  

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ALYSSAR2012 5/24/2013 2:13AM

Wow, thats amazing! Congrats! Now you can start maintaining. Have a good time with your friend. Report Inappropriate Comment

ZRIE014 5/24/2013 12:32AM

keep it up Report Inappropriate Comment

Not a good start for the day.

Thursday, May 09, 2013

Argh I'm SO mad right now! Like ridiculously pissed off! Another week and no weight loss! This is so frustrating!!

This week was good, but the thing that kills me is the weekends. Last weekend it was the camp and all the food there and this weekend it's going to be going home and eating there. Argh! And I'm really pissed off at myself for not doing any exercise this week (although I did work all week and therefore I was exhausted when I got home).

So mad at myself AND my body! I can't believe I've got two more pounds to go and NOW I'm stuck in a rut. This is so not cool. I will get rid of those two pounds I swear! I changed my goal date to two weeks from now, if I'm still stuck at this weight I'll just... explode. I will make this happen!

So mad.

  

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IT_GIRL 5/12/2013 9:03PM

I totally understand the feeling! It is SO incredibly frustrating!!!! Something that sometimes helps me is thinking: "well, at least I didn't gain" :D I'm sure you'll make it! Report Inappropriate Comment

GYPSYROVER 5/9/2013 9:37PM

Hang in there! Report Inappropriate Comment

So close

Friday, May 03, 2013

So my goal date is on Sunday. I won't make it in time.

I've got two more pounds to go, and three more days of uncontrolled eating. Though obviously I'm gonna try and do my best, I have a feeling I should just give myself another week to try and get to my goal weight.

I just don't know... all I do know is that I'm disappointed in myself. I should have been stronger this week and not eaten all that crap. This was not a good week in terms of weight loss. (Though at least I didn't gain any weight!) I don't know if it's possible for me to lose two pounds in three days, especially since I've got this camp coming up tomorrow, where I won't be in control of what I can eat or when I exercise. It's tough. I'll do some exercise today but fear it won't be enough.

Oh well. I guess another week won't kill me. :)

  

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Where did my sunshine go?

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Isn't it funny how something so small can totally wreck your whole day. It's something that you usually wouldn't mind, but at that right time it just hits you. And no matter how hard you tell yourself that it's ok, it's nothing, don't care, it follows you around ALL day.

This morning I had two things that bugged me, which then resulted in a sh*tty day. First off, I woke up to a BEAUTIFUL morning, sunshine and blue skies, and was full of energy and really motivated. Then I decided that I'd weigh myself (though it wasn't my weigh-in day) since I was feeling really good.

I hadn't lost any weight. Fair enough, I hadn't gained any either, but feeling that disappointment when the scale didn't match my expectations... It hit me hard. So I decided, OK, I'll go for a run after my lectures, since it's such a beautiful day. I was really looking forward to it.

Only by the time I got back from my lectures it was windy, rainy, grey and all in all NOT a good running weather. This, added to my disappointment of not losing weight, just completely ruined my day. I've been snappy to everyone ALL day and I just can't shake it off today.

Right now I'm honestly just killing time till I can go to sleep and just get this day over with. Hopefully tomorrow will be a heck of a lot better!

  

Life after easter

Wednesday, April 03, 2013

So easter came. And easter went. And the scumbag left me with two extra pounds. And a VERY bloated feeling.

But I guess life isn't worth living unless you get to enjoy is occasionally, so now all I gotta do is get back on track. Though I do have an infected toenail which keeps me from hitting the gym. (Never thought I'd say this, but I actually miss the treadmill!) But at least I've got the eating under control again, and since it's back to normality around here, I do get my daily walks in.

I'm just hoping that by the end of the week my toe will be fine, my bloatedness will have disappeared and I'll have gotten rid of at least one pound. And hopefully I'll get some additional exercise down too!

So that's all for now. Springtime is here so YAY! :D

  

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JENSTRESS 4/3/2013 1:56PM

Good job!!! Report Inappropriate Comment