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Chilly Sunday morning

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Last night was the first time in years I slept in a made-up bed. And the first time EVER that I slept on 300 thread count Egyptian cotton. I may be spoiled -- not sure I could go back to bargain-store sheets after that. I didn't finish making it until almost 11:30 at night, and showered after that! I didn't get to bed until almost 1:30. But then I had a lot of trouble sleeping because of a pain I get in my left leg when I'm laying down. It makes no sense -- there's no weight on it and I only get it when I'm in bed.

I had meant to get a lot more done yesterday, but I was the victim of an ambush. The fiends at Cooking Channel attacked me with a five-hour Iron Chef America marathon, with Bobby Flay batting lead-off! Add a nearly-finished afghan to the mix and...well, what's a girl to do?

I almost weakened and turned on Snapped, but then I read the descriptions in the listings. Too gruesome to describe here. I'm watching stuff I recorded. Judge Judy is at least good for a laugh, and right now I'm watching Masterchef Junior. Love those classy kids!

I'm roasting a pork shoulder for dinner tonight. Anyone care to join me?



(Illustration only. Not the actual pork roast. Your pork roast may vary.)

  
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IMAVISION 11/21/2014 7:30PM

    I enjoy picturing you having a good night of sleep on your "princess like" bedding, Mary!

God bless!

Ima

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MONETRUBY 11/17/2014 9:55PM

    Yummy looking roast! Hope yours was good.

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LIS193 11/17/2014 11:04AM

    Enjoy your new sheets - you deserve it!

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MRS_TOAD 11/17/2014 10:02AM

    I'll be right over! emoticon

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NILLAPEPSI 11/17/2014 8:11AM

    Mmmm. Pork roast sounds delish!! I'll see if I can catch a flight. emoticon emoticon

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SPEDED2 11/16/2014 7:58PM

    Good for you! emoticon

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AJDOVER1 11/16/2014 5:56PM

    Ahh! Sleeping on nice sheets is something you deserve! Get used to it.

I must admit, I find the judge shows too negative for me now. They're not funny in a good way.

I'd love to join you for dinner! I found purple yams at the Farmer's Market this morning -- think they'd make a good side dish for that roast?

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PURPLE0906 11/16/2014 5:36PM

    I am so happy you put the new linens on the bed, you deserve it. Just jumping emoticon for joy for you! Pork roast are so good, I make sure there is plenty of garlic and onions with it.

Please have that leg problem checked out, could be restless leg syndrome.

Take care,

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CHEFSOPHIE 11/16/2014 5:27PM

    The pork sounds delicious. It is cold here so that sounds great. I tried a a new recipe for BucTini all'Amatriciana made with guanciale. It was great and pretty easy. Enjoy your new sheets. I got some good sheets last year, and I agree, there is no turning back!

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JEANNETTE59 11/16/2014 4:42PM

  I am so happy you put the new linens on the bed. You can't see me, but this is close emoticon , yep ear to ear grinning emoticon

Roast Pork sounds yummy emoticon

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SUNSET09 11/16/2014 4:21PM

  Mm! Just enjoying a good night emoticon is nice. It's emoticon and cool here. Stay warm emoticon emoticon

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SHEHULK86 11/16/2014 3:42PM

  Looks delicious!

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MBPP50 11/16/2014 3:35PM

    That roast looks yummy! Care to share some of yours with me?

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JUNEBUG4967 11/16/2014 3:32PM

    Definitely chilly here too. We are getting snow! Glad I got most things done yesterday. Just had to pick up a few items after church today, and after only 2 hours the roads were slick coming home.

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1CRAZYDOG 11/16/2014 3:27PM

    delicious!

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ICECUB 11/16/2014 3:27PM

    I WATCH TRISHA YEARWOOD AND RACHEL RAY.

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PICKIE98 11/16/2014 3:17PM

    The only cooking shows I ever watch are The Pioneer Woman and Trisha Yearwood. Too tempting to see others...

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Saturday

Saturday, November 15, 2014

Workweek is over, thank God, and I'm having coffee and getting ready to make breakfast.

I've been trying to do decent cooking with a five-year-old set of K-Mart knives, which are now not so great (and two of them have somehow gone missing). Yesterday I broke down and ordered a new set of knives from Kohl's. I'm getting the Bobby Flay (sigh...) signature set, which was on sale for 25% off (Oh, if only I could get Bobby for 25% off at Kohl's! His wife might have a bit of a problem with that, though.). And I found a good home for the old ones. I have a co-worker who's a single dad with shared custody of his little boy. He likes to cook for him but has, by his own admission, TERRIBLE knives. While my old ones aren't great, they're much better than what he has now. As soon as my new knives arrive, he's getting the old set.

A little later I'm going to make up the bed as I described before, but mostly I'm going to relax with my knitting and the Food Network, which I only watch for the food.












Seriously -- I only watch for the food. No, really.

  
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PATTYKLAVER 11/18/2014 7:45AM

    I never think about my knives until someone comes over and mentions how bad they are. Maybe I'll go visit Santa at the mall. What are my chances of actually sitting in his lap and giving him my neatly-typed twelve page wish list?

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LIS193 11/16/2014 11:54AM

    Never mind the food.... those guys look delicious!

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WORKOUTWITHPAM 11/16/2014 10:30AM

    So sweet of you (as always) to think of passing along your old knives to your co-worker. Now, let's talk about the "Food" on the menu on the Food Network Show. HMMMM...I think I would like to try a little bit of everything on the menu! emoticon
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Pam

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MRS_TOAD 11/16/2014 8:59AM

    I'm so glad you not only treated yourself to a new set of knives, but also found a great home for the old ones. Enjoy your boys!

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MONETRUBY 11/15/2014 10:36PM

    I might have to start watching more Food Network for myself...

I think it's sweet that you're giving your knives to your co-worker. You'll both end up winning in the end.

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ICECUB 11/15/2014 9:43PM

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MT-MOONCHASER 11/15/2014 8:43PM

    Well, at least eye candy doesn't have calories...

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AJDOVER1 11/15/2014 6:58PM

    Thanks for giving me a smile! emoticon

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IMAVISION 11/15/2014 6:24PM

    emoticon "Seriously -- I only watch for the food. No, really." You cracked me up, Mary! Too funny! emoticon

emoticon in your plan to pass the old set of knives along to someone who will get good use out of them.

God bless!

Ima

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NILLAPEPSI 11/15/2014 6:09PM

    A friend of mine got to see Bobby Flay & Guy Fieri at a cooking festival in Washington, DC last week. I was thinking of you when I saw the photos they posted on FaceBook.

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MBPP50 11/15/2014 6:05PM

    I think I need to start watching The Food Network!

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1CRAZYDOG 11/15/2014 5:09PM

    Me too! LOL

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ALICIA214 11/15/2014 2:59PM

 


HMMM!!! Just for the food you say..


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JEANNETTE59 11/15/2014 2:00PM

  Eye Candy is a very select food group.....no calories! emoticon

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PURPLE0906 11/15/2014 1:47PM

    Your blog sounds so much more up beat today, I am happy for you!! Glad you are doing the bedding, bet you will love that you did.
Its nice of you to give your old set of knives to your co-worker. I always check to see if anyone might want or need something before I give it to goodwill.


Have a great day!!


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CHEFSOPHIE 11/15/2014 1:44PM

    That is quite a lineup

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BECKYSRN 11/15/2014 1:16PM

    And we all know that candy can be a good thing too--especially if it's eye candy!
Marcus Samuelsson was in Mpls this last week, one of his proteges just opened a restaurant on his own and Marcus was here for moral support, I guess. Would love to meet him in person!
Hope you have a good weekend. I'm glad you're putting out your new bedding. Don't be guilty. You have it, go ahead and enjoy it.
Much love and hugs!
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What am I doing? And why?

Thursday, November 13, 2014

I've made a couple of decisions that are a bit of a struggle. And one is going to involve an admission I hope won't make you think less of me.

First, my routine every Sunday is to watch the Snapped marathon on the Oxygen channel. If you're not familiar, it's a true-crime series about women who kill. I even record the new episode every Sunday night. But lately I wonder if, given my depression, it's the best possible choice. Also, the stories have been getting more and more gruesome. I won't go into details, but some of the stories actually prey on my mind after I watch. I finally decided that this is a "friend" I need to break up with. I deleted the scheduled recordings from my DVR and I'm not going to watch this Sunday. I may actually go to church instead. Or I might watch Food Network or my other recordings, but Snapped is off the viewing list.

Now here comes the difficult admission. Two and a half years ago I decided to buy a new bed, and I got a lot of new bedding for it: sheet sets, mattress pad, pillows. I turned out not to be able to afford the bed and decided to put away the new bedding until I could. Two and a half years later, I'm sleeping on a bare mattress with two ancient, stained pillows and covering with one ragged, thinning blanket. I guess I figured that if I was comfortable enough to sleep it was all right.

Half awake this morning, I thought "Well, that's really STUPID." So on Saturday I'm going to hold my breath and put the bedding on the bed. Even the beautiful spread and shams that have been sitting in the bedroom closet all this time. And who knows, I might even be able to open the bedroom shades and let some light and air in, which I never do.

I think it's the same thing I do with my cookbooks, waiting for the "right" time. Waiting to have guests before I cook out of my star-chef cookbooks. Waiting for the new bed before I use the bedding. GOOD LORD, I'M TURNING INTO MY MOTHER-IN-LAW! She had tons of things she never used because she was always "saving" them. For what, she never could say.

Oh, one more thing. My five year old knife set is getting duller than a butter knife and two of them have gone missing. So I'm ordering a new knife set tomorrow. A few people will be getting smaller Christmas presents this year. And I know I'm going to have to fight The Guilties about it.

I'm feeling a little shaky about all of this.

  
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IMAVISION 11/15/2014 6:17PM

    I hardily approve of both your decisions, Mary.

When watching any program that does not enrich our lives, it is best to reassess our choice in viewing them.

As for the bedding --- emoticon with the decision to use it --- I hope that you find much pleasure in doing so.

God bless!

Ima



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JANZDIET2014 11/15/2014 9:39AM

    What's Shared From the Heart Reaches the HEART!!! emoticon

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PATTYKLAVER 11/15/2014 9:15AM

    A lot of people buy things and put them away to use them for "fancy or good" occasions. Every day is a good occasion. Be good to yourself.

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SPEDED2 11/14/2014 8:54PM

    Christmas early for you. I'll bet the smaller presents will never be noticed and those folks will be happy you did something nice for yourself. emoticon

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ICECUB 11/14/2014 7:53PM

    I THINK THAT WAS A VERY GOOD DECISSION. YOU NEED TO FILL YOUR MIND WITH POSSITIVE AND HAPPY THINGS. ESPECIALLY NOW. THE RIGHT TIME IS NOW. ENJOY YOUR PRETTY BEDDING. LIFE IS SHORT ENJOY EVERY MOMENT. DON'T WORRY ABOUT SMALLER PRESENTS. THIS YEAR I THINK EVERYONE IS DOWNSIZING. I KNOW I AM. THIS IS A GOOD TIME TO REMEMBER THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS. THE BIRTH OF OUR LORD.

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CHEFSOPHIE 11/14/2014 6:00PM

    It may also cheer you up too have pretty bedding too!

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JEANNETTE59 11/14/2014 12:05PM

  emoticon I believe this is the start of something big! Definitely, open the windows and let in some fresh air. Put the lovely new linens on the bed and cook yourself a delicious meal. You deserve the best emoticon emoticon

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IOWAGRAMMA 11/14/2014 11:42AM

    Well done! Proud of you for taking the initiative to move forward by putting some things in the past! emoticon emoticon emoticon I bet you will really enjoy those new linens and the new look! emoticon

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1CRAZYDOG 11/14/2014 11:23AM

    Well, it's been said. Good for you for not watching that SNAPPED anymore. DO put the linens. It will change your outlook if you see something inviting and beautiful.

HUGS

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LIS193 11/14/2014 11:10AM

    Throw out the ragged old stuff and make your bed with the beautiful bedding which is now hidden in the closet. NOW is the right time - no sense in keeping it tucked away. Use it, enjoy it and you every day you will wake up with a smile on your face because of the new bedclothes.
You are worth it!!!

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MPARKER67 11/14/2014 9:39AM

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WELLBEING67 11/14/2014 8:39AM

    You should absolutely stop watching that show. I gave up watching the news because it was causing a sense of hopelessness in me. I'm much happier now. You deserve everything you own AND you deserve to enjoy your things. You are a wonderful human being Mary, never forget that. emoticon

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MRS_TOAD 11/14/2014 8:21AM

    You deserve special things. Enjoy them now.

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PURPLESPEDCOW 11/14/2014 8:08AM

    It is time to take care of you!

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TWEETYKC00 11/14/2014 6:30AM

    There is nothing wrong with using the things you have for yourself, if you are not worth it in your life, who is? You are special enough to use the things you have. Hugs.

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MBPP50 11/14/2014 6:18AM

    I am proud of you for putting the bedding on. There is a saying that says something like, don't wait, enjoy it now. Of course, I can't remember the whole saying but we should never put off enjoying what we can. Good for you that you recognize that that show might not be the best thing for you to watch right now. I pray that your depression eases and that you are able to enjoy life a little more each day.

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PURPLE0906 11/14/2014 5:40AM

    Good for you. I really think watching certain types of shows could only make things worse. We don't watch TV anymore, too many depressing things on TV. I am glad you are going to use the bed linens. They should brighten your bedroom up and you will feel better.
You may want to think about what you can do about the depression. Talk to a close friend, family, keep a journal on your thoughts and feelings. Praying for you.

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WORKOUTWITHPAM 11/14/2014 1:03AM

    NOW is the 'right time.' Dress up your bed with the beautiful sheets, pillows, spread, and shams, and pull out those cookbooks, and make yourself something delicious. You will be surprised at how good it will make you feel to use your new things.

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HOBBESIS49 11/14/2014 12:37AM

    Be so VERY GOOD to you! Yes, put the bedding on the bed. Even the beautiful spread and shams that that have been sitting in the bedroom closet all this time. I so hope that you have opened the bedroom shades and let some light and air in.

I enjoyed your Blog very much.. It is just those things that we shed light on.. that give us the power to brave the next step.

Just one foot in front of another (not a large leap) just a step & then another finally will find us up the mountains side and at the top (looking back at where we've been).

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KNEEMAKER 11/13/2014 11:31PM

  Love thyself and enjoy your Life Journey! With that said, let's just keep on keeping on! emoticon

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LINDA! 11/13/2014 11:04PM

    I also like to watch Snapped episodes every Sunday. Love to watch. Although, I only get to see one or two because hubby has other shows he likes and we also do other things. If you think that bothers your depression or anxiety you should stop. Or only watch a couple instead of the marathon.Hope that you start to feel better.

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MONETRUBY 11/13/2014 10:50PM

    I love that you are making all of these decisions! I know it is easy to get eaten up with the "guilties", but remember that you are worth taking care of, and you deserve to use good things. I hope you enjoy your new bedding!

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SHAMROCKY2K 11/13/2014 10:47PM

    There is nothing to feel guilty about. Too much TV is crime drama and not enough programing is upbeat.

It took forever for us to stop using an ancient mattress too. Enjoy your new linens. Happy chopping with your new knives.

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SUBMOM2 11/13/2014 10:47PM

    Good for you for deciding not to watch "Snapped."

And you deserve the "good" bedding. As soon as you are able, get the mattress you want. It is ok for YOU to splurge on YOU.

You are worth the effort, whether it's a Sunday that fills you with positive energy, or a bed that gives you comfort.

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SPEEDY143 11/13/2014 10:37PM

    emoticon I'm so excited for you to crawl into your beautiful bed and get all cozy and comfy. YOU deserve to have lovely things and treat yourself to new knives and special meals from your favorite cookbooks. emoticon

I've stopped watching a couple TV programs that leave me uncomfortable and bothered as well. Good decisions all around Mary emoticon emoticon

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AJDOVER1 11/13/2014 10:30PM

    You deserve the best treatment, beginning with the way you treat yourself. I'm with you all the way on this. You've made some wise decisions and I support you with all my heart! I admire your honesty and courage.
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EMMACORY 11/13/2014 10:24PM

    This is a very honest and vulnerable blog. You have named where you are and what you are going to do. You are reclaiming some of your power. I will pray for you and also root for you. When you believe it you will achieve it. We have one precious life to live and only YOU and live yours. Blessings on the journey. emoticon

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Tell me this is Friday night

Thursday, November 13, 2014

What a week, and it's only Wednesday.

Monday my boss gave me a list of insurance papers to print out. I printed them out and put them in her in-basket. Yesterday she asked me if I'd given them to her. I told her what I'd done with them, and she said she didn't know what had happened to them. I'd like to think it's not my problem -- until she tells me to print them again because she lost them. And then she told me to follow up with an insurer on a payment we didn't get details for back in March. I called the insurer and they told me they'd emailed the information in March -- to my boss. She never forwarded it to me. What else is new?

Meantime tonight when I got home there was a group of boys about twelve or thirteen years old running back and forth in the driveway. I crawled by because I was pretty sure they weren't looking at all. One of the ran up behind me, slapped my trunk, laughed and shouted, "slow the f*** down!" They did this with EVERY vehicle that went by. I hope it doesn't take a disaster for them to learn that traffic lanes are no places to play.

I could SO use a long trip to anywhere right now.

  
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IMAVISION 11/15/2014 6:10PM

    I hope that you are enjoying a most peaceful & relaxing Saturday, Mary, with all the cares of the workplace & outside world at bay.

God bless!

Ima

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CHEFSOPHIE 11/13/2014 9:12PM

    Well that was a bad day. Sorry hope when you got home it got better

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ICECUB 11/13/2014 7:34PM

    HOPE THINGS GET BETTER FOR YOU.

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WORKOUTWITHPAM 11/13/2014 5:53PM

    Kids can be so obnoxious. Bosses can be so obnoxious, and yours is a 'class act.'

HUGS
Pam

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PIXIEBURDS 11/13/2014 12:51PM

    Lets go on a virtual trip to Ireland! I want to see the giant's footsteps causeway, and I want to visit the castles and places of all my dreams. Come with me!

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MBPP50 11/13/2014 12:44PM

    emoticon I hope that things get better.

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NASFKAB 11/13/2014 11:55AM

  all the best

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MRS_TOAD 11/13/2014 9:54AM

    Kids!!!!! They don't see the consequences of their actions! You probably should have called the police.

As for your boss, there are no words to describe my frustration. I can't even imagine what you are feeling. Hang in there, dear friend. Only one more work day until you can decompress.

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NILLAPEPSI 11/13/2014 7:52AM

    I think I would have called the police on the boys. That kind of thing is not tolerated by the residents of the community I live it. Plus, it might save one of their lives.

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1CRAZYDOG 11/13/2014 7:28AM

    ((((HUGS))))

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PURPLE0906 11/13/2014 5:48AM

    Hope things get better. Know how you feel, it has been a really busy week for me also at work and a lot of stress at home.

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Turning to stone

Wednesday, November 05, 2014

I can't move and I can't feel. Not even anger. I think I've just exhausted my emotional capacity.

I stayed home with a bad stomach today. I didn't eat a bite of solid food until 5pm and only had one cup of coffee. I find myself doing that more and more. I work full days without eating, or only the scraps in the snack area. Geeze, you'd think I'd at least lose a little weight. It's not that I don't have food. There's plenty of food. It just seems so -- pointless.

Pointless is how everything feels. It's like I'm nothing but a rock any more.

  
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PURPLE0906 11/13/2014 5:51AM

    Hope you feel better, please take care of yourself

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MONETRUBY 11/9/2014 7:49PM

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Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

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BEAUTY_WITHIN 11/7/2014 10:00PM

    Feel better! Please keep in touch! We're worried about you!

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IMAVISION 11/7/2014 6:19PM

    Mary, have you considered that you may be dealing with depression?

God bless!

Ima

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IAMAGEMLOVER 11/7/2014 1:50PM

    Sorry LI. I understand how you feel, as I have felt the same way. Buy a lottery ticket, maybe you will become a millionairess. Then you can go into work, bend over and tell them to kiss it.

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AJDOVER1 11/7/2014 12:35PM

    My heart goes out to you. No one deserves to be treated the way you treat yourself. I wish there was something I could do for you.
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CHERIRIDDELL 11/7/2014 12:17AM

    Hugs,Feel better soon

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  Holding you in prayer emoticon emoticon

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MRS_TOAD 11/6/2014 9:31AM

    My heart continues to break for you. Lifting you up in my thoughts and prayers.
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BHSUZYCUE 11/6/2014 8:06AM

    So sorry - praying for you - many, many hugs

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MBPP50 11/6/2014 5:29AM

    Praying for you! emoticon emoticon

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WORKOUTWITHPAM 11/6/2014 1:15AM

    I hope you are feeling better tomorrow. Sending HUGS, THOUGHTS, and PRAYERS.

HUGS
Pam

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NASFKAB 11/5/2014 9:57PM

  itsa pity none of us are near enough to give you a real hug but lots of virtual ones from me hope you feel better soon

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CHEFSOPHIE 11/5/2014 9:33PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon I am sorry you are not feeling great. I have gone through times when I didn't have an appetite which is odd for someone obsessed the food ideas. I hope things improve.

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1CRAZYDOG 11/5/2014 9:05PM

    ((((HUGS)))) Wish I could be there to at least give you a real hug.

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JILL313 11/5/2014 9:05PM

    Hi Mary, I hope in the near future you'll be able to retire and be okay financially to leave that stressful job. You're too young to be stuck in a job you dislike. I hope you don't take this wrong but maybe you'd benefit from seeing a therapist as you sound depressed to me. . .believe I've been there myself and taking an anti-depressant, exercising, meditating and talking to even a good friend does help us deal with our issues that makes life difficult. Take very good care. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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ICECUB 11/5/2014 9:04PM

    I AM SO SORRY YOU ARE STILL HAVING A HARD TIME. HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER.

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