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Sunday, May 25, 2014

Woke up early (for me) again at 5:30am, went back to sleep, thought it would be like was 6am haha.

Went out for a 20mins walk, was beautiful. Ate not well but not a lot calorie wise for breakfast so know still felt guilty, but not super guilty.

Going to church today for the first time since I was a teenager (gonna walk there too, should take only about 20mins there...and then 20mins back so I guess I'll get some walking in today!)... a United church because they best line up with my own beliefs. I went to a catholic school but became very disillusioned with I guess Roman Catholicism.

I'm also going to visit my friend who is in an eating disorders program for anorexia and bulimia. I'm excited to see her, but I also know it will be very very triggering so I'm kinda scared. Will take a lot of strength.

My gut has been so awful lately. I was wondering why because it has been a long time (I basically feel like I'm gonna poo my pants ALL the time, like I've taken laxatives lol, tmi)...well I found out it is from Seroquel withdraw, I've got some other ones too but that is the most annoying.

But overall I'm feeling pretty good today, I think. emoticon

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BILL60 5/26/2014 8:32AM

    Have as much fun as possible, under the circumstances.

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PATTYKLAVER 5/25/2014 9:11AM

    I wish the best for your friend.

I know from experience how medicines can affect you. The aggravating part for me is that I usually find out side-effects by researching things myself. Hope all goes well for you - no pun intended.

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With the Sunshine

Wednesday, May 07, 2014

Today I woke up at 6:01am again...I have been consistently waking up at 6:01am...weird that it is always 01...some sort of sign? ha. It feels good to wake early like that usually I can barely pick myself up out of bed...I think it might be because I am going off one of my bipolar meds. It was a HORRIBLE med...caused my current weight gain, gave me terrible terrible nightmares, facial twitches, and exhaustion...I'm only half way off but already I feel lighter and have been waking up hella early.

Usually try to work out in the evening but now that I keep getting up early I think I might try to become my much envied morning exerciser!

Lately I've been looking at pics of marathon runners and it has got me all fired up! And wanting to run again. I never did any races and don't really know how long I could run because I could only time time it, but back in the day I USED to be able to run for 1 hr no problem at I know I an get to it it will soon be good biking weather and I can walk or bike everywhere, I love riding my bike!

I've also been thinking about taking some ballet and hip hop dance classes for fun, but I don't think I'll be able to afford it... I guess we'll see.

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STEVEN2GO2 5/7/2014 9:31PM

    Take it one day at a time and enjoy every moment of your adventures! Congratulations on getting of the meds that were so terrible for you!

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MM11113 5/7/2014 8:21PM

    start slowly and ease back into all that activity. emoticon

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Too many...

Monday, April 28, 2014

Too many cals today *sigh* did exercise bootcamp for 1 hr though but it doesn't do what it has to if i don't keept to my cals for the day. I feel really disappointed because I worked SO HARD at bootcamp. Feeling down. emoticon

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    Don't feel disappointed - you tried! You did better than someone that didn't even try!

Keep on trying - you can do this!!

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BILL60 4/29/2014 7:56AM

    Get over it and start again.

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DWROBERGE 4/29/2014 4:20AM

    Keep focused for success. You can do it too. Go for it.

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TXPATRIOT 4/29/2014 12:12AM

    You can't change today, but you can do better tomorrow.

Don't let it get you down. We are all works in progress.

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