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Staring out today feeling lighter

Saturday, September 27, 2014

My thoughts have changed since last night. I remember someone told me before that we are ourselves worst person to be hard on us. I should think that each day we grown and learn and if there are short coming there is always another day and forgive yourself. I love myself for what I am I have many things in my life and now I am on the road again to learn how to take care of myself because I believe I deserve it. Thanks for the wonderful comments I received from yesterdays blog.

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 9/28/2014 7:17PM

    I hope you have a wonderful week!!!

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LYNMEINDERS 9/28/2014 1:27AM

    go you....allow that to motivate you to achieve your goals....woohoo

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TRYN2SURVIVE 9/27/2014 10:28AM

    Good for you! Keep on doing what you have been, taking those small steps along the path, and you will reach your goals.

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Why can't I keep on the right road?

Saturday, September 27, 2014

I do good for awhile then I quite, I know I need to know that I am worth, every minute of every day. I feel like my pass comes back to haunt me. Feeling not worthy. Not worth the trouble to try. I have wonderful husband and 3 grown children and 10 grandchildren. I feel like I am confused, lost and don't know why I feel like this. I know there is light at the end of the tunnel. But for today it is very dimmed. I know I have God and a higher power too keep me going. I need to find out how to feel good for myself. It hurts me that I don't know how to feel good about myself. With God's on my side I know that I can pull myself up, I believe that I deserve this. I hope I can find it in myself.

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 9/28/2014 7:15PM

    We have been friends for a long time. I hate that you feel this way about yourself and wish you could see yourself as other do. You are a fantastic person! emoticon

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LMMONTES 9/27/2014 10:15AM

    Thanks for the encouragement it does help.
Today I am starting out with a different mind set, I do feel better about myself. emoticon

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PATSYB7 9/27/2014 6:00AM

    Have you tried meditation? It quiets my mind of negative thoughts and fills my soul with positive energy. Keep Sparking! It helps!

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LYNMEINDERS 9/27/2014 12:37AM

    You so do deserve this....
One day at a time my sweet.....one step at a time.....
Satan doesn't want us to rely on God so will use anything and everything especially from our past to get us in a confused state....
Praying for you

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Back again and feeling very down

Friday, July 25, 2014

I wish life was easy but as everyone knows life has it's ups and downs. I have decided that on my own I haven't been able to understand eating. I just received my B.A. in Early childhood Education it took me about 9 years but I finished. emoticon . Now to take care of myself and become a better person anyway to myself. Everyone says I am the nicest person around, but I can't take care of my own body and learn to love myself. So I am back again I went to the doctor last week had blood work I am pretty sure that everything will be up. So I will start this time on a different type of journey and I am the only one who matters this time. I know that I love myself so much I won't give up. Thanks everyone

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 7/26/2014 8:28PM

    Welcome back!! I'm so glad to see you! Congratulations on graduating. That's great! I hope you will make yourself a priority now! emoticon

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PATSYB7 7/26/2014 8:09AM

    Congratulations! You're on the right track. Keep going!
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OXYGEN9 7/26/2014 4:36AM

    emoticon on your degree, it took me 9 years tofinish mine too and it was a bumpy road, so I know how great a victory that is. Best wishes on your Spark journey, emoticon Don't worry about the blood work, take it one day at a time, do your best and things will improve.

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SHOTOKIDO 7/25/2014 11:29PM

  Congrats on earning your BA!

And congrats on getting back on track with your nutrition and exercise!

You obviously love yourself enough to be here and actively participating. emoticon

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AUDISP 7/25/2014 10:08PM

    Congratulations on your degree! That is a huge accomplishment. You have made a great decision to take care of yourself. Don't worry about the results of the blood work, use them as a benchmark, a place to start. You can accomplish anything you set your mind to. I mean really, you persevered and got your degree, right? Go for it, you can succeed.


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My Stress level is down for today

Friday, August 09, 2013

Back in college with 13 credits until I graduate with my BA in Early childhood edu. I feel better just have to come up with some more money by next week. And work will be starting soon, so I feel very good about being able to finish up with school. Then I will have to pay back my loans, oh well I will do that when the time comes. My husband is back at work and seems to be doing good. He said he wanted to quite his job but he didn't have another one yet. Anyway back home today is the day I am going to work on myself, it is so important that I take care of myself. If I don't no one else will. I feels good to be back. Thanks for letting me share. emoticon emoticon

  
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KDRICH24 8/14/2013 5:46PM

    Having a job is such a blessing! I hope you enjoy the kids and keep taking care of yourself! emoticon

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LOULOUBELLE2 8/10/2013 1:30PM

    emoticon news emoticon So glad it's working out for you.......

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PATRICIAAK 8/9/2013 11:37PM

    The end is in sight

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LIVERGIVER 8/9/2013 5:23PM

    You're almost there! Keep up the good work and take care of yourself!!

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MORTICIAADDAMS 8/9/2013 3:56PM

    I hope you have a great school year. You are very close to that degree!!

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Back from California

Saturday, August 03, 2013

Had a different type of vacation I left on the 23rd and just got back last night. My husband was feeling better so we left. Only to arrive there and had to go find a doctor his pneumia was so bad so I gave the doctor the meds he had been taking I was told they weren't for pneumia . After one pill he even looked better and they gave him cough meds. My daughter who had her tonsils out on July 11, also had to go back in and redo the right side because every time she bent over blood who come out of her throat. She is now better. And I went to see my aunt who is 97 and she has such good health she only takes her vitamins. I took my sister with me and she is only 2 years older than me and I didn't realize how bad her health is. She takes 13 pills a day for everything. I felt like I was a nurse maid there. Anyway I made it back and I had fun got to go to the beach and see sea lions and go walk on the beach with my husband. Any way time to get back on the healthy side of life. emoticon

  
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PATRICIAAK 8/4/2013 11:10AM

    Glad DH is doing better

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GRANDMABABA 8/3/2013 9:49PM

    We also returned from California recently. Helped mom-in-law celebrate her 98th. She enjoys every day. Went out to eat with her daily and continue to be so amazed at how she can still live such a full life. I also spent a couple days with my mom tending to her large garden and to her ever increasing needs. She has been miserable for as long as I can remember. She is 99 and also lives alone still in her own home. Had to get her doc involved because of severe edema I discovered. It was hard to leave her there, but it is what she wants. We also got to walk on the beach...beautiful and peaceful as ever! It's good to be home and back on my own schedule and eating, exercising plans. Be well!

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MORTICIAADDAMS 8/3/2013 8:34PM

    You did have an unusual vacation. I hope your hubby, daughter, and sister have a full recovery. Seeing your elderly aunt and walking the beach sure sounds great.

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