Saturday, September 27, 2014
I do good for awhile then I quite, I know I need to know that I am worth, every minute of every day. I feel like my pass comes back to haunt me. Feeling not worthy. Not worth the trouble to try. I have wonderful husband and 3 grown children and 10 grandchildren. I feel like I am confused, lost and don't know why I feel like this. I know there is light at the end of the tunnel. But for today it is very dimmed. I know I have God and a higher power too keep me going. I need to find out how to feel good for myself. It hurts me that I don't know how to feel good about myself. With God's on my side I know that I can pull myself up, I believe that I deserve this. I hope I can find it in myself.