Saturday, September 06, 2014
Determination is what takes people far! Stick to it — the results will be worth it!
"happiness radiates from within"
You need to deal with a situation that requires little more than an open mind. Fortunately, you can deploy that with aplomb today -- though it may require a little adjustment in your preconceptions.
I'm posting each of these items because yesterday I had a melt down. It was my weigh in day again, I had been tracking all week, moving like I'm suppose to, you know the drill, so I step on them and to my dismay they were up two pounds. Again!!!!!!!!! Needless to say if I wasn't afraid of my husband running in to see me standing on the scales, naked, crying I had better just leave them alone and move away slowly. I was so upset.
Now you may say oh it is water, it is muscle, it is what it is. But I really am tired of hearing all that. Why? Because this has been going on now for quite some time. When they say you lose and then regain weight and with it comes friends the statistics aren't lying. I've gained all of my weight back plus and the plus is what makes this all so bad. But not only that but the work I'm doing isn't doing anything.
Ok so anyhow, I had a breakdown of sorts. I got on my knees and I prayed, begged, yelled, and just vented to the universe or anyone that would listen. I just can't understand what is wrong with me. But today I awake and signs are coming at me faster than I can think. What does all this mean to my journey or for my journey?
Where do I go from here? How do I continue on the path I'm on with a sinking feeling that this next week will be the same as the week before, or the week before that?
Because I just know in the back of my mind if I quit that will be it. So I have to have faith that I'm where I'm suppose to be at this moment. I don't have to like it I just have to keep moving forward one step at a time and never give up on me.
All this is not to say I won't have a bad day, week, month....by with all that I have inside of me that wants this I will succeed. If not today than one day soon.