Wednesday, November 05, 2014
My life is changing yet once again. My mom has hired someone else to do my job with my sister and I'm not upset by it! I feel as though the weight of the world has been lifted off me and about 100lbs lighter. As the song says, I'm too relieved to grieve. I have picked up two more clients and yes the pay may be less, and it's dropped me to 20 hours s week between them and my current client, but I'm not worried about it at all. I'm doing just the opposite, for the first time I'm at complete peace with it. I've discovered I enjoy caring for older people, I just wish I'd realized it 15 years ago and I wouldn't have wasted so much time with other stuff. Goes to show you, its not always safe to follow someone else's dreams for you. I finally love my job after all this time. Yes it has its bad times and my heart gets broken when loose someone, but just knowing I was there for even a little bit and got to know them, I'm ok with it. I'm not hard hearted, I'm a caring person who wants to make others lives easier. Working for my mom has definitely been a challenge. But it's shown me how to deal with someone who isn't very appreciative of anything. I tried to help my sister learn, at every turn my mom has undone what I've done and tried to show me she knows better, well now she can find someone who can get burned our smacking their heads on a brick wall. My head finally hurts from it and I'm done with it. Hope everybody has a good day!