Sunday, December 15, 2013
I've taken a lot of time to consider this question. I'm honestly not sure where I would start really. I think id tell my dad how mad I was at him for leaving me with such a mess to take care of with my mom. Then id ask him for a hug and never let him go, ever! Id introduce him to his grandsons and son in law. He probably wouldn't have approved of my choice, but would have understood my decision. I think I would break down crying at the sight of him. He was taken too soon, but so were a lot of the people in my life. I have often thought of him since his death, wondering why things happend as they did. If he would've been proud of what I've done and somewhat accomplished in my time so far. Seems like not much except my boys really. Although most people that know me probably would say more then that. I have no fame attached to my name or fancy title or job to say of. I don't feel all that accomplished so far, I feel rather squelched really compared to most people. I don't have a lot of money, haven't really done much. I often wonder how my life would've turned out had he still been here. If id stayed in Vermont like he'd pictured, if I missed my mark and opportunity completely. Each day is given to us as a gift, we do with it the best that we know how and are capable of, despite what others say and make us feel. Well guess that's my shpeal for today....do some soul searching and see what you'd say.
Saturday, December 14, 2013
Today has been incredibly hectic and crazy! My day started out at 5 this morning after being up at 230 with my wood furnace. My oldest son decided it was time to wake up. Ugh! I didn't want to get out of bed! But I reluctantly did. I was able to get done 2 loads of laundry, dishes, made and decorated sugar cookies for the kids teachers, hauled wood twice, chased after my littlest monkey, then had to make lunch and dinner for them all. Phew! Then I gave them their baths and showers early today so I wouldn't have to fight with them later on to get it done, now I'm sitting here watching my favorite Christmas movie in a quiet house. All 3 are out cold at almost 8 pm. I may pay for it tomorrow morning, but for now lifes good and quiet! Man what a day! Hope everyones had a good day!
Tuesday, December 10, 2013
After finding out yesterday that id lost more weight, I decided to buy myself a new pair of jammies. I know, that may not sound like a lot to most of you, but for me its a huge deal. I have refrained from buying clothes because everytime id find something I liked or something I wanted or needed it was never my size. Or id buy it and get it home and it wouldn't fit. But today, I found a one piece flannel cute jammies with bear feet on them that I fell in love with. Sure enough my first reaction was I won't find it in my size or if I buy it they won't fit. Well to my suprise, I got them home, tried them on and there's more room in them then id figuured! So I am very happy with them!! I can't wait for my husband to see me in them when he comes home tomorrow morning! Hope everybodys had a great day I sure have!
Monday, December 09, 2013
Two years ago, I weighed 226 when I had to have a csection with my youngest son. Today, just 2 and a half weeks shy of his 2nd birthday, I'm back to 177, where I was before he came about! I am soooo excited about it I can't sit still!! When I got married, I was about 160, so I've still got some work left but I'm willing to do it!! All I can say is YEAH!! I never thought it was possible, like I've been chasing an unreachable dream to be back at what I was. Thank you everyone for your support and listening to my complaining...hugs to you all!
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