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Lucky Bling

Saturday, November 22, 2014

I have a weird relationship with jewelry. I really enjoy certain styles and pieces, but actually don't wear it all that much. I actually make it too, but that was born out of a desire to keep my hands busy and out of the kitchen.

In the last couple of years since my Mom passed away, my sister and I have started a ritual where every Mother's Day we meet at a jewelry outlet and buy ourselves some bling......because "Mommy would have wanted us to." That's the story we tell ourselves between a few tears, shopping and lunch. ha ha

I've always loved rings. But I never thought I could wear them because I have "meat-paws." Well until last year, I didn't know that I could buy a ring and just have it sized. Hold the phone! What? So that's what I did. This past May, I bought a ring called, "Lucky Stone." It is multi-faceted with several different colors. It is shiny - and doesn't photograph too well, because of the light/crystal I think, but here it is.



I put it on again this week, and lo and behold, it no longer fits, except on one finger - the middle finger of my right hand. Every other digit, it just slides right off. Not just loose, I mean off. This is a little piece of excitement for me. It is a sign of more progress! When we visit again this May, I am planning to get it re-sized again.
Wondering how much I cn shrink between now and then.

WOO HOO!

  
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On the Way to 398

Saturday, November 22, 2014

I have had a truly amazing week. I stopped bingeing, turned over a new leaf and began eating healthy and did a version of running with my coach. The culmination of those things showed up today, when I went to weigh in and for the first time in recent memory, I weigh under 400 pounds. I am in the three's!!! WOO HOO!

This is epic. When I lose my next 70 pounds I will be closing in on the two's. I am over the moon about this, all of it. I had the doctor's office record my weight in their records today. I am officially down 70 pounds within a year. It feels great!

I had one of those moments, that was special today. There was one person who deserved to know first. I had a flashback to when I got engaged, years ago, that it was late on a Friday night and I did not want to wake my parents up at the hour, so I waited until the next morning to call them. While I was so excited to share that news, it felt only right that my Mom should know first. And just like today, I wanted to blurt it from the rooftops, but I had to tell my coach, Hadley first.

I called last night one of the best nights of my life. It was, but darn it, this is pretty darn good, too. Woo hoo!

  
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POSITIVEHOPE 11/22/2014 9:14PM

    CONGRATULATIONS! You deserve to feel wonderful, excited and thrilled. Some milestone weight numbers are hard to cross. You have worked hard and been patient with yourself in order to achieve this. How awesome!

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CRACKERS4554 11/22/2014 8:19PM

    Go Girl! I took you to work with me today and everytime I jumped on the ladder or lifted a box of substantial weight, I would think of you! I think you are starting a new movement and I like it!

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NORWOODGIRL 11/22/2014 7:41PM

    That is such great progress! Well done, Mar!

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DIFROMWYOMING 11/22/2014 6:40PM

    What a wonderful milestone, the first of more to come! So proud of you Mar.
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_KATHY 11/22/2014 6:22PM

    emoticon emoticon Such a special feeling! You are doing it!

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My hat's off to you Mar!!!!

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NICOLERZ 11/22/2014 4:47PM

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SURVIVOR61 11/22/2014 4:44PM

    Congratulations my sister!! I knew you could do IT!! emoticon emoticon JOB!! emoticon emoticon emoticon You are so Beautiful and so is this WoW moment that you are sharing with all of us, Thank you sister!! Keep up the Great work you are becoming a Life Changer and moving mountains!! emoticon together sister, keep on blogging and Never give up!
Your sister in Christ
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LISACHOSECHANGE 11/22/2014 4:39PM

    woohoo you qare amazing

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68ANNE 11/22/2014 3:52PM

    ooh, that is one of the best times of life! good for you

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SHORTSTORY2 11/22/2014 3:13PM

    Wonderful news on your new weight!!! You are amazing. Keep up the good work!! Eileen

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STILLMENEWBODY 11/22/2014 2:22PM

    Thrilled for you! Congratulations! Keep on Keeping on...that's what we must do..right!

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STEVEN_D 11/22/2014 12:39PM

    Always glad to hear milestones and moments of success. Keep going!!

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JULIAMOONCHILD 11/22/2014 12:13PM

    I applaud and salute you this day!!!!

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GEORGE815 11/22/2014 11:49AM

    Good for you. Congrats! Keep up the good work.

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The New Ten Seconds

Friday, November 21, 2014

I had an incredibly awesome day with success from top to bottom. I walked to meetings instead of trying to catch a ride, I walked up a big hill instead of taking a shortcut, I ate well and had an amazing session with my coach.

First, here's a look at lunch.



Apparently, I broke hubby's prized Tupperware container during the schlep with pasta and veggie salad, so I went low tech today with a large Ziploc bag as my plate. I had about a cup and a half of fresh spinach, grape tomatoes, blackberries. I sliced open the Ziploc bag and laid it flat on my desk like a placemat. I have recently become a "fork dipper" - dipping my fork into the salad dressing instead of pouring it all over. I had a little side cup - great for portion control too, and I went to town on my salad. I also had some of those leftover pasta elbows from earlier in the week thrown in there too. That was a darn good salad.

That slab in front on the picture is not a block of cheese. It is actually 2 pineapple spears. They were still juicy and delicious. I ate everything in my bag today. When I got up today, I wasn't hungry, not even a little. I didn't want to force myself to eat, but figured I would get hungrier in the car, especially if I just skipped eating. While making my lunch, I had two spoons of the pasta I took for the salad lunch, took my drugs, then left. I ate the choc chip/oats bar on the ride. I think they are actually a little stale, but I consider it a good thing. They are still edible, but not like crazy good. Crazy good can make me want to chow down, so I am enjoying the good enough. Keeps me from going hog wild.

Leaving the house, I thought about eating a banana on the way. Well, one of the things I need to keep an eye on is my potassium, so two high potassium foods - bananas and spinach are best eaten on separate days. Not avoided, just eaten in moderation. I am doing my best to keep that all in mind when I am eating and working out a plan.

My lunches and bfasts have been highly successful this week so far. I have several more days to keep doing for this challenge, before we continue on in a similar but slightly different way. This week has been a blessing and I have been binge free for more than a week. : )

And then came the best part of the day, working out with my coach, Hadley. The workout was phenomenal and riveting, and he made me laugh the whole way through. I realized tonight, that my hubby, (who I think as the funniest man on the planet) has a sense of humor a lot like Hadley's. While they both enjoy busting my chops (and I enjoy it, too), they are both just funny. Makes life more enjoyable. I have always loved to laugh and tonight I had many opportunities.

The aftermath, my back hurts, my knees are sore. I know I put a lot of work in this week. A lot, but the payoff is huge to me. I know it's huge because I remember. I remember what it was like getting on the octane the first time ever. I remember that my initial go time was literally 10 seconds. I wholly participated in climbing up - first 3 steps to get on, then eventually cut back to 2 steps, and then 1, and then none, and increasing time, and duration. I know that 10 seconds was just my beginning. And now I can do so much more.

So right now, when I ran, yes ran, down to the other wall, I felt something so miraculous, I did not want to stop --- and maybe if I could have kept my breath going, I would have. I know the miracle of doing more, building up speed, improving in bits and pieces. It is possible. I have done that, many times over. So tonight was my new 10 seconds. Tonight was one of the best night's of my life. It's not just a dream. It's happening.





  
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STANBUSH 11/22/2014 10:36AM

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CRACKERS4554 11/22/2014 5:00AM

    Way to go! I read your blog first thing in the morning (2 am) before I go to work. I feel as if I am right there working out with you and your trainer as I unload trucks, throw freight and stock shelves. You are my morning inspiration!

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MAVERICK59 11/22/2014 3:27AM

    Awesome blog! I can feel your joy and pride coming through the screen.
Congrats on a week well done!

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Blazing a Trail

Thursday, November 20, 2014

There is a thin line between I don't want to and I can't. I could have taken a pill that would have numbed the pain today, but I didn't intentionally. It sounds ridiculous even to me, but this morning I was all about feeling the pain (really soreness) because I wanted to prove to myself that I am working hard and that this is the short term result. The long term result is something else entirely. Something wonderful and it is headed this way. Actually, no - I take that back. Something wonderful is out there, and I am headed toward it.

I had an appointment tonight to meet my trainer, Don. The excuses were forming - and while valid, I am on a new road now. The one where I am pushing through even though I might be tired, sore, upset, cranky, teed off or whatever. Actually, I had a decent day and still riding the happiness wave. I threw off the idea that skipping the gym would be a better choice for me tonight. No! I am after consistency, and I am trying to blaze a trail towards success. I am all in. So I went and toughed it out, and eventually felt good about it, once I got past the "this is going to be crappy tonight," feeling. It is completely ok to feel it, but so what, just push on to the end of the workout.


Blazing this trail to a new and improved version of me, has always been out there as a possibility, but I could never see it. A lot like Dorothy, I had the power all the time, I just didn't know it. Who is emerging from this cage I have locked up all these years? A woman that is surprising herself daily. I've been laughing about this lately with my coach, but sheesh, it took me so long to believe. It wasn't so much wasted time I guess along the way, but I took a circuitous route. My belief has built from within. It is not just that I believe in my abilities more than ever, but I am executing things I never dreamed possible. My dreams are getting bigger and coming more into focus.

I CAN SEE A HEALTHIER VERSION OF ME IN MY MIND. I can visualize this evolving me, and I am making new plans. There is so much more to life than I have let myself experience. Fear has held me back. Low self esteem (past) has held me back. It is not I am on the verge of greatness. I am experiencing the greatness right this very moment.

I am becoming hyper aware of my life force and how every little positive step brings about even more positivity. I am absorbing and embracing life as it happens. I have cast off my fear, and if it shows up in my workouts, my coach is there to help push it off.

Life is a miracle and I am living proof.

  
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ONTHEPATH2 11/21/2014 11:39AM

    Sparkle on!!! How sweet is that! Nothing like seeing that light within! Taking that first step and pushing through can be rough! Congrats on pushing past "I don't want to".

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DIFROMWYOMING 11/21/2014 8:55AM

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JANET552 11/21/2014 8:27AM

    Awesome!!!

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CHICAM 11/21/2014 6:36AM

    So happy that you see success and believe in yourself. You got it girl. I am so happy for you. We deserve Happiness and for our dreams to become reality. emoticon

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JULIAMOONCHILD 11/21/2014 12:22AM

    Great way to end a day ... knowing that you did what you needed to do even when you weren't so enthusiastic, at first, about doing it. Also, I think it is a really good tool - our imaginations - and being able to imagine yourself evolving into the person you are actually creating through your own daily efforts. Sculpting, in a way, something truly magnificent, even when today it might seem like a block of clay. Of course, I think you are way beyond that and that you have definite visuals in front of you. The image of your imagination is getting clearer and clearer, I'm sure, and closer and closer to the reality you are striving for.

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WESAPHILLIPS 11/20/2014 11:17PM

  Awesome..and Good luck!!

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Post Workout and On the Menu, Day 4

Thursday, November 20, 2014

The funny thing about today is that I feel so happy, I am nearly giddy. That's one side, but on the other, I am so sore today, it feels like every fiber of my body is aching. It is a result of last night's workout. I know that. I also opted not to take any "pain" killers today (like alleve) so that when I feel the soreness, it will remind me how killer of a job I am doing. Woot! (I may regret this later, however.)

Last night after the gym, I had the remainder of the chicken salad and snap peas. I sort of scooped the chicken onto the snap peas. Snap peas, where have you been all my life?


Here's a peek inside today's lunch:


For some goofy reason, I left my lunch bag in my desk yesterday, so I brought an alternate bag today, but you can't see inside of it. That's why I decided to play food stylist to the stars on my desk. : ) So I have a banana (which I just ate at 10:30am), tomatoes, a pear and raisins (from yesterday), the pasta salad with snap peas, broccoli and carrots, and a hard boiled egg. Yes, the package says "6", but there is only one left so I left it in its original packaging to save another bag.

There also oatmeal and applesauce if I need a snack later. They are typically cavorting in my desk for those hunger moments. You'll also notice, I need to clean my desk. : )

This morning's breakfast adventure was back to smoothie land. I did as I said I would, go back to the first protein powder, use colder water instead of milk. I did not throw anything else in there. It was more successful. I am still going to tweak it though, to find the perfect recipe. I am also going to look for a smaller container because the one I have is gigantic, and not conducive to a) looking like I have a lot of smoothie to drink b) nearly impossible to drink it while driving, and I have to bend down to drink it when in the car (because the cup hits the ceiling), c) won't fit in my cup holder. A smarter person would look for the straws I bought, but it's baby steps for me. ha ha. I also ate a Trader Joe's Oats and choc chip bar which clocks in at 120 calories.

I need to get my morning in gear. Lots to do, but I am doing great and I hope you are too!

Also, here is a selfie from this morning!

  
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NORWOODGIRL 11/20/2014 10:16PM

    Thanks for the picture. I've been hoping for one for a while. You look great! (Your lunch does, too. emoticon

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68ANNE 11/20/2014 6:29PM

    You can see a difference in your face, partly cause you happy but also cause you workout!

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NOWINGS2 11/20/2014 2:01PM

    You look great!

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BEACHCALSIX 11/20/2014 11:09AM

    WOW I love your lunch! So nutrition dense! You look great and your face is definitely slimmer! emoticon emoticon
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RHOOK20047 11/20/2014 11:09AM

    Great job on your exercise and diet plan. Looks like it is working. Keep up the good work and you will see results. Have a great day and a great weekend, and thanks for being part of this team!

Bob

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CHICAM 11/20/2014 10:42AM

    Lets go for our dreams. We can do this. We deserve to be happy.

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JOHNMARTINMILES 11/20/2014 10:40AM

    It is funny how a bad thing like aching can lead to a good feeling of accomplishment.

Stay the course.

Make Today the Greatest Day of Your Life

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