Tuesday, October 07, 2014
I havent been a very active member or fitness buddy for the last year.. and I really havent felt like being much of a joiner.. even though my weight loss is going the right way again and I am at the lowest I have been in a long time. I struggle daily with my complete lack of enthusiasm.. I love my children and I am so proud of all of them and of being a new grandmother.. but most nights I find myself sad, lonely, tearful.. and feeling invisible.. it has been so long since someone has really seen me.. and I am just so tired of being surrounded by people and still feeling completely alone..
I am sorry for the melon callie post... I just needed some place to express how Im feeling..