Wednesday, October 24, 2012
CPAP Streak: 2 nights
I didn't want to put it on last night. I laid there...thinking, in a minute....then I remembered I had an appointment with the respiratory therapist next week and likely they will be downloading my info.
And I quickly got up and put on the mask, LOL.
Yesterday was a long day of tummy troubles. I don't know what I ate to cause them, but I have a strong suspicion it was too much processed food. I've been concentrating on fruits and veggies for fiber, so my processed food intake has gone way down...but Monday, I had quite a bit more than usual. Was I paying the price on Tuesday? I don't know. Was if a fluke that had nothing to do with that? Was it something else? I have no idea.
Again, I'm realizing how important my health is to me through all of this. Not feeling good all day, having to run to the bathroom repeatedly, that's not a great way to spend my life.
My weight continues to hover at 246-247. Right now...the focus on moving those numbers is not nearly as great as the focus on FEELING GOOD. Having vitality, excitement about life....not being obsessed with your digestive system and wondering how every bite you eat is going to affect it.
So....today's post is brought to you by a determination to again avoid processed foods, work the fiber in at every opportunity to prevent the diverticulitis/tummy troubles, and train myself to wear my CPAP nightly.
Because I'm too young to feel this old!
Monday, October 22, 2012
I had a good weekend...time off (where we stayed home instead of traveling), time with one of my daughters I don't get to see all the time, and rest. It was good!
This week starts on a less-than lovely note...Friday at work "stuff happened" and it was very, very tense. I felt I had to defend myself against accusations I had done something...that I didn't do. It wasn't a pretty day. It makes this morning a little difficult, wondering what I'm walking into. I don't have concern for my job, necessarily, but....I feel like one of the docs wants someone to blame for this thing happening...and Friday I felt like I was in the cross hairs.
No likey. All I can do is go in, do my job, and if, yet again approached on "was it you?" simply re-iterate, no, it wasn't, period.
This weekend was a REST weekend, I didn't workout - I rested and wow, did I need it. We'd been gone several weekends in a row, I had tons of commitments during the week...and wow was it good to sit on my duff and knit, or watch tv, or sleep!
Speaking of sleep, I'm re-starting my CPAP streak....I think I got to around 10 days or maybe 2 weeks, then I went off. So, back on. Let's see how far I can get this time, shall we?
Friday, October 19, 2012
Sooo glad to see Friday dawning!
Feeling better, diverticulitis flare has tapered off. Been successful at adding around 25 gram of fiber a day to my diet, woo hoo!
I've lost a pound a week the last two weeks. Cautiously optimistic. When I didn't feel great about it, I looked at my weight report and realized, I'm down 9 pounds from February, which is better than up 9 pounds, eh?
Glad to be spending the weekend at home - tho a busy weekend. Still, glad not to be traveling. Ready to relax!
Have a great Friday and an awesome weekend!
Monday, October 15, 2012
I've had a very busy week since our return from vacation....Still tired. The sleep study is tonite, hopefully I can get going on the right pressure for my apnea after that.
I'm struggling with the diverticulitis again. I'm really discouraged about it. I worked all week to add fiber...and here I am again in pain. Not the chills/fever kind of pain (yet, sigh), but I feel just like I did before that happened - constant low abdominal pain, almost like being painfully constipated, but that's not the problem.
yep, I'll be calling my provider today to see what they say. More antibiotics? oh the joy. :(
Despite feeling crappy, good things have happened. I got to see my oldest daughter this weekend and really enjoyed that...my dance life is going well and I'm happy. I just don't feel good and that's hard to stop thinking about when it's constant discomfort.
I told a friend, NOW I know why sometimes older people....you ask them how they are and it's a litany of their aches and pains. It's hard NOT to whine about it! But, I've done that here today, so hopefully I won't feel that need with others today, LOL>
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