Tuesday, December 15, 2009
That's my best adjective for myself today. But it isn't all bad. These feelings make me change things around, reprioritize etc. It's not comfortable...but it's not a bad thing either.
Thinking about social injustice. We live in the greatest country on earth - and we still have social injustice. Perhaps, where there are people together, you simply have problems. Poverty, discrimination, etc. Can one person make a difference? I have to say yes and keep trying, or I am no better than those who irritate me.
Very rainy here and my arthritis HURTS. I'm not old, dammit! I never think of myself as old. I'm only 45! of course, to my 15yo, that IS old, LOL. But I have many many hopefully productive fun years ahead of me, and I must gain control of my health in order to be the wild and crazy old lady I wanna be when I really am old.
So today is another day to work on getting it right.