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Sometimes I think I'll never be satisfied

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

OK, I'm at goal and maintaining. The screening yesterday put my BMI at 21.5, which is solidly in the middle to lower "desirable" range. I am definitely NOT diabetic, glucose looked solidly normal.

But dang, that total cholesterol number was right back where it was last year: 201 - "borderline" staring me in the face again! And it was 192 last August. What the hey? BUT, what went up was the HDL (good cholesterol)... and the ratio went down again (TC/HDL) to 2.8. Which is "good to ideal".

Despite all the great advice about relaxing thoughts and blood pressure, I arrived feeling rushed and late and with memories of last year's screening and ready to growl at the staff (I didn't actually, but that doesn't stop the underlying emotion that can drive BP). Yuck... so BP read higher than usual, too, "pre-hypertension" level. I can't blame moving around, I sat still, I did some deep breathing, but my thoughts were churning.

Still I wasn't as bummed out as I was a year ago. What made the difference? Well, this year, the people doing the screening were not nearly so snippy, and they actually listened. When I mentioned training for the upcoming half marathon and having worked hard to get to that healthy weight... they pretty much admitted I'm doing everything I can. I'm eating healthy, I'm exercising, my ratios look good.

So, we are back to one of the most basic lessons: It may be discouraging that the numbers don't line up with the effort expended. But if I am doing what I can, it's got to be "good enough". I have to focus on it being better than if I wasn't making this effort. AND... I have to continue to be vigilant, and track. That's the real message... don't throw a tantrum at the measurement... just keep working at it. Because... you're... worth it.

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MSLZZY 4/12/2011 8:55PM

    Numbers can be so deceiving so just do the best you can. You have so much to be proud of! HUGS!

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REJ7777 4/12/2011 2:07PM

    emoticon Those numbers look really good! And, yes, you're worth it! emoticon

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ROSEWAND 4/12/2011 1:30PM

    I would advise you to not be too hung up the
numbers. Current research is causing us to
rethink the numbers anyway.

For example, there is little correlation between
cholesterol and heart disease especially in women
Much of the medical focus on numbers is driven by
big pharma.

And remember:

The stress from attempting perfection is not good for
your health either. emoticon

You are doing so much so well enjoy your successes
Your body will thank you, emoticon

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_LINDA 4/12/2011 10:37AM

    Sounds to me like you are doing a great job at keeping those numbers and conditions at bay. You would like them to be lower, but if they are considered normal ratio, that is great. What you must examine, was why you were rushed and late to your appointment, that stress for sure wouldn't help your blood pressure reading. In the future, you need to give yourself plenty of time to get there..I like the advice someone gave of doing BP readings yourself to track your own progress and then give it to them. You could always use one of those pharmacy tester stations that seem to becoming more popular.
Well done! Keep up the great work!!

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FITFABJENN 4/12/2011 8:53AM

    Well said. You are worth the effort and it does sound like you're doing everything right. Hang in there!

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NOMUFFINTOP3 4/12/2011 7:56AM


You are doing all you can! Great job. Maybe find something that totally relaxes you would help. Yoga can be pretty relaxing.

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SAMI199 4/12/2011 7:42AM

    This might sound weird,but I always think of the "What if..." scenario.What if you weren't
working out? What if you didn't watch your diet? What if your stress was through the roof?
I bet your #'s would have been so very different. You have done an amazing job !


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Counting down... three weeks to the half-marathon

Monday, April 11, 2011

This morning in my e-mail was my packet number and instructions for picking it up the day before the race. It's getting more and more real.

Yesterday I answered the call of the trail again, the more urban or rather suburban variety this time. I went out in search of forsythia, and I found it. Apparently I'm not the only local who loves them.

Part of my route on Sunday also had a 3 mile marker, and I had to take it's picture... just because! I think I shall start collecting 3 mile markers! This particular one is along the Helen Boosalis trail. Our local trails are in fact a network of differently named trails, and each trail name has its own markers, which is part of why it is so confusing... but Saturday's were BOTH Bison trail markers. And the other significant bit is that the one from Sunday is along a part of the half Marathon route on May 1st. I've been walking bits and pieces of the route when they fit in with my other walking plans.

I was out and about for a trifle over three hours on Sunday. Not on the Half route, but on the full Marathon is Holmes Lake, and I was on the top of the dam for part of my walk. This shot shows the lake as seen from peeking over the lip of the dam, as I had hiked myself up the dam face, rather than walk up the long slope to its side... it was closer to home to do it as I did.

This morning is a work "biometric screening" and for once I'm looking forward to seeing my progress. Last year I was confident stepping onto the scale, knowing I would be in the healthy BMI range. This year, the same, and more hopeful for a better cholesterol screening, too. And maybe my white coat hypertension won't show up this morning! I hate it when that happens, because then they focus on that and it is NOT an ongoing problem... I know, I bought a meter for home and I know what my normal readings are. Sigh.

Anyway, fellow Sparklers... these little measures are what we take those small daily steps for... the measures that say we're doing what we can to support our health. We're taking care of the one body each of us is issued in life. And for all the wonderful things our bodies do for us... it's worth the effort.

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KALIGIRL 4/11/2011 1:19PM

    Great photos - they represent how well you're doing!
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_LINDA 4/11/2011 10:53AM

    Beautiful flowering bush! We don't get that here. The only thing greening up so far is the weeds lol.
Here is where meditation and relaxation would come in handy for your appointment. Think calming thoughts while you close your eyes and ignore what is going on around you. Focus on just one thing, like your beautiful yellow bush. Take deep breaths. I hope it goes well for you!
You have interesting places to walk. Its great you can go on the trails where your marathon will be. That will be a pile of walking! I am so impressed you can do that!

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SUNNY332 4/11/2011 9:35AM

    I did not know you were doing another half-marathon. How exciting.!!! Woohoo and good for you.

Keep up the great work.

Love the Forsythia. It is beautiful.


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BUGGYS 4/11/2011 9:00AM

    Love forsythia!!! Have three beautiful bushes across the street from my house but they aren't in bloom yet. I am sure you will do awesome for your half marathon and am hoping to do one in about 6 months. Having foloowed you here on SP I am amazed at how far you've come, Barb, and your determination to maintain. You rock!

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WATERMELLEN 4/11/2011 8:08AM

    Love your forsythia! Sunshine in bloom!! Hope you're thinking "forsythia" when it's time for the blood pressure cuff!!

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MSLZZY 4/11/2011 8:02AM

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REJ7777 4/11/2011 7:25AM

    When we look for beauty, we can usually find it! I'm glad your search for forsythia was successful.

Wow! A half-marathon. What a challenge!

Have you thought of taking note of your blood pressure readings at home? I take my readings at home regularly. My doctor told me to test my b/p at the different times of the day. Then, when I have an appointment, I show her the numbers (date, time, b/p). It gives her a better idea of what my blood pressure really is. She told me that it really helps her when I bring those results in. (I also test my blood sugar, because I'm diabetic, but I'm not taking medication for it anymore.)

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Yesterday's camera stroll

Sunday, April 10, 2011

I had been missing Pioneers Park... hadn't been out there since last Fall. So yesterday I set out to walk a few trails there. I did not find blooming flowers. Here's what I found:

1. Trail markers are just as confusing as elsewhere in town. I found two marked exactly the same, in two different places:

2. The nature center is attracting folks, but there is enough space for individual privacy.

3. The prairie grass shows the wide expanse of the place, and if you look in the right places, you can find the water buffalo.

4. I'm not a good photographer... the blob in the middle is actually a Western meadowlark, our state bird. It has a distinctive song. Missing the sound track here really doesn't do the walk justice. I heard the cooing of doves, the meadowlarks, the breeze in the tall grass. You also can't feel the heat of the sunshine.

Edited to add a link to the Western Meadowlark's song... Watermellen added a link, but it's to the Eastern Meadowlark's song. They are similar, but not the same.

5. Of course, some prefer the more civilized activity of a round of golf. There is a course in the park.

6. And an important factoid: fifty years since Brownie Day Camp, the lay of the park looks much the same... the path leads to memories!

Wishing you all pretty places to enjoy moving your body.

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SUNNY1432 4/10/2011 10:30PM

    That looked like a wonderful walk!! Thanks for sharing the pictures.

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ETAGGEL 4/10/2011 7:48PM

    Thanks for sharing. I dont think that there is anything so peaceful as a walk among nature's beauty!

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GROEDER 4/10/2011 4:14PM

    Thanks for sharing the pictures of your wqalk. It makes me anxious to get out and do the same.

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WATERMELLEN 4/10/2011 3:55PM

    It's amazing the intensity of our affection for those landscapes we knew first as little people!!

Here's a link to your meadowlark song!!

I love this site: MAHA introduced me to it!!

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_LINDA 4/10/2011 3:27PM

    Awesome! Green grass! Blue skies! We have the blue, but not the green yet. We have meadowlarks here too, so I know the sound :) We are just getting birds back now, waxwings 1st geese 2nd, now robins, next maybe pelicans. Would love to get back on my woodsy trails, but they are very muddy and wet and take a long time to dry out as they are well shaded and at the bottom of the river bank's slopes.
This is JHADZHIA. I am slow getting back to it as I realize I have to reload everything, including my food list:( I don't have my clock photo, so I think I will try go back to my old page and see if I can save it then reload it to my new page.

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STEPHIEKNITS 4/10/2011 3:19PM

    Thank you for sharing your walk!

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SAMI199 4/10/2011 1:02PM

    Thanks for sharing your walk with me! What a beutiful park! WaterBuffalo-how cool.
I think your pics are great!

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MSLZZY 4/10/2011 12:37PM

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REJ7777 4/10/2011 12:37PM

    You're right that seeing photos is not the same thing as actually being there, hearing the birds sing and feeling the sun on our skin! That looks like a lovely, peaceful place to walk and enjoy nature. Aren't we blessed to have places like that! emoticon emoticon

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MNTWINSGAL 4/10/2011 10:54AM

    What a nice place to amble about! We are blessed with lots of parks here in MN too, but I haven't been out to enjoy them since last fall. Your photos inspire me to get out and about!

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CONCHA77 4/10/2011 10:25AM

    Wow, very nice! You are lucky and blessed to live near such a lovely place. Makes me wish that I was there walking with you.

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BESTSUSIEYET 4/10/2011 10:16AM

    Looks beautiful. Nice to walk in natural settings, minus all the homes. Though I do enjoy seeing the landscaping some folks do!

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Maximum step day, so far

Saturday, April 09, 2011

Friday I followed through on my planned walking as transportation day. A grandma kind of day. I tsk'd myself for a wimp when I whined a bit to myself about the misty morning, and then set out at a brisk pace to walk 3 miles to a timing point to catch the bus the rest of the way to work. I was quite damp by the time I got to the shelter at that stop, but it felt good. I stretched before boarding, having a few minutes before the bus caught up.

After work, I meandered the six plus miles home, faster than Monday, as I chose to listen to music instead of reading. As I am fond of doing, I varied the route and in one spot ended up with a little back tracking as I forgot how the streets dead-ended just there. But it gave me a change to pay attention to how much the flowers have progressed in those few short days since Monday's walk! My goodness! Spring really is springing, it's not just the nose dripping... it's the flowers and trees and everything that causes the pollen that leads to the nose dripping. Is it any wonder I have this love-hate relationship with the season? It is beautiful, and I dearly love the lit-from-within look of forsythia on a cloudy day.

This morning, I am thinking about taking a camera walk in one of the public parks. Since I put in long mileage yesterday, it will be a more gentle walk today, but I want to see what the plants are doing. Armed with my trusty Zyrtek and my pockets full of tissues... today I shall see what is being offered up!

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MSLZZY 4/10/2011 7:00AM

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WATERMELLEN 4/9/2011 11:02PM

    "I dearly love the lit-from-within look of forsythia on a cloudy day": me too. And this lovely description!!

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SUNNY332 4/9/2011 1:51PM

    Good Job, Barb.

Anxious to see the Park walk photos.


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LJCANNON 4/9/2011 1:18PM

    Sounds like a GREAT Walk!! I am looking forward to the pictures from your Park Walk.
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FITFABJENN 4/9/2011 10:06AM

    Sounds terrific! Please do share pics from your camera walk...

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GOOSIEMOON 4/9/2011 9:44AM

    That sounds great!

Have a happy, healthy day!

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CONCHA77 4/9/2011 9:19AM

    Take some pictures to share with us. I do believe Spring is springing here in MI this weekend. FINALLY!!! Close to 80 tomorrow, but rain!!!! Time for me to start planning my walks too, can't wait! Happy Saturday! emoticon

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SAMI199 4/9/2011 9:13AM

    Have fun! I love taking nature pictures-so much beauty right before our eyes...I hope your nose behaves.

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HOT4FITNESS 4/9/2011 9:13AM

    Sounds like a wonderful time. Only 3 more weeks ans we will be finishing that half. Enjoy your day!

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CLIMBERS_ROCK 4/9/2011 9:11AM

    I envy you. I miss walking soooo much. You walk sounds magnificient. Enjoy your camera walk.

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Skipping blog days

Friday, April 08, 2011

I see I haven't blogged since Tuesday. There's a reason for that and it is in this case seasonal. I've been slogging through the work week like walking at the bottom of a swimming pool. I take antihistamines to battle the symptoms of seasonal allergies / sensitivity to weather fronts coming through, etc. But who wants to read that? So... not being able to say somethin' nice, I took Thumper's father's advice and said nothin' at all. But, here I've gone and said it, after the fact, when I'm not feeling quite so full of self-pity!

My adjustments to allow for this kind of week were to make sure I was getting enough sleep and cut myself a break on exercise... be particularly gentle about it. Not that I gave it up entirely, but I didn't press it, either.

This morning I'll make this short, as it is my intention to go play the bus catching game so I'll have the option to walk home. It's supposed to be a nice day. It rained yesterday so that should help the "seasonal" situation for me!

Spark on, my friends!

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LINDAJOYWK 4/10/2011 7:32AM

    Don't let the pollen get you down! Feel better!

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MNTWINSGAL 4/8/2011 9:59PM

    I hope you're feeling better today, Barb. Allergies are miserable....I don't suffer in the spring, but in the fall I am in total misery from the time the leaves start dropping until the first snow, so you have my sympathies!

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PENNYAN45 4/8/2011 8:00PM

    Sorry you are dealing with allergies - and glad the weekend has arrived!
I think your approach to take it easy on yourself with exercise is a wise one while you are feeling this way.

Enjoy the weekend!


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SUNNY332 4/8/2011 2:48PM

    I am right there with you, my friend. My allergies are giving me fits. We did have a rain the other night which temporarily cleared the air but now it is back and I am petty miserable and if I take the medication, I am pretty much out of it.

This too shall pass.

Hugs, Sunny

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THIAGRAM 4/8/2011 2:27PM

  Bless you! sure hope you get feeling better soon! Hugs!
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BOBF15 4/8/2011 2:06PM

    Interruptions are part of life, wish life was just one smooth expressway, but it is more full of bumps, detours, delays, jams, and under construction.

Happy motoring... on foot or on bus.


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ARTSY_CANDICE 4/8/2011 11:48AM

    i feel you! Just do you best and feel better soon!

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CONCHA77 4/8/2011 9:31AM

    Happy Friday! Enjoy your walk home.

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SAMI199 4/8/2011 8:53AM

    I hear you...good advice about switching things up with your Doc's ok.-I found most allergy meds didn't help enough to put up with the side-effects...then I tried a different one & wala-it really helps! Good Luck & feel better soon.


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777GRACE 4/8/2011 8:26AM

    Try another allergy medication if one is not working. Always call you dr first and check with your pharmacist for drug to drug interactions.
Hoping you don't let those nasty allergies get you down.
You can somplain on here, we will listen, no matter what Thumper's dad says!!! lol

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WATERMELLEN 4/8/2011 8:03AM

    Glad the air has been rain-washed just for you!

Love your blogs, never a sliver of self-pity -- but it's OK not to be upbeat all the time. AND it's OK not to blog when you don't want to because your blogs are worth waiting for!!

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REJ7777 4/8/2011 7:36AM

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MSLZZY 4/8/2011 7:22AM

    Take care-hugs!

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