Monday, December 15, 2014
My approach to points will change, starting now - I will avoid as many of the point opportunities as I can (it's just NOT. WORTH. THE. STRESS!).............
Skipped the evening event last night - while the day's events went well, the long drive back and forth left my body very stiff and tense - just couldn't relax well enough before having to deal with another outing - to "seal the deal" on my decision, this event involved certain strictness in management that would have potentially made resting-out difficult - NOPE! DON'T need restrictions with the way I was feeling - sooooooooo - chillin' at home was the order of the day..............odd, though, that the partner didn't go to that same event solo, but went off somewhere else with another family member.........curious turn of events, for sure........
Soooooooo - this is another "food for thought" and "turning point" moment - it seems more and more inevitable that I will head toward a solitary existence, even amongst others - and now, I can see clearly that this is, indeed, meant to be........there have been too many signs lately to ignore..........so on I go, another "soloist" among the crowd.......and yes, I *AM* good with it now!
Soooooo - world, go ahead and throw your preconceived ideas and prepackaged, pre-marketed concepts on how to live life at me - I'll throw all that c**p back at you and say 'nuh,huh* - NOT FOR ME, THANK YOU! (And that goes DOUBLE for "holidays", or should I say "he*lidays"!)
I WILL stand strong for myself! (Now all I need to do is get my eating habits strengthened!)
Onward with a new *work* week (yep - another sign of how my life is best headed - once again, heading off to work at this point is essentially a *blessing* and *godsend*, even when days are challenging - just to get away from some things *AND PEOPLE*)!
I wish you all a great week, Sparkies!