Friday, January 01, 2010
So I was on the program until the 23rd, then just got off everything until today, the 1st. I'm scare to weigh in b/c I had a few dinners/desserts where I stuffed myself. With Christmas eve, Christmas day, my birthday (which was spread over 2 days) and then New Years - all crammed in one week, it just didn't seem worth being on the program during that time. I've been feeling really guilty about it, but asI'm writing it here, it doesn't seem to me to be too bad. What's a week in the scheme of things?
I guess because I have made such little progress over the 3 months I've been on this, I'm scared to lose any of that to the holidays.
On the positive side, my friend bought me walking/running shoes for my birthday, along with a workout outfit, so I have my work cutout for me in January and February. It makes it more appealing to workout when you have a nice outfit to wear. I'm laid off from now until March 1 so i plan to walk/run 4-5 days per week.
Like my SparkPage title says...I really want to wear summer dresses this summer but to do so comfortably, I need to lose the lbs (thighs won't rub...the biggest reason I don't wear them anymore). I'm just scared of not making progress. For me it's an emotional thing - I keep thinking I can't do it and so I think my thinking just makes that scenario come to life.
Who knows...just blogging my thoughts...