Tuesday, July 23, 2013
I have a beautiful perfect little girl who is 6 months old. I never thought I would ever have my own kids. adn than I got pregnant with her which was a surprise that I am so thankful for.
Since I was a teenager I've battled with sever pelvic pain, not thinking anything of it because most people including my mom thought it was in my head.
Now 8 years down the road from when it all started. Ive had 2 Drs. suggest endometriosis. however my primary gynocologist still wont help me. He tells me the pain is in my head. Im tired of being put down by my doctors. and im tired of living in pain.
And im at the point of trying to find someone to do a laproscopy and in the end probably have a hysterectomy.
Thats a young age to decide that I dont want anymore kids. Expecially after a God send like my Nova baby. And I know once it is done it is done and I can never change my mind. But 8 years of pain and that after childbirth having the pain magnify? - I am ok with that decision. So why cant my Dr accept it too?