I wont binge, I wont I wont I wont :(

Monday, August 10, 2009

been a long time since i have posted a blog, and haven't been on sparks for a while, came back about 2 weeks ago, just so many things going on, some good some not,went on vacation had a awesome time,hen when i got home , most of you know i had a stroke, but i am doing really good, some times the memory is still a little slow,(but it has never been to fast before the stroke LOL)
well i gained weight, we wont mention how much but it isn't pretty:{ but now i am getting it off again,lost 5 lbs, but right now i want to eat,anything and everything, so i decided to put it on sparks hoping i wont eat if i feel held accountable by all of you, my dear friend passed away today,my heart is breaking and my first response is to go to the fridge (thank God it has nothing but healthy food in it LOL),My BIL is dieing of cancer, and i am helping take care of another friend who has cancer and it has went to her brain,she is one of my best friends,











I know so many people are struggling right now but i REALLY FEEL LIKE GOING ON A FOOD BINGE!!, BUT I KNOW IT WONT HELP, BUT i think i have already ate a pound of cherries, (yes i can over do a good thing :) so i am going for a walk, and i will let you know tomorrow how i did, but for now, i will not binge, i will not binge i will not binge, , I kid you not as i am writhing this the Ice cream man just went by, wow time to bind satan we have NEVER had the ice cream man up here, i did not chase him down i resisted :)God bless, share

  

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LOWTIDE 9/26/2009 6:54PM

I miss you. When I get back we will work together!!!

KARALVS2SCRAP 8/10/2009 10:19PM

hugs and prayers for you and yours- you can do it.

MIA

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

With the flu, food poison,and DH going to SLC tomorrow, i just want to thank debs for doing such a great job taking care of our Idaho team, as myself and lowtide seem to be out of commission, deb you are doing great and thank you, i should be back real soon (i hope)

I have lost 6 pounds but i can not count it because i have not ate anything for 4 days just drinking water, also no exercise, so i will be so glad to get my strength back, and get back to sparks, and all of the help here, so hope you are all doing well, will chat as soon as i can Share

  

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KARALVS2SCRAP 3/17/2009 6:59PM

Hugs to you! I hope you feel better soon!

ONE DAY AT A TIME :)

Saturday, February 28, 2009

well still really soar from me breaking my tail bone,it seemed to be doing fine, then i got the pocatello crud, that is going around and my tail bone started hurting again,don't have any idea how one affects the other but it seems to lol,
so i haven't got in much workouts but have been eating right,and i haven't lost but that's ok i haven't gained,i know as soon as i get back to exercising it will start coming off again,so it has been about 10 days of inconsistent workouts not feeling well,so praying to be back on track tomorrow, And that my friends is one reason this new life style has to be one day at a time , BECAUSE life happens :) Be Blessed Be safe and Be healthy!!!

  

Ouch

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Had a fun time with My GD )(2 yo( at McDonald's, well we (she lol) decided grandma should go up climbing on the toys with her, thought ya that would be fun plus a work out, so was climbing and playing having a good ol time, so we set on this thing like a rolling log,i thought she was going to fall so i garbed for her (and i let go of bar) and i fell on my butt and broke my tail bone OUCH ,so here is my 2 yo GD saying Get up grams lets go play LOL. well i did get up and that ended our time of fun, So i can climb with the best,(my GD) but the falling gets ya every time LOL ,and i ate healthy ,

  

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LOWTIDE 2/19/2009 8:22PM

Ouch, you are in my thoughts. Sorry to hear of your injury. Good job eating healthy You Rock!!

Tired

Thursday, February 05, 2009

today has been a very Hard stressful day, to many thing going on , my hand hurts foot hurts LOL ,don't want to eat or exercise to day, BUT ,I know that is when i really need to do it, so today i got out some DVDs and did WATP, also did the boxing on wii,so even tho it was a day of wanting to curl up by the fire and watch tv, i got in my workouts, and SURPRISE it wasn't as bad as i had been dreading all day,in fact it felt pretty good, I don't know why sometime i just don't want to do anything g and convince my self how hard it is going to be,(i know better i just try to think of an excuses LOL) so when it gets tough i argue with my self all day :)but in the end i did it,!

  

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LOWTIDE 2/6/2009 3:46AM

Good for you!!! Glad you are a winner!! I have missed you!!