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Another week... Another realization

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Well? Here I'm back again, the picture still the same but a clearer view. I lost 2 lbs, I should be happy with that, but then I'm like okay, i'm developing a love affair with the bike at the gym along with the weights and sauna. Its strange that I have become dependant on the need for that soreness and feeling of accomplishment just by walking thru the entrance to the gym. My spirit is not only lifted, but I feel as if I'm more at home there than anywhere else. Like if all the people there are working towards the same goals. I mean, sure your going to have your knuckle-heads that are there for other reasons that are not health related, (but that's almost everywhere, right??) But for most moments, there is that clarity of knowing that your body is in sync and your feeling all that energy flow thru you pushing you to other limits that you didn't know existed. Sorry, I just cant help my newfound passion for my sanctuary... The gym. :) Till next time folks... And another 2 lbs i hope LOL

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HOLMGIRL4 8/29/2011 4:27PM

    Congrats on losing 2 pounds! That's fantastic!!


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Crabs in a barrel

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Okay, so these past couple of days have been really emotional. Its really hard to accept that either family for friend can try to bring you down espicially when you are trying to change not only physically, but metaphysically as well. And yes, I broke one of the 10 deadly sins for when one tries to lose weight... I ate pizza and wings. Not one of the most deadliest things, but I felt like I murdered all my hard work for the day. For the life of me, I don't understand why people can't support one another without a motive. When I look in my mirror, I don't see a potential size 2, (even if I wanted to, there is NO way that will ever be LOL). I see a work in progress, I see my future before me and where I want to take it. I am getting back to my old ways of looking at certain foods as evil LOL, but if I have a slip up, its okay because as crazy as it sounds, its beautiful not to be perfect. Then those old crabs that have nothing better to do then to try to pull me down have one less thing to grab... :) Till then, much love and cardio!!

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HOLMGIRL4 8/19/2011 11:19AM

    Sorry to hear you've been having a hard time. Just remember you are doing this for you! You'll show 'em!


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Sunday, August 07, 2011

Okay, so its been quite some time since I've been on here. So much has changed that even I can't keep my thoughts in check. Ive learned that getting into a relationship can add weight (a whole 17 lbs... Thanks Hon), which I have the dubbed the (Loving 17). There is nothing loving about it lol. So, I have had time to evaluate my life and where I want to be. The amount I want to lose is 100 lbs or a little bit more. I know I have a challenge ahead of me, but I think...wait, I know Im ready. Otherwise I wouldn't write this down. So, I'm going back to my training resume of 60 mins cardio, 60 mins of weight training and 1 aerobics class a week. I know that I need to re-train my body on the food im eating, but that shouldn't be hard... I'm open to any tips, suggestions, etc. Thanks for reading!!

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BROWNSNAPPER 8/7/2011 4:15PM came back and that's what's important.....good luck

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My story till now...

Thursday, June 03, 2010

Well? Here I am feeling ready to put my thoughts to sight. My decision to lose weight stems from my need to toss aside my "security blanket". Its interesting to refer to my weight as that, but looking back as to when I was a kid, the fear of others making fun of me for anything else scared me to death. So, the title of the "chubby, yet cute" girl stuck with me for so many years, for some odd reason, I was okay with that. When I turned 30, i began to think to myself that now, that girl has grown in many ways and that I should learn to embrace life rather than hide from people for fear of disapproval. So far, its been challenging to say the least because now the friends I know are not exactly supportive because they are used to me being the "third wheel" or the friend that makes them feel better when out in front of others. My reason for coming here was to meet others who can relate to where I am and where I'd like to go. I always love making new friends so, feel free to stop by and leave a note when your here. Oh!! and, I'm always open to feedback... :)