Monday, December 09, 2013
This last 2 months has been horrendous!.
We made the move to the empty granny flat attached to Marian's house as it was easier for her to be able to help me nurse Colin.
We had carers helping us in the mornings and the afternoons, but during the night it was just Marian and I.
We didn't realise how much of a problem it would be to transfer the Internet over ...
The biggest problem was that there was three phone lines into the house and none of them was active.
Marian has a iPhone and therefore she didn't need broadband.
I am so very sorry I had not been able to read and answer all your wonderful supportive comments, loving throughts and lovely goodies, and emails.
My darling Colin lost his battle for life on the 7th November..he just went to sleep holding my hand and didn't wake up.
The Angels have a golden heart in their hands,and I look forward to being with Colin again some day.
I can't begin to explain how very much we miss him, but he is at peace now and we feel so glad we were able to look after him at home as was his and our wish.
According to Colin's wishes,he was cremated and we held a wake as he had requested.
I have decided to give up my unit and have fully moved into the granny flat attached to Marian's home.
It has been so hard not being able to be on Sparks ... I have missed you all,and I hope you are well .
I will try to get around to answering all your messages as soon as possible ..
Ps, I have been reading all your lovely and loving comments for Colin and our Family ..
My heart is breaking and tears are running ..
Thank you you all for caring so very much.
Much Love Susie xx
Friday, October 18, 2013
Thank you all so much for your unwavering support of Colin and I and our Family ..
Colin was admitted back into hospital yesterday ..
He had another fall and hit his head .. He has bleeding in the area between the brain and the skull .. It's not much ..but enough to lower his blood pressure alarmingly.
He is also in isolation, we have to mask ,glove and gown up when we go to see him, just in case we infect him with something nasty ..,
He is comfortable ..no pain and is content to be there ..
Hugs and Love Susie
Monday, October 14, 2013
THE NEVER QUIT PLEDGE!!
Today, I promise I will not quit.
I pledge that no matter how many ups and downs I pass through, I will continue on my journey.
I pledge to make a NEW START today, to forgive myself for my past, and to stop being so critical of myself.
I pledge to take control of myself, to stop making excuses, and stop blaming other people or situations.
I pledge to treat myself as I would my best friend, because that is who I am.
I pledge to stay in the race and to be a WINNER!
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