Thursday, August 15, 2013
My son has been sick with a summer cold. He is feeling a bit better and went back to swimming lessons yesterday. Today he told me he moved up to level 2. I am so proud of him. I am proud of myself as well, I have not had a cigarette in a week. It is hard, but I am fighting it. I have been very moody, and even emotional. I walked to church with the kids Sunday, and went walking last night and this afternoon. I also did a 10 minute Kettle Worx fat burning workout the other day, and will do it again today as soon as I am done posting. I am trying to exercise to keep my mind off of wanting a cigarette. I also want one more when my so called husband comes arounds and puts me down. I am bettering my life and he does not like that. Oh freaking well!
Well I need to go and get my workout done, my son is bugging me to do it.
Friday, August 09, 2013
I have been dealing with a lot of things since my last post. I have started on line college for my bachelors in Business admin./ Healthcare management. I am also trying to get a divorce because I am sick of the lies, and treating me like crap. 14 years together meant nothing to him when that manly girl came along. Oh well. My four and five year old kids have had very busy summers, having to take them places and my school work has kept me so busy. I hve not been working out, but now my sons doctor sais he needs to lose weight so we are working out together, well sort of. I work out a bit more then him. I have gained 13 pounds, which upset me greatly but I have no one to blame but myself. It felt good to do the 4 mile with boosted walking today. I need to try to do this everyday. I have also tried to quit smoking again, had my last cigarette Wednesday night. I am moody, but that should go away with time, I just hope I do not gain weight like most people do when they quit.
Well I need to go to finish my sons birthday cake for his party tomorrow and work on my school work.
Wednesday, April 03, 2013
My new start has begun. I start on line classes on Sunday April 7th formy bachelors degree in Business admi./Health care management. I am nervouse and excited. When I finish and get my degree a whole new worl of opportunities will open up for me. Being a single mom I need to set a good example for my children regardless what their father is doing. I am over him. It hurts sometimes, but I am able to push past that and say "I am worth way more then that"! I am blessed every day with my kids, and the opportunities that have opened for me.
God Bless everyone today and always!
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Alot has been going on here since I last posted in December. I have residential custody of our kids, and he has to give me $100 a month for child support. He stil takes the kids around her, just not sleeping at the trailor. He still claims nothing is going on with them, but I wasn't born yesterday. I don't care anymore. I do not have the feelings I had before for him. I look at him and there is nothing there anymore. I don't even want to have to see him, but it is hard with the kids! I might try waitning and seeing when he pulls up to the house, saying my "goodbyes" to the kids and going to my room until he is gone. I am much stronger now, he can't make me cry anymore! I am almost down 50 pounds total from the start of 2012. It feels good to have onederland so close.
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