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It's Sunday night

Sunday, October 19, 2014

hubby got the window in the attic tape up this afternoon and removed the huge piece of glass which was left hanging. you can see some shattering around the edges but we still can not find anything which caused it but know it was a wear and tear issue. this was caused by man

  
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FIT4MEIN2013 10/19/2014 9:42PM

    Grrrr! Stupid people!

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the broken glass incident continues

Saturday, October 18, 2014

last night hubby came home and drove around to the front to see if he could figure where the glass came from

turns out it was from the circle glass fixture in the attic which is just above the second floor bedrooms. this thought was that a squirrel was hanging on the gutter and slipped into the glass breaking it.

I called lots of places Friday night to get this fixed so we do not get more animals in the attic as well as rain damage. one place was horrible price wise for an emergency

got one guy who said he would be out here at noon to fix it. waited and waited and at 248 he called to say that he could not make it as he was having car problems and can we reschedule for next week

hubby came home to put a tarp in the window as a temporary measure but that is not going to happen until tomorrow

I got to see if clearly today and I had my doubts on how it happened, especially since it was a really loud noise at the time it happened. also that half the glass is still there and it is obvious it is not shattered in the area that still remains.

So tonight talked to a police friend. Mentioned to him some strange things that happened while I was away last weekend and I could see a lightbulb going off in his brain.

Thoughts of the stalker came back to life. He even is thinking that someone actually used that window as target practice and might have fired a bullet into the attic. So tomorrow we are to examine the glass and if possible see if we can find any shell casings. it could have been kids with a b b gun or it could be our friendly unbalanced stalker trying to get out attention again

So

  
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LESSOFMOORE 10/19/2014 7:43PM

    Stay safe! emoticon

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Friday

Friday, October 17, 2014

today is just one of those days I want to go to bed and stay there all day

last night my friend and I figured out which casino should be booked for the trip to vegas in Feb. just because we are not paying for it does not mean we should find the most expensive place out there. So with some codes I have they are booking it tonight

Went to sleep almost immediately but was up several times during the night then up at 4 am to get things ready for hubby to leave

fell asleep again a few hours later for an hour or so and then pushed myself out the bed

I have stressed myself out so much that I need to make an appt with one of the doctors I only see once every five years for some pain relief

My doctor still has not phone in the request for the anti depressants

Heard something outside this morning after I took the dog out but figured it was the trash men picking up trash. The mail came around 1130 and as I opened the door, there was glass all over my steps and walk way. I checked my windows but all were fine and this was thin glass like you have on picture frames. So called hubby who told me to clean it up and not call the police. Cleaned up a lot but there is still more which I can not get out the brick. Going to take the vacuum out and clean it up that way

Not just trying to come.

  
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LESSOFMOORE 10/18/2014 9:10PM

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GEORGE815 10/17/2014 2:40PM

    What a mystery!

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Thursday

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Was a rough night last night. If I am lucky I got 3 hours of sleep. was awake at 3 am, alarm clock went off at 430 and I stayed up until 7 and then got another hour of sleep

Have been waiting to hear from my doctors office and nothing yet.

tried to eat a hamburger and nothing tastes good anymore so I am drinking water and some juice which I can at least taste

  
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GINIEMIE 10/17/2014 6:58AM

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PLATINUM755 10/17/2014 1:54AM

    The old "watched pot" syndrome! Sending hugs and prayer that all is well! emoticon emoticon

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wednesday

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

I finally admitted to myself I can no longer go on like this and asked my doctor to please put me on something for anxiety/depression

it is bad when I can cry at anything these days. when I had a talk with a friend on Saturday it was like the tears started and I can not get them to stop.

so many things are going on in my mind now. all my military wives friends have sided with my stalker and there is no way I am going to try and get them back after 3 years.

my 4 amigos from high school / college are great but I can't go on with them and all my baggage knowing it most likely will get me out the group

then home life is horrible and I have a feeling something is going on. one friend who I have been friends with since third grade and is a military wife and a partner in one of the best law firms is coming up to see me soon. I contacted her Monday after coming home and finding some things in the house which did not make sense anymore. So I am filling out papers for her to make life easier and we can talk when she comes to town.

still have not received any miracles to help with the financial issues so that is stressful

I can only pray and release to God so many times before I wonder if he has disconnected me

  
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LESSOFMOORE 10/16/2014 8:24PM

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ALICIA214 10/15/2014 7:20PM

 

First of all Pam there is no way on God's green earth that he has [disconnected] you.
Deep in your heart you know he will never do that.. I do not suffer from
depression,but I really appreciate what you are going through,my youngest son
suffered with Bi Polar[ he died five years ago] leaving my elder son and I devastated
but we never for one minute thought that God had deserted us rather he is testing our strength and faith,I do hope you are not offended with me for writing to you this way I
just want you to take heart and know that whatever you are going through HE WILL
SEE YOU THROUGH. GOD BLESS.

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SPATTEN2001 10/15/2014 4:32PM

    God will never disconnect from us .... we are the ones who step aside or stray from the path He has for us. Sounds like you have a lot on your plate right now and I can so identify with that ... don't give up! It will turn itself around! emoticon

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