Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Nine months ago I walked out of a horrible situation. I left my husband of seven years with nothing but my kids and our clothes. I was scared at times and thought I should go back. I was afraid I made the wrong decision. My self-esteem and confidence were so low from years of being neglected by my husband and verbally & emotionally abused. I had such a hard time even giving eye contact when talking to people. I was sad all the time. But I am ready for that to change.
I want my happiness back. I have to wonderful kids, a relationship with God that is getting closer every day, a career that I dreamed of since childhood and finally a peaceful household. I have been trying to take better care of myself physically, mentally and spiritually. Finally I think my life will be on the upswing. I want to smile and laugh again.