AZLYN1983
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Need to keep trying
Thursday, May 18, 2017      4 comments

So keep trying and failing again and again. Have new job don't mind it but hate one of my co-workers who one of her first comments to me was that I need to go to the gym. She is so judgemental and hateful it make me dread going to work every day... Read more
Starting Over and Fixing Up
Thursday, March 02, 2017      2 comments

So lost my job AGAIN! This time because I asked for a raise. Stopped taking my meds again of course. I'm a failure at most but... Going to work harder to lose weight and start taking my meds again. My friend life is doing pretty good, been spen... Read more
Specialist Appointment
Thursday, November 17, 2016      3 comments

Saw my specialist and she was really happy. A1C's gone from 11.9 to 8.1 in 4 months. I will be taking yet another pill but this should help lower my insulin so i can lose weight. Also I am eating better and getting better at being an adult. Stil... Read more
I need a new job and soon
Tuesday, November 01, 2016      2 comments

So my job isn't bad but need more of a regular hourly job that makes a bit more money. I work at a bong shop... 4 days a week, 10 hours a day but have to deal with multiple super stressful situations. Constant threat of firing, states that even ... Read more
Getting back to me
Friday, October 28, 2016      3 comments

I was looking at pictures of me that my mom had a few months ago and it hit me... I wasn't always fat! I know it sounds stupid but I have been a fat girl for more than a third of my life. There were the awkward years where mom would call it “bab... Read more
WORST YEAR EVER!!!!!!
Friday, March 11, 2016      8 comments

So the last year has been hell. First Sean lost his job and benefits last February (2015). So unable to get meds my diabetes runs rampant and by March I became pregnant. Things were hard and starting to look up with Sean at least getting part ti... Read more
My world is ending but I'm still here
Sunday, September 14, 2014      1 comments

Sean and I are married... the wedding was perfect but what happened afterwards makes me feel like my world has ended. First after the wedding we went to a hotel for 2 nights and it wasn't the best experience. Got home and that night I bash... Read more
22 Days to Wedding
Saturday, July 26, 2014      4 comments

So I have been absent for a while now... So much has changed. Lost Weight Gained Weight. Found a job at Planet Organic Market, Laid off. Got a job at FabricLand and offered assistant management after 2 weeks. Highs and low. Good and bad. My fian... Read more
Interesting Changes!
Saturday, December 14, 2013      1 comments

Wedding date set, new job, weight loss So we set our wedding date for August 16th. Also now I am working at starbucks and not very happy about it. It takes an hour to get there on the bus and even though i am supposed to be getting min... Read more
Motivational Board
Thursday, October 17, 2013      1 comments

So since i cannot make a physical board i decided to take it one step farther. I made a motivational Pinterest board so i can pin things that help motivate me. www.pinterest.com/azlyn1
983/motivational-board/ Althou... Read more
Fall Challenge Blog
Tuesday, October 01, 2013      7 comments

My goals this time is to love 5-10 lbs and drink more water. A non-fitness goal is to find a way to make some extra money. To be happy. I need to do this because Sean and I plan to have a baby eventually and to get my diabetes under control... Read more
Worst Summer Ever?
Monday, September 23, 2013      2 comments

So as many of you know i lost my brother on June 30th and the summer just seemed to stay on a bad note. After that I found out my oldest sister has an aggressive form of cancer and doesn't have much time left. Then I found out the mosquito bites... Read more
Grieving this week
Tuesday, July 02, 2013      7 comments

On Sunday i found out my big brother was in a motorcycle accident and didn't survive it. I feel useless as there isn't a whole lot i can do from here and I can't go there due to no passport.... Read more
Mondays Recipe
Tuesday, July 02, 2013      0 comments

I made this fabulous recipe yesterday. Technically 2 as I made the taco seasoning too. Taco Soup what you need 1 lb. (450 g) extra-lean ground beef 2 cans (19 fl oz/540 mL each) black beans, rinsed 1 can (19 fl oz/540 mL) diced tom... Read more
Insomnia
Tuesday, June 25, 2013      2 comments

My insomnia has become worse. For the last 2 months i have only slept 5 to 6 hours per night except last night first 8 hours in 2 months. I don't know what to do. I am so tired but just cant sleep. Any ideas?... Read more

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