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Lack of motivation...

Wednesday, February 26, 2014      6 comments

I am so ashamed of my body. I've gotten so out of shape over the past few years. I've made many attempts to eat healthy and exercise, but I have had a lot of setbacks. Some have been health problems that I could do nothing about. Other times... Read more

Jealousy.

Wednesday, September 11, 2013      3 comments

I have a problem. Well, I have lots of problems, but here is the current issue: I canít stand it when my boyfriend looks at other women. Even if itís a fleeting glance, it still upsets me. He is a good guy and he doesnít just stare at other wome... Read more

Jealousy.

Tuesday, September 10, 2013      5 comments

I have a problem. Well, I have lots of problems, but here is the current issue: I canít stand it when my boyfriend looks at other women. Even if itís a fleeting glance, it still upsets me. He is a good guy and he doesnít just stare at other w... Read more

Need cheap/easy/healthy recipe ideas

Friday, June 28, 2013      2 comments

My boyfriend and I are trying to eat healthier and I need ideas for meals that are cheap AND easy (I'm not very good at cooking yet). I've looked at sparkrecipies, but I would also like to hear from people what their favorite meals, desserts and... Read more

Need ideas for cheap/easy/healthy meals

Wednesday, June 26, 2013      2 comments

My boyfriend and I are trying to eat healthy on a budget and I need ideas for cheap, healthy meals, snacks and desserts. We eat a lot of chicken and lunch meat... I don't eat much meat so it would be nice to get some vegetarian recipes as well. ... Read more

I hate men.

Sunday, October 28, 2012      2 comments

I have severe anxiety and Iíve been trying to get over it by going out more. Also, I am 26 years old and Iíve wasted so much of my young life being depressed and too afraid to socializeÖ so I have been going out to a local bar with my cousin an... Read more

Feeling Utterly Defeated...

Tuesday, August 21, 2012      6 comments

Iím so depressed. Iíve been deeply depressed for about 14 years now, but since March, I had been feeling SO much better. I started a new medication called Viibryd and it was like taking off dark sunglassesÖ the world looked completely differen... Read more

Help?

Wednesday, August 15, 2012      4 comments

I hate to even bring this up to a bunch of strangers, but I feel like it is preferable to making my friends listen to me vent about it even one more time (they already had to listen to me talk about this same thing for almost 4 years, which I ap... Read more

Peer Pressure

Tuesday, July 10, 2012      3 comments

Let me start out by saying that I'm not blaming anyone else for my behavior... I control what I put in my own mouth. Also, I am in no way ungrateful for the friends that I have... I love them dearly! Eating healthy has been difficult for s... Read more

Back on the Horse (Errr, treadmill)!

Tuesday, July 03, 2012      2 comments

I took a break from using my treadmill because I had to wear dress shoes last week and they hurt my feet... bad excuse! I was just on it for 20 minutes (that's a lot for me right now) without shoes and it hurt SO BAD! I knew it would hurt, but... Read more

Ughhhhh

Saturday, June 30, 2012      2 comments

Ugh, I feel like crap. My depression has been virtually non-existent, but right now I'm feeling very sad. I'm not sure exactly what is causing it... I know I've been thinking about my dad's death a lot and missing him. Also, I was supposed to... Read more

Fat Girls in Dresses and Viibryd vs. Depression

Wednesday, June 27, 2012      6 comments

I wore a dress for the first time in YEARS... my friend had to go to court Tuesday so I had to dress up. Read more

Is there even a difference between the lies and compliments?

Sunday, April 22, 2012      5 comments

I hate myself so much that when people compliment me, even if itís on something small, I feel extremely uncomfortable. My natural response is, ďNo, Iím not pretty,Ē or something of that nature. I used to respond in that way but I eventually br... Read more

Protein shakes?

Saturday, March 31, 2012      4 comments

I have wanted to write a blog, but I have a hard time figuring out what to say, which is ironic since all I do is talk. Things have been okay. I broke up with the girl I was seeing and she is taking it pretty hard and has been harassing me. I... Read more

Pathetic...

Wednesday, January 04, 2012      1 comments

I just had a really nice night... hung out with one of my best friends and we talked, had dinner, watched a movie and played Harry Potter Scene It? And now... inexplicably... I'm lying in bed, thinking of my "ex." He hurt me in more wa... Read more


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