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At it again and frustrated
Sunday, January 11, 2015      0 comments

I know this is such a common problem, but it seems like the harder I try and the more motivated I am, the faster I fail. I know 'fail' isn't a good way to put it. ...the faster I don't succeed. Here I am again, back up to 134 lbs. I let it ... Read more
I love my mom, but...
Wednesday, May 14, 2008      1 comments

Sunday was Mother's Day, as well as my mother's birthday, and like any good child who lives far away, I called Mom to wish her a doubly happy day. It occurred to me during our conversation that my mom seems to like me being heavy. She's no dif... Read more
Day Seven
Sunday, May 11, 2008      0 comments

I just completed my first week on Sparkpeople. I gained one pound. Surprisingly, I'm not discouraged. I feel thinner, even if only mentally, and I feel better physically. I haven't had a drink in two weeks, although it means boring, lonely w... Read more