DERVAPPY13
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Kind of moving I guess?
Thursday, October 23, 2014      0 comments

Since when did SparkPeople start throwing pop-ups at people, too? Seriously, this place is getting so bloated! I think I'm going to mostly use SparkPeople for logging exercises and MyFitnessPal for...everything, really. It's so much easier ... Read more
Lol Sick XD
Tuesday, October 21, 2014      0 comments

Of course, I decide to get serious about being healthy again and...BAM! I'm sick. I just got over an ear infection, and now that my ears are all clogged up again from something different I'm worried that the original infection is just going to c... Read more
MyFitnessPal
Monday, October 20, 2014      2 comments

I gained another pound this past week. I'm really beating myself up over the gaining-only backsliding that's been going on. I think I'm going to try MyFitnessPal (username: Vaprrenon) to try and add some more accountability to things, since... Read more
Weight and Money - My Two Demons
Friday, September 05, 2014      2 comments

THE two big problems in my life right now: my weight, and my severe lack of money. No wonder I can't seem to stick with SparkPeople for very long when I'm always so anxious over being unable to pay bills (much less save anything or know I can pa... Read more
I just can't.
Wednesday, May 28, 2014      6 comments

I've pretty much gained everything back and destroyed any progress I'd made. I can't make myself do anything. I can't do this and I don't want to try anymore. It just makes me feel even more terrible about myself when I ruin it all. ... Read more
Back
Sunday, May 11, 2014      0 comments

I didn't mean to "give up" but I guess i kind of did? Whatever, I'm gonna get back on the dang wagon and keep going. At least I didn't regain everything, so if nothing else, I am NOT starting back at square one--I've kept some of my progress!! ... Read more
Back
Sunday, May 11, 2014      3 comments

I didn't mean to "give up" but I guess i kind of did? Whatever, I'm gonna get back on the dang wagon and keep going. At least I didn't regain everything, so if nothing else, I am NOT starting back at square one--I've kept some of my progress!! ... Read more
Prepare to Gain! (no, seriously, I've been preparing lol)
Sunday, March 30, 2014      2 comments

Sorry about my outburst in my last entry...I REALLY needed to get all that frustration out to SOMEBODY because it was driving me wild with no outlet big enough to handle the surge that was trying to explode out lol! I'm...staying away from pilat... Read more
I HATE STUPID PILATES
Thursday, March 27, 2014      2 comments

Every time I try one of the stupid pilates video I end up crying within 2 minutes. I feel like such a failure and a stupid lump of useless. Even the beginner/intro video makes me just feel TERRIBLE about myself. I end up crying for what feels l... Read more
BEST. DAY. EVER.
Friday, March 21, 2014      1 comments

So I didn't really want to exercise today, so instead of a couple hours of walking I did the 11-minute seated cardio workout because I'm feeling lazy. It was surprisingly fun and actually got my heart up! I need to improve my posture, though...k... Read more
Getting Back to It
Tuesday, March 18, 2014      3 comments

Though we're all still worried about them, one of my friends can already accept visitors. The others are still going in and out of surgery and apparently some vertebrae are involved now so...yeah, I'll be worried sick until ALL of them can take ... Read more
Hard Day
Sunday, March 16, 2014      2 comments

I've eaten way more than I should today. Way, way more. And I honestly don't care. I don't care if it's emotional eating, either. I just don't. Four good friends of mine were in a car accident this morning and, though they're all alive and ... Read more
Walks Aren't Enough
Saturday, March 15, 2014      0 comments

I've been walking a LOT lately. Today I went for 4 miles in about an hour and had one of my best times yet. And it still doesn't seem to be enough to get ahead of my eating habits. One of the few good things about being eternally unemployed, I ... Read more
Struggling, but Still Around
Sunday, March 09, 2014      2 comments

I'm still having a tough time. It feels like I just can't eat anything and I'm just so hungry so often! It's driving me nuts! ...and all the junk food temptation in the house is doing anything BUT helping. GAH!! I feel like I'm struggling just ... Read more
Having a Real Tough Time...
Sunday, February 23, 2014      3 comments

I can't seem to get better lately and I've really been beating myself up over it, which isn't helping but I can't NOT do it when I'm just failing so badly! My cravings are so intense and when I try to "be good" I'm sooo hungry that even a 2,000-... Read more

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