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His last breath

Monday, May 25, 2015      16 comments

He picked his day. We were going to take him off the ventilator on May 18th and I don't know if I could and would have felt guilty for the rest of my life. He did things his way and always had. He lay there for weeks just staring here and ... Read more

his eyeas are open

Wednesday, April 29, 2015      18 comments

he is doing better today. lisa said hi dad and he turned his head and looked at her. I called his name and he looked at me. he didn't say anything but he turned his head and looked right at each of us. sorry I have not been on in awhile. I didn'... Read more

to all my friends and spark family

Thursday, April 16, 2015      16 comments

I feel as if you are all my extended family and I truly appreciate each and every one of you. I am sorry I can't thank you all personally. You each are special and your words help to ease my stress and worry. Of course I still do worry but yo... Read more

still not awake

Wednesday, April 15, 2015      12 comments

He is still not awake but his trake came out about three or four times so they ordered a specially made one but it won't come in for about 3 weeks and that is when we are having another doctor conference to see if he is any better or not. He wa... Read more

going home for 3 or 4 days

Monday, March 30, 2015      19 comments

I have to go home for a few days. I am so tired and need a break. I don't have internet at home right now so probably won't update until I get back to the hospital. Going to stay at intervals of 7 days then home for 3 or 4 or I will be sick. ... Read more

Starting today to eat better, don't want to have all this happen to me and update on hubby

Sunday, March 29, 2015      11 comments

These are substitutes for sugar. Diabetes is what started a lot of what is happening to Jack right now. He has lost both legs. Eating wrong is part of what started the i... Read more

big scare today

Saturday, March 28, 2015      11 comments

His blood pressure dropped really low and his blood sugar dropped to 30. Three doctors came in. They put him back on the ventilator and everything stablelised. the nurse explained to me that they took him off the ventilator too soon. Tonight ... Read more

Another set back

Saturday, March 28, 2015      11 comments

Now he has pneumonia again. I don't know how much more he has to suffer. Still not responding and sleeping most of the time. He does open his eyes a little longer but less times a day. I spent the day on the computer because I ran out ... Read more

he opened his eyes and squeezed my finger today

Wednesday, March 25, 2015      16 comments

Two good steps. He opened his eyes a lot...he didn't keep them open but he did open them wide. He also squeezed my finger. He still has to have the trachea but they say he will still be able to talk just not as loud. Read more

doing the trachea

Wednesday, March 25, 2015      9 comments

Doctor said it would be needed because if he can't follow commands, he won't cough up the stuff in his throat and that would lead to pneumonia. Then he would have even more problems. Thing is he won't be able to talk and I think he is finally ... Read more

another down day....sometimes I think it would have been better if he had just taken the 3 to 5 mont

Saturday, March 21, 2015      13 comments

He was taken off sedation and the breathing tube this morning and still not out of it. He just pulls on the restraints and doesn't respond to commands or mu voice. He opens his eyes but I don't think he sees anything. He does not talk or even... Read more

pacemaker today and getting back my hope

Friday, March 20, 2015      50 comments

I think I have found a little peace today. He slept very good last night but was also on sedation medicine. I asked myself why he has endured so much and I know we make our bodies either healthy with good food and movement. It is hard, howeve... Read more

The nightmare continues and I can't take much more

Wednesday, March 18, 2015      15 comments

they are amputating his other leg tomorrow. How much pain can he take?... Read more

The nightmare never ends

Wednesday, March 18, 2015      13 comments

one step forward and one step back. Yesterday he knew us and today he doesn't who he is either. He just thrashes his arms and body around and sometimes cries and sometimes just yells ohhhh like he is hurting. when you ask him if it hurts he sa... Read more

major heart reconstruction

Friday, March 13, 2015      17 comments

Hubby had surgery yesterday. Three valves of his heart was destroyed by i nfection. There was more damage too and they had to reconstruct it the surgery took a long time and then about six hours to stop tje bleeding. They started at 10 am and ... Read more

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