Feels like my life has gone to pieces in the last week and a half. Since my last blog entry nothing has really changed much. My life still sucks.
No idea how much I weigh or how I've been doing on the whole weight loss things. There are d... Read more
The Camel's Back
Why is it every time I try to make positive changes in life, everything comes crashing down on me?
Even though I have managed to lose six pounds in two weeks, it has mostly been due to not eating out of depression. I am getting demoted at ... Read more
On The Right Track
I'm not gonna lie - I'm surprised I'm still sticking to the dieting so far. It's been a stressful week! The worst part is that I found out that my crappy neighbor has been terrorizing my dogs with water balloons when I'm not home, and now I have... Read more
Well. What is there to say?
It's been a full year since I was last kind-of-active on Spark. It's also been about that long since my health aspirations have lapsed and I've been floundering pitifully. I've gained almost all of my weight bac... Read more
The Prodigal Return
I have returned!
It feels like forever.
Anywho, a lot - and I mean A LOT - has happened since my last peetering blog in December.
First off, my company made the official split right before Christmas and thanks to that my life k... Read more
Welcome Back, Spark!
It would seem that my Spark has returned to me! I will remain cautiously optimistic at this point, but optimistic nonetheless. Yay!
Yesterday did wonders to my mood. I didn't realize how depressed I have been over the past few months. Even... Read more
Today I finally mustered up the courage to get back on the scale for the first time since, like, October. I've been really struggling with staying on track calorie-wise and thought - if it wasn't totally soul-crushing - the exact numbers would b... Read more
Back In The Game - For Real This Time!
So I'm back!
I've been sliding off the wagon for a long time now, but the past month and half or so has seen me so far off, I can't even see the wagon anymore! No tracking, no portion control, lots of fried processed foods... it's bad! I c... Read more
Still Here. Kind Of.
I just wanted to touch base to verify that I'm still alive and whatnot, even though I currently have zero activity on Spark right now. Sorry!
I haven't been tracking my food at all this past week. I gave it a genuine effort with my last bl... Read more
Going Off Menu
As expected, yesterday started out as a total stink fest. Just knowing I had to go into work (plus it's almost that week), I was just in a bad mood. Everything irritated me, and it took A LOT of tea and forced chatting to calm myself down a bit ... Read more
The Stage Is Set: Time To Get Back On Track!
By the time I wrote my blog yesterday, I was pretty fed up. I was motivated. I went right to the store and blew my entire food budget for this pay period on groceries. For the first time in I don't know how long, the pantry and fridge are stuffe... Read more
First of all - I wanted to thank all of your for your amazing words of support and encouragement on my previous blog! You have no idea how much it means to me, really. Thank you.
Unfortunately I cannot say that I've turned a corner and got... Read more
Today Could Be The Day
Sometimes I can't help but wonder why life insists on being all crazy and chaotic. Things just never go the way I'd like, do they? Haha but I guess everyone can say that.
Not going to lie, this month has not been spectacular for me in term... Read more
Well! It's hard for me to believe it's been so long since my last update! Time has really flown for me.
The trip to Austin went well and was a welcome break, although I didn't do well on food at all. I ate what I imagine to be moderately a... Read more
I wish I could say I've been doing fantastic since my last blog. But of course, in my usual fashion, it's exactly the opposite.
I was really in freak out mode, if you couldn't tell by my last post. The stress was mounting, the work week wa... Read more