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Happy Born Day to Me

Tuesday, April 05, 2016      7 comments

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Getting back to me

Saturday, April 02, 2016      3 comments

Well it is April now, allergies full blown, off work for another week for grief therapy and I just want to take time to get back to me. Forget all the pills, all the appointments, all the chatter in my head, I want to get myself back on strong ... Read more

Spring is here

Wednesday, March 30, 2016      6 comments

I kinda of been stuck in a rabbit hole so to speak these past few weeks. I went out on stress leave through my job to work on my emotions and get a grip on life in general. Tired of feeling sad and emotionless, no zest for living, just living.... Read more

Mental Flushing

Tuesday, February 23, 2016      4 comments

I took the first step today by sitting down with the behavioral therapist to get some insight on keeping mental balance in life. My life has been in a tailspin since I had shoulder surgery last September and my father's passing in Decembe... Read more

Just thinking

Saturday, February 13, 2016      9 comments

Just thinking about all of the things I want to accomplish in life and how sometimes its a drag to "be on a diet". I just bought some girl scout cookies, a flavor for hubby and of course my fav-peanut butter patties. Like, I want to devour the... Read more

Daddy's Eve

Wednesday, February 10, 2016      3 comments

My Dad turns 86 years young in heaven tomorrow. I have the day off for dental work. I have been thinking how to honor him because all my life he has owned February 10th. In light of what my family has endured with his past illness, we chose t... Read more

January done

Monday, February 01, 2016      3 comments

This last day in January, a Sunday and I went to work for seven hours. I have been back for a week and what an eyeopener week it has been. This has been an emotional month for me. I have ran the gamut of feelings from A to Z. I had to lean h... Read more

Getting this Whole 30 in...

Wednesday, January 06, 2016      6 comments

Day three, oh husband says I am biting his head off as I stop eating the whites (sugar, carbs, dairy, beans and legumes). I thought I was going to lose it last night and then I stepped on the scale this morning and I went through Pinte... Read more

Reflections of 2015...

Thursday, December 31, 2015      4 comments

2015. Didn't expect to end with burying my Dad. Didn't see that coming. I have been on exist mode since his death two weeks ago. I am have thinking about what do I do now, where do I go, what is next in store for me. I look at my own mortal... Read more

Christmas Eve

Thursday, December 24, 2015      3 comments

My heart is a bit heavy this Christmas eve, both my parents in heaven now and I am just existing, going through the motion, not really in awe and wonder of this precious time of the year. I am sad, but I am glad that both of my parents are free... Read more

Living lessons in life

Sunday, December 20, 2015      4 comments

I have returned to Kansas City after a long week back home honoring my Dad. Its wasn't the outcome I hoped for or expected. I am still numb. As I unpack my suitcase, go through the mail and wander around my home looking at the hurricane the w... Read more

Heart Health-Losing Daddy

Tuesday, December 15, 2015      10 comments

I lost my Dad today to heart failure. I am at a loss for words. We were hoping that Daddy would come out of it, but not this last hospital stay. It has been touch and go for a long time for Daddy. He fought like hell to be here for all of hi... Read more

Doing it again...

Monday, December 14, 2015      4 comments

Never thought I would be writing about a parent transitioning, here I go again. My Dad. He is closing in on the end of his old chapter, awaiting the new. The Doctors have tried all of their cocktails to help his heart and none avail. I flew t... Read more

December training

Tuesday, December 08, 2015      0 comments

I started December off strong by giving myself the best possible Christmas present ever. It is not what is under the tree or in the stores, it is the gift of health and wealth. I contacted and interviewed a financial planner and will get profes... Read more

Simple Change

Saturday, November 28, 2015      4 comments

Thanksgiving has come and gone, I need to clean out the fridge with all the eats I had in there. I know I am in trouble when I am huffing and puffing to put socks on or trying on coats size 3x and I can't zip them up. No way. I am not going t... Read more

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