And then there's that
Yesterday I was a mess. I was shaky, I was so tense. I even freaked out when I downloaded Microsoft Office to my laptop and saw Excel (bad flashback to last job). Deep breath, I know it's only software. I'll even use it at some point, but not ri... Read more
Now I know I'm cracking up
They tested my cognition this week, and it would appear I still have whatever marbles I came in here with.
However, I'm not sure about emotionally. I don't cry any more (and that scares me in itself). But lately I'm obsessively trying to cr... Read more
I figure we could use a laugh or two.
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Random Tuesday stuff
I think the cough may be letting up. I've still got it, but I don't think it's as frequent. Still annoying, though.
At least Food Network has a day-long Chopped marathon today, so I'm going to enjoy that (Ted...sigh...) and knit. I'm gettin... Read more
This may be long
I'm struggling. Last week I came down with a very bad cold. Most of the symptoms are gone except the cough, but I'm still barking like a harbor seal at feeding time. Between cough and roommate, I'm not getting nearly enough sleep. I tried to nap... Read more
Valentine's Day (such as it is)
How I'm feeling today:
I've got a bad cold and I get very little sleep, for reasons I've detailed before (loud-spoken roommate with flimsy b... Read more
I'm drained. Yesterday was my baby's birthday. She'd have been 35. I would love to think she'd have grown into a feisty Nasty Woman like me.
My roommate has some sort of cognitive issue. She asks people over and over, am I doing all right? ... Read more
Losing my humanity
I feel like I'm losing my heart and my compassion. My roommate bursts into tears several times a day over trivial things, and instead of sympathy I just feel intense irritation. This morning I wanted to shout at her because I'd just seen a photo... Read more
Rainy day randomness
The weather here has been nuts. We've had such strong winds and heavy rain that we had a six-hour blackout here on Sunday. The power crashed fifteen minutes before the start of the 49ers game and boy, did the fans howl! They kept shouting at the... Read more
It's been a long, crazy time
I know I've been away a long time, and I apologize. My focus lately is terrible. They recently started me on Tamiflu, and it's messing with me (I don't have the flu but my last roommate did).
Just before Thanksgiving they moved a new roomma... Read more
Whine and roses
They moved a new roommate in with me. She brought so much stuff with her, we can barely move. She wants the window shut tight because she's always cold. I asked the CNA to close the door at night but she says no because "it's too dark," which wa... Read more
It's been crazy
I know I've been away for awhile. Things have been crazy, even before the elevtion.
Two weeks ago the staff here suggested I move to another room. They told me it's a lot quieter in that part of the building, so I agreed. Not only was it no... Read more
Yesterday they asked me if I'd like to transfer to another room. They told me it's a much quieter part of the building, and that the CNA I can't stand doesn't work in this area. I no sooner get here than I find out that it's even noisier and tha... Read more
The rambling wreck
The rain has stopped for the moment, but I sure hope we get more. California needs all the rain it can get. I also would enjoy a good thunderstorm, too.
I got a new roommate yesterday. So far she seems nice, but she's a bit of an insomniac.... Read more
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The roommate who constantly complained went home, but the CNA who usually takes care of me on the day shift fills the gap. She constantly gripes that she's overworked. She complains about her coworkers (I don't think she likes any of them). She'... Read more