How Do I Love Thee?
Hi there.... welcome to my blog!
So, there's nothing more annoying to me than a "Negative Nancy" or a "Debbie Downer", so I've procrastinated on writing this blog, but frankly I feel desperate for feedback and hope to possibly process what... Read more
My Stay at the Plateau Palace
So here we are, a place all too familiar. I'm unsure how to feel about this place, because I keep trying to leave it, but only finding myself coming back to visit. A decision needs to be made. I need to leave.
I have been visiting this plac... Read more
I choose to let it be....
So my thoughts are kind of scattered and I'm spinning on ice.... For the last year I've progressed slowly....like maybe a 10-15 pound loss for the past year. So after I realized that, I was really upset with myself. But then I had an epiphany...... Read more
Start Before You Are Ready
Just a bit perturbed.... I had the laser focus and was stocked with the right groceries, and was just completely feeling it. On day 3 I got sick. And I am talking could not get out of bed at all, felt like I was hit by a bus-sick. I am still con... Read more
Nothing Feels Better than Healthy
Today I feel really good about the week. Last Sunday I was really motivated and optimistic about a new beginning, and I woke up Monday not feeling well. Even Tuesday, wasn't so great. But this week I have my mind right. And yes, I know that I do... Read more
Bumps in the Road.....
Kind of bummed, but trying to not let it get in my way of success. I've been down this road too many times to let it get in my way. It can be so difficult mentally....this journey, but I've came this far, there's no good reason to not continue.... Read more
My Life- April 6, 2014
So it's been awhile since I have blogged. A few weeks ago I typed up this awesome blog, but then the computer ate it and there was no way I was retyping it. Smh...
Since my last blog, I have quit my job. Our household became complete chaos ... Read more
But MOMMY!!!!! I NEED YOU!!!!!
So, I am blogging to day to relieve some frustration. I started working full-time 5 months ago, and ... Read more
No Waiting Until Monday.....
So I did well on Thanksgiving...up until the pies were done. Grrrr. It is what it is. In 2 days I've had 5 or 6 pieces of pie! I have no excuse. I lost control. But today is a new day with a new set of choices. I'm ready to move on. I will make ... Read more
So taking the time to ask myself "Am I worth this?" really helps me steer clear of bad food decisions. But lately things have been kind of tough. I've just really been stressed out. I feel overwhelmed and I feel like somewhat helpless in the str... Read more
Try. Try. And Try Again.
I need to get back in touch with the burning desire to finish what I've started. I have REALLY been struggling for the past few months. I am not gaining, but I am not losing. I was doing SO WELL. And I know that with every choice, I am choosing ... Read more
If there is a will there is a way.....
I have been so inconsistent for the last month that I am beginning to drive myself a bit batty. I started a new job and my husband also changed positions at work that calls for him to travel from time to time, the kids have went back to school..... Read more
Not Giving up without a Fight!
So I finally finished nursing school and I got a job at a doctor's office. I thought this is great Monday thru Friday 8-5..... Well, after not working in quite some time and now with a 4th child, whom is almost 10 months and my husband is away f... Read more
I am NOT made of Paczkis!
I am writing this blog because I know I am in a dark place at this moment and I've been here for 3 days. It's time to turn on the lights.
I'm lying in my bed replaying the events of the past 3 days and processing them. Reflecting and proce... Read more
Fleeting Pleasures are NOT Pleasurable
I am experiencing frustration. I have to tighten it up. I have everything down to a tee, but, it's those small things I need to drop off, like "tasting" the food I am cooking for my family. Sometimes we eat the same dinner, and sometimes we do n... Read more
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