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How Do I Love Thee?

Wednesday, October 15, 2014      0 comments

Hi there.... welcome to my blog! So, there's nothing more annoying to me than a "Negative Nancy" or a "Debbie Downer", so I've procrastinated on writing this blog, but frankly I feel desperate for feedback and hope to possibly process what... Read more

My Stay at the Plateau Palace

Sunday, September 14, 2014      2 comments

So here we are, a place all too familiar. I'm unsure how to feel about this place, because I keep trying to leave it, but only finding myself coming back to visit. A decision needs to be made. I need to leave. I have been visiting this plac... Read more

I choose to let it be....

Wednesday, August 13, 2014      1 comments

So my thoughts are kind of scattered and I'm spinning on ice.... For the last year I've progressed slowly....like maybe a 10-15 pound loss for the past year. So after I realized that, I was really upset with myself. But then I had an epiphany...... Read more

Start Before You Are Ready

Tuesday, May 27, 2014      2 comments

Just a bit perturbed.... I had the laser focus and was stocked with the right groceries, and was just completely feeling it. On day 3 I got sick. And I am talking could not get out of bed at all, felt like I was hit by a bus-sick. I am still con... Read more

Nothing Feels Better than Healthy

Monday, April 28, 2014      0 comments

Today I feel really good about the week. Last Sunday I was really motivated and optimistic about a new beginning, and I woke up Monday not feeling well. Even Tuesday, wasn't so great. But this week I have my mind right. And yes, I know that I do... Read more

Bumps in the Road.....

Thursday, April 17, 2014      1 comments

Kind of bummed, but trying to not let it get in my way of success. I've been down this road too many times to let it get in my way. It can be so difficult mentally....this journey, but I've came this far, there's no good reason to not continue.... Read more

My Life- April 6, 2014

Sunday, April 06, 2014      1 comments

So it's been awhile since I have blogged. A few weeks ago I typed up this awesome blog, but then the computer ate it and there was no way I was retyping it. Smh... Since my last blog, I have quit my job. Our household became complete chaos ... Read more

But MOMMY!!!!! I NEED YOU!!!!!

Sunday, January 12, 2014      4 comments

emoticon So, I am blogging to day to relieve some frustration. I started working full-time 5 months ago, and ... Read more

No Waiting Until Monday.....

Saturday, November 30, 2013      3 comments

So I did well on Thanksgiving...up until the pies were done. Grrrr. It is what it is. In 2 days I've had 5 or 6 pieces of pie! I have no excuse. I lost control. But today is a new day with a new set of choices. I'm ready to move on. I will make ... Read more

Stress Debrief

Sunday, November 24, 2013      2 comments

So taking the time to ask myself "Am I worth this?" really helps me steer clear of bad food decisions. But lately things have been kind of tough. I've just really been stressed out. I feel overwhelmed and I feel like somewhat helpless in the str... Read more

Try. Try. And Try Again.

Monday, October 14, 2013      3 comments

I need to get back in touch with the burning desire to finish what I've started. I have REALLY been struggling for the past few months. I am not gaining, but I am not losing. I was doing SO WELL. And I know that with every choice, I am choosing ... Read more

If there is a will there is a way.....

Monday, September 30, 2013      0 comments

I have been so inconsistent for the last month that I am beginning to drive myself a bit batty. I started a new job and my husband also changed positions at work that calls for him to travel from time to time, the kids have went back to school..... Read more

Not Giving up without a Fight!

Sunday, September 15, 2013      5 comments

So I finally finished nursing school and I got a job at a doctor's office. I thought this is great Monday thru Friday 8-5..... Well, after not working in quite some time and now with a 4th child, whom is almost 10 months and my husband is away f... Read more

I am NOT made of Paczkis!

Tuesday, July 23, 2013      6 comments

I am writing this blog because I know I am in a dark place at this moment and I've been here for 3 days. It's time to turn on the lights. I'm lying in my bed replaying the events of the past 3 days and processing them. Reflecting and proce... Read more

Fleeting Pleasures are NOT Pleasurable

Tuesday, July 16, 2013      2 comments

I am experiencing frustration. I have to tighten it up. I have everything down to a tee, but, it's those small things I need to drop off, like "tasting" the food I am cooking for my family. Sometimes we eat the same dinner, and sometimes we do n... Read more


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