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Back with a vengeance!

Saturday, December 20, 2014      1 comments

Good things spring out of the depths of darkness sometimes. Having cut myself off emotionally from my husband and only interacting on a practical and pragmatic level has set me free. I am concentrating wholly on what I want. I'm going to get... Read more

Very Good at Promising, not so on Delivering!

Thursday, December 18, 2014      0 comments

Reverse psychology. Only works when you don't want it to. No sooner have I started giving him the hard shoulder is he getting on the proverbial knee and making wild romantic promises. I won't fall for it. I always fall for it. ... Read more

Letting Go

Thursday, December 18, 2014      2 comments

I have to face the facts. 9th Anniversary yesterday and my husband bribes me with a shopping trip so I leave him alone and let him work and we don't spend time together. Let's face it - it's not going to become what I want it to. Stop... Read more

Sorry, your excess baggage limit has been exceeded!

Sunday, December 14, 2014      0 comments

Stuck in a vicious cycle of negativity... Very much like all that baggage going round in the carousel at the keeps going around, unless someone comes and ... Read more

No more excuses

Saturday, November 22, 2014      3 comments

I've done well. Yesterday. But that was yesterday. Today I blew it. Why? Excuses. When I want to go overboard I use temporary excuses. I have not been happy this entire year... I've had countless fights with my othe... Read more

starting again

Friday, November 21, 2014      1 comments

It's been a bad year... Plenty of stress upheaval and disturbance to routines etc. Among the chaos and my own withering will to keep going I've lost many friends along the way. 1. Exercise Completely out if the picture like it never was... ... Read more

1 week into getting back on track

Thursday, September 25, 2014      2 comments

It's been 1 week now I have started in earnest. It's like coming off the motorway and suddenly realizing how fast you were going. I was eating mindlessly day in and day out - and it seems like time flies with it when you do that. N... Read more

New Motivation

Thursday, August 21, 2014      0 comments

I've had a rough time and plenty of binge time due to exam and assignment stress. It's like I need it to calm down when studying or preparing for exams. I understand a little is fine, but I go overboard. I need to stop - because now i... Read more


Saturday, May 24, 2014      0 comments

I'm noticing that I'm checking my waist measurements every day and they are not changing at all. I am concerned, but shouldn't really be as I did have a couple of slip ups and officially restarted yesterday. It's so important to be p... Read more

Painful start

Monday, May 19, 2014      5 comments

While knowing things don't get back to normal overnight - I have realized my smaller portions are starting to satisfy me again - in contrast to a few weeks ago when I started to get back on track and I felt like I was eating "tiny" portions. In... Read more

Enough is Enough!

Thursday, May 15, 2014      4 comments

I've had it. All these failed starts... I'm going to be back where I was 2 years ago if i don't stop now. I have to take it seriously. I'm going back to basics now. Counting and exercise. Going back to: *Drinkin... Read more

Out of Hand

Wednesday, April 23, 2014      3 comments

Things have gotten so out of hand...I can't believe it. I'm so much heavier. I was once 62.8kg and now I'm verging on 67kg. I've got a chubby face and my clothes are tighter. How did it get this far? Becoming totally complacent ... Read more

I feel falling off

Monday, March 17, 2014      3 comments

What is is with reaching goal that makes us so complacent? I keep falling off. I seem to have this pattern - good on Mon, Tue, Wed, Thu - then Fri, Sat, Sun I'm very bad... it's happening unconsciously! I need to work my calories... Read more

Happy Birthday Dear Husband!

Tuesday, March 11, 2014      2 comments

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Monday, March 10, 2014      4 comments

There's been a bit of confusion lately about what I'm trying to achieve. I need to clear this up. I had a little bit of a relapse these past few weeks and went up. My scales aren't working and i'm too lazy to do anything about ... Read more

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