I don't know what to think?
This morning I stood on the scale (first time in days) and it said 221.1!!! I had to stand on it twice to believe it!!! I wasn't trying, honestly, I have been too stressed to think about my weight!!! Money issues, kid issues, and husband issue... Read more
Confused, sad, broken............**graphic**
Well, I am struggling with this all week. My husband signed up while drunk to a "dating website" that is all about sex. I try to make myself believe it is not about me, but how am I not supposed to think that way. In his profile he says "i on... Read more
Kinda happy, kinda sad... not sure!
Last night I found out when my baby girl wants to go home, it makes her vacation only 3 weeks long. She has had a busy summer and so have I!! I am just tired, falling at work and all the dental work, oh and moving as all but taken it out of me... Read more
Another Dentist Day!!!
Yeee hawww!!!! I really do not like going to the dentist, but I have another tooth that needs pulled!! Also, he said he can fill the gap in my front teeth that I have recently over the last few years acquired!!! YUCK!! It doesn't look bad, j... Read more
Nothing says "Stop Eating".... like
.... a filling that decides to come out in the middle of dinner!!! GRRR Not just any tooth, but the front tooth!!! Positive note, the filling was in the back, and only just a slight edge and corner can be seen if you know it is there! I have... Read more
why can't it be easy....
... just for one day! I am feeling defeated, beaten down, and every other thing you can think of! I am tired of feeling like life is a chore, something to be dreaded instead of being celebrated! I feel more alone everyday! My husband does no... Read more
I feel like........
I am totally going to hell today!!!! OMG!! Work is making me crazy!! I am trying so hard to get motivated to get back on track with weight loss and not sure how to find the way!
The reason I feel like I am going to hell is because of t... Read more
I look at the picture on here and I don't look anything like this!!! But that being said, I haven't lost that much weight, It is just different!! We finally moved back to the city, I am trying to find someone I can go walk with or do the couc... Read more
Trying to get used to ............
this night shift thing again....... OMG. I will post my Larry update next week. I don't usually get on too much on the weekend. I have a date playing uno and sorry with my husband and stepsons on Saturday! Also, I am working on getting a day... Read more
What a difference a month makes!....Really long .... Sorry!
First I want to thank everyone for your support! I also want to say that I was so very sorry to hear that we lost a member of the SP community while I was wallowing in self pity.
Second, my DH and I are getting along much, much better. We... Read more
I want to thank you all for your wonderful comments..... but I think I need to take a break from blogging on here cuz I have very little positive to talk about. Right now my life is in the shambles and I am fighting with my DH everyday (mostly ... Read more
Well, last week I went to see the head and neck guy and he was like we are not sure but we can watch it or... Read more
the DRAMA continues............LOL
Ok so they called me and set an appt. That was nice of them. BAD thing is I work Thursday night and the a... Read more
Had the appt.
still really don't know anything. Ok that is a lie. I know that it is not a tumahhhh lol (sorry had to th... Read more
What a week!
It has been a very emotional week for me. One because I am a freak. I don't mean that in a bad way. This... Read more