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oa works

Monday, January 26, 2015      6 comments

There are always two voices in my head. The voice of my HP (who I call God) and the voice of my disease. The first voice is loving, caring, supportive and brings me freedom, healing and recovery. The second voice brings me misery, doubt, self-ha... Read more


Monday, January 19, 2015      21 comments

Ok this is hard for me to post. The struggle is very real. This is such an eye opener to me. I AM not happy with this body. Only I can change this body. There is NO one gonna do this for me. I've gotta get my mind straight and figure out where d... Read more

new habits

Sunday, January 18, 2015      4 comments

To help yourself: Talk to your doctor about treatment options and stick with treatment Try to maintain a stable schedule of meals and sleep times Engage in mild activity or exercise to help reduce stress Set realistic goals for yourself ... Read more

let go and let God

Thursday, January 15, 2015      10 comments

Angels.... What I need to say to you is heart emoticon Lean on God heart emoticon . Jesus is the ONLY reason I have overcome the depression, Ptsd, anxiety disorders, panic attacks/panic disorders, agoraphobia and so on that my ex husband abuser ... Read more

oa works

Thursday, January 15, 2015      10 comments

Something to think about today. Working through our steps with support is a very self loving thing to do. After years of trying to "sort the problem" alone, failing & hating myself for failing, I found OA. Now I can honestly say that I am lookin... Read more

think spring

Tuesday, January 13, 2015      18 comments

Did you know that if you lose 5lbs a month for the next 6 months that is 30 lbs. If you lose 5lbs a month for the next 12 months that is 60 lbs by this time next year. So even if you are losing weight "slow", its the end that makes the differenc... Read more


Monday, January 12, 2015      8 comments

Learning day by day my happiness comes from within, it has nothing to do with any external forces, issues or problems I may be dealing with. An attitude of gratitude goes a long way. Problems and obstacles will always be there its all in how I c... Read more


Wednesday, December 31, 2014      14 comments

missing my one and only best friend ,my MoM,while I get ready to go to the head dr. to have my surgery checked,.Since I lost weight for the last couple years I could always borrow my mom's skinny cloths and did not have to buy any.It always made... Read more


Wednesday, December 24, 2014      13 comments

I am so grateful I believe in God. The devil tried to enter my life today. I had to tell myself DON'T let him in. Don't let him see you react to his evil doing. Thank you Jesus for your Strength and holding me up against the evil spirit.... Read more

freedom from food

Wednesday, December 24, 2014      7 comments

Good Morning.... I read so many painful stories on this group. Can I share my story? What I see is... Addiction is robbing so many of you of the life you deserve. I'm not preaching here... I am in your shoes... Or I used to be. I've worked on me... Read more

happy dance

Tuesday, December 23, 2014      21 comments

Woot woot! My scale now consistently starts with the number '2' instead of a '3'. Been way over 300 lbs for so long that I forgot there were other digits to view along the road to recovery. So far to go, but so thankful for OA ,weight watchers... Read more

never give up

Sunday, December 21, 2014      13 comments

I have been on WW over 5 years. My total loss is 160 pounds. I am struggling lately to see a loss on the scale. I won't give up. I make decisions, minute to minute, meal to meal, day to day that help me stay on track. I have decided my health is... Read more


Friday, December 19, 2014      11 comments

I woke up full of hurt,anger and hate,i have been praying over it and doing all that i know how to do and going to meetings and doctors but it is not getting any better and i am at a loss what to do at this point.I need to move into a new enviro... Read more


Tuesday, December 09, 2014      13 comments

have no family that will take me in or help me,i found out today my daughters moving a girl into my moms room so cuz she has no family,a stranger,guess i am not family.this is hurting me bad but they dont care.i told her and she calls me "dumb" ... Read more

food was a old friend no more

Tuesday, December 09, 2014      17 comments

Last night I had a lot of emotions I was repressing and it turned into a numbing anger. Before I realized I was going down that road (which often leads to depression), I was acting out in anger and also tried "soothing" myself with food (it did ... Read more

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