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SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED

Friday, December 19, 2014      9 comments

I woke up full of hurt,anger and hate,i have been praying over it and doing all that i know how to do and going to meetings and doctors but it is not getting any better and i am at a loss what to do at this point.I need to move into a new enviro... Read more

alone

Tuesday, December 09, 2014      13 comments

have no family that will take me in or help me,i found out today my daughters moving a girl into my moms room so cuz she has no family,a stranger,guess i am not family.this is hurting me bad but they dont care.i told her and she calls me "dumb" ... Read more

food was a old friend no more

Tuesday, December 09, 2014      17 comments

Last night I had a lot of emotions I was repressing and it turned into a numbing anger. Before I realized I was going down that road (which often leads to depression), I was acting out in anger and also tried "soothing" myself with food (it did ... Read more

my blessing for you

Tuesday, December 09, 2014      12 comments

For each and everyone of you that is having a tough time, pain or issues of any kind, I wish to say to you that your not alone and loved. I wish to also send you my smiles, laughs, happiness, positive vibes, peace, harmony, understanding, kindne... Read more

pass it forward

Sunday, December 07, 2014      11 comments

I AM CHALLENGING THAT EVERYONE TAKE A FEW MOMENTS TO PONDER WHAT IT MEANS TO YOU AND DO AN ACT OF KINDNESS STARTING TODAY UNTIL AT LEAST CHRISTMAS, BUT REALLY TO THE END OF THIS YEAR.. I understand that everyone has a different belief about the ... Read more

OA WORKS

Sunday, December 07, 2014      12 comments

You do not have to follow a specific food plan to recover in OA. The goal of OA is to abstain from compulsive overeating, and a food plan helps to achieve that, but which food plan you follow is up to you. I get the feeling that many people have... Read more

brand new day

Tuesday, December 02, 2014      15 comments

Today, I will force myself, if necessary, to live my own life. I will act in my own best interest, in a way that reflects self-love. If I have given power or control of my life to someone other than myself, and someone besides a Power greater th... Read more

thoughts for today

Friday, November 28, 2014      13 comments

hope it's okay to post this here,if not please delete and forgive me,I just had some thoughts i hope will feel better if i put them down. 1./ I invited daughter down for a birthday dinner for her n my grand daughter and got them nice presents,sa... Read more

reality

Friday, November 28, 2014      10 comments

I was in so love with him..I loved who I wanted him to be in my mind. To be loved the happy moments.having our kids,loving the cats,not being homeless and alone,having a warm place to lay my head at night, (but that was not his true colors) I ha... Read more

winter blues

Friday, November 28, 2014      9 comments

so upset this jerk has been making my life unbearable and treating me rotten and telling me to get out when i have no money,no family and no where to go,plus my health is so bad i am sick to my stomach and shaking.I just also lost my mom,i wish ... Read more

BE THANKFUL

Wednesday, November 26, 2014      12 comments

To all my dear friends and family out there who take tomorrow as the one day they give themselves permission to eat all they want, please rethink this!!! It's not worth it and if you're a food addict like me it could be the day that leads to a t... Read more

i need a meeting

Saturday, November 22, 2014      12 comments

Beginning to see and experience the difference between childish and child like. A childish 56 year old is not very pretty. A child -like 56 year old is a beautiful creation of God. Full of love, trust. Compassion. Able to use her past drama i... Read more

FEELING BLUE

Friday, November 14, 2014      18 comments

Today I'm feeling blue. I'm ready to not care about my diabetes any longer. By the time I lose weight and finally get a healthy control on my life I feel like I'll just be a sack of excess skin walking around. It really demotivated me. I overate... Read more

MY MOM IS REALLY GONE

Tuesday, November 11, 2014      33 comments

I woke up and for just a fleeting moment I forgot you are gone from this world,I can't steal my own car to come and see you or call you on the phone to hear your voice.It will be a whole month gone by tomorrow.I would give anything if I could do... Read more

NON SCALE VICTORY

Friday, November 07, 2014      19 comments

Would appreciate comments on the No Scale Victories. I think I just had a huge breakthrough in being able to admit I am powerless and my life is unmanageable and that I really do need God and OA. And help. By the grace of God I didn't run to the... Read more


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