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Wednesday, March 25, 2015      21 comments

FREEDOM ISN'T FREE: My abuser/husband kicked/locked me out while i was in the hospital. I have envisioned this day, listened to the audio I have of him threatening me and wondered what life could be like. Now that he's gone out of my life I find... Read more


Tuesday, March 24, 2015      13 comments

What I hate most about anxiety is waking up with it. It’s like an emotional hangover – the first thing you feel before you open your eyes. I want to be able to tie my anxiety to an event or person or thing. Maybe then I could make sense of i... Read more

this to shall pass when?

Tuesday, March 24, 2015      16 comments

I feel like I have have spent the majority of my life either alone and neglected or under the thumb of the abuser at the time. There have been fleeting moments in which I had a functional relationship. When is it supposed to get better? When am ... Read more

home is where the heart is.

Saturday, March 21, 2015      14 comments

I feel like the little boy that cryed wolf.I asked my daughter many times when my husband and i would disagree to come and rescue me and help me get a apartment and she never would so i was mad at her.Things were going ok and 6 weeks ago she pic... Read more

not in my own skin

Friday, March 20, 2015      7 comments

I feel like flying out of my own skin this morning. As soon as I feel I am getting a handle on this being homesick a panic attack comes screaming in. I'm not sleeping well or even eating much, for that matter. This is a definite struggle.I am so... Read more


Friday, March 20, 2015      8 comments

crap,its been over a month n i still just want to go home.i dont want to feel like this one more day!!!!!.i want to be over it or go home !!!!!!!... Read more

better when?

Thursday, March 19, 2015      14 comments

Well it seems the candy factory in my head is busted so don't expect to get anything sugar-coated from me today and tomorrow doesn't look too promising either. I looked under the bed, in the closet, in the laundry basket and even under the rug a... Read more

do i stay or do i go?

Wednesday, March 18, 2015      16 comments

big fight with my daughter today because i feel like i want to return back home.she said if i do i will look crazy and be worthless and a piece of crap and that i will have used her so homesick,i wish i was strong and hated the thought o... Read more


Sunday, February 22, 2015      14 comments

"A friend who understands your tears is much more valuable than a lot of friends who only know your smile" .feeling grateful for you all in my life.... Read more


Friday, February 20, 2015      18 comments

Change 'I CAN'T' into 'I CAN' and pretty soon you will say 'I DID'." Everything starts with the ABSOLUTE BELIEF that you can do things. Once you believe in yourself, you will have the confidence needed to fully throw yourself into the necessary ... Read more


Monday, February 16, 2015      13 comments

I love my life. I love my kids and 7 grand daughters. I love my wonderfully amazing husband Joe. I may have extreme ups and downs, and some days I just seem miserable and feel like I cannot do anything, but I would never trade it for anything i... Read more


Saturday, February 14, 2015      14 comments

food addiction insight Sometimes our emotions make that magic switch from no real focus on food, mindless snacks and very little activity to watching portions, rare or little extra snacks and regular exercise. How do we get there? I'm convin... Read more

sick of being sick

Wednesday, February 11, 2015      16 comments

For about the past 12 months, I have done nothing but cough up phlegm. My doctor has no idea what causes it, my x-rays and scans have all been clear. I dont smoke, and I am 56 years old and a housewife. The phlegm is white and very thick. S... Read more


Wednesday, February 11, 2015      12 comments

There's nothing you can do about the past. But, you can do a great deal about your future. You don't have to be the same person you were yesterday. You can make changes in your life -- absolutely startling changes -- in a fairly short time. You ... Read more

keep it simple stupid

Wednesday, February 11, 2015      15 comments

I can be nothing but Optimistic and try to have a sense of humor! It does not help to worry about the inevitable, good or bad! Live life to the fullest the best you can and take advantage of every opportunity to improve it!... Read more

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