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Wednesday, November 26, 2014      11 comments

To all my dear friends and family out there who take tomorrow as the one day they give themselves permission to eat all they want, please rethink this!!! It's not worth it and if you're a food addict like me it could be the day that leads to a t... Read more

i need a meeting

Saturday, November 22, 2014      12 comments

Beginning to see and experience the difference between childish and child like. A childish 56 year old is not very pretty. A child -like 56 year old is a beautiful creation of God. Full of love, trust. Compassion. Able to use her past drama i... Read more


Friday, November 14, 2014      18 comments

Today I'm feeling blue. I'm ready to not care about my diabetes any longer. By the time I lose weight and finally get a healthy control on my life I feel like I'll just be a sack of excess skin walking around. It really demotivated me. I overate... Read more


Tuesday, November 11, 2014      33 comments

I woke up and for just a fleeting moment I forgot you are gone from this world,I can't steal my own car to come and see you or call you on the phone to hear your voice.It will be a whole month gone by tomorrow.I would give anything if I could do... Read more


Friday, November 07, 2014      19 comments

Would appreciate comments on the No Scale Victories. I think I just had a huge breakthrough in being able to admit I am powerless and my life is unmanageable and that I really do need God and OA. And help. By the grace of God I didn't run to the... Read more


Wednesday, October 29, 2014      18 comments

Not going to eat over today, but I do want to curl up into a ball and stay in bed all day. Sometimes the emotional pain is all consuming enough that I dont feel hungry for once. I think weekly therapy would help. Been resistant until now because... Read more


Tuesday, October 28, 2014      8 comments

i have no trigger foods now but years ago i use to,food is not my problem now,my problem is me.... Read more


Thursday, October 09, 2014      15 comments

Good morning everyone! I have no idea what i am going to post till i begin to write. I woke and am tired, have a long day ahead and won't finish work till 11pm. Motivation - what is it? It's what makes us go, gets us going, keeps us going. Some ... Read more


Wednesday, October 08, 2014      13 comments

This october 2014 I celebrated 4 years clean and sober. I was diagnosed with diabetes in october of 2006. My weight at that time was 440 + . When I got to OA I weighed 440. Yesterday at the doctor's I weighed 304 with shoes and after lunch. My A... Read more


Monday, October 06, 2014      12 comments

a tough day indeed. The quiet days are the hardest no distractions here. I'm miserably uncomfortable. Excited about the arrival of my daughters new baby coming while preparing to be devastated by the departure of my mom. What emotional torture. ... Read more


Monday, October 06, 2014      12 comments

Feeling much better after getting things in perspective and talking with a friend. Whew! I'm having to learn life lessons and take care of things on my own instead of with someone else. I've only truly been on my own without trying to depend on ... Read more


Monday, October 06, 2014      12 comments

Went to the store the other day and left without getting my usual candy bar, cookies or coke. How did I do it? I just imagined that there were two of us pushing the cart. Me and my HP. He just wouldn't stop by these items.... Read more


Friday, October 03, 2014      12 comments

I've stated before that weight loss is important to me in this program. Let me restate that. Weight loss is a wonderful tool I use. I use it to gauge whether or not my abstinence is truly working for me or against me. While I love that the weigh... Read more

step four

Wednesday, October 01, 2014      12 comments

Relearning that I don't have room in my life for resentment. Forgiveness is the path to peace. It's just hard to 'let someone get away with such and such a behavior' sometimes. Still, it's not worth giving up my peace. Fourth Step Prayer - God... Read more


Saturday, September 27, 2014      22 comments

I just want to kill myself and end this severe unending pain.I am so out of hope and just about ready to completely lose my faith in God and everything I ever believed in .Is it possible for a humkan to walk on this earth but they are NOT really... Read more

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