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  • Women Laughing Alone With Salad

    3/26/2015 8:37:11 PM, by INARI_FOX
    aughing-alone-with-salad/ Sad. Slightly creepy. Makes me want to go out and have french fries, cake, and beer.... Read more


    3/25/2015 5:54:13 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    FREEDOM ISN'T FREE: My abuser/husband kicked/locked me out while i was in the hospital. I have envisioned this day, listened to the audio I have of him threatening me and wondered what life could be like. Now that he's gone out of my life I find myself frightened of being alone and wonder what's to ... Read more

  • Accomplishments

    3/25/2015 12:11:26 PM, by IDNYCAGIRL

    It's been a week since I completed Focus T25 program. Total pounds lost was 26 pounds and I feel like a brand new person. I never thought I could accomplish and finish such an intense work out and feel so good about it. I was able to find focus in my day and everything I did. My eating habits se... Read more

  • depression

    3/24/2015 4:46:36 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    What I hate most about anxiety is waking up with it. It’s like an emotional hangover – the first thing you feel before you open your eyes. I want to be able to tie my anxiety to an event or person or thing. Maybe then I could make sense of it. But I can’t. It is just there, tight and nauseous ... Read more

  • this to shall pass when?

    3/24/2015 7:24:34 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like I have have spent the majority of my life either alone and neglected or under the thumb of the abuser at the time. There have been fleeting moments in which I had a functional relationship. When is it supposed to get better? When am I meant to stop feeling damaged, alone and unwanted. I'... Read more

  • Diary - Sun 22nd March

    3/22/2015 5:57:47 PM, by TRUCKERSMRS

    I lead a fairly quiet life - a lot of work and little play so these blogs are not going to be fun filled, just me emptying my head at the end of the day! Sunday's are often nice and quiet and today was no exception. The door was closed to the world. Hair washed but it did not see the hot br... Read more

  • Just a memo to me

    3/22/2015 6:28:22 AM, by EYOLA3

    Starting Weight: 151 (3/14/2009) [2015] March 130 [2013] March -- 127.2 (BMI:23.4) Waist /Hips 36.2/Thigh 21.8/Upper Arm 11 Calf 14.1/Neck 12.5 [2011] Jan --121.4 (BMI:22.2) W 25.1/H 35/T 21.6/UA 10.6/C 14.1/N 12.4 Feb --122.5 (22.4) W 25.5/H 35/T 21.2/UA 10.6/C ... Read more


    3/21/2015 11:03:57 PM, by JIMENESU

    WHAT A LONG WEEK IS AHEAD OF ME 39... Read more

  • home is where the heart is.

    3/21/2015 4:57:07 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like the little boy that cryed wolf.I asked my daughter many times when my husband and i would disagree to come and rescue me and help me get a apartment and she never would so i was mad at her.Things were going ok and 6 weeks ago she picked me up and refused to take me home as a intervention... Read more

  • not in my own skin

    3/20/2015 8:34:36 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    I feel like flying out of my own skin this morning. As soon as I feel I am getting a handle on this being homesick a panic attack comes screaming in. I'm not sleeping well or even eating much, for that matter. This is a definite struggle.I am so sick of it controlling my physical n emotional health.... Read more

  • home

    3/20/2015 7:52:47 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    crap,its been over a month n i still just want to go home.i dont want to feel like this one more day!!!!!.i want to be over it or go home !!!!!!!... Read more

  • better when?

    3/19/2015 7:30:32 AM, by WILDXANGELS

    Well it seems the candy factory in my head is busted so don't expect to get anything sugar-coated from me today and tomorrow doesn't look too promising either. I looked under the bed, in the closet, in the laundry basket and even under the rug and just can't seem to find my give a damn!! Why don't p... Read more

  • Fast Diet is working !

    3/19/2015 5:28:58 AM, by HARROGATEWEB

    Well now 10wks into @1000miles2015 and 6wks in to the Fast Diet. I have now lost a total of 16KG - 36lb - 2St 8lb, from a starting point of 139.7Kg on 6/1/15 I am now down to 123.7Kg, and have also just bought a new jacket 1 size smaller, now xxl not xxxl which feels amazing. I have walked... Read more

  • do i stay or do i go?

    3/18/2015 5:21:47 PM, by WILDXANGELS

    big fight with my daughter today because i feel like i want to return back home.she said if i do i will look crazy and be worthless and a piece of crap and that i will have used her so homesick,i wish i was strong and hated the thought of returning home but how do i make myself want to stay ... Read more

  • March 2015

    3/14/2015 8:28:13 AM, by JMMATTHEWS1

    199 Sorry it's been a long time since my last blog, I've been busy with other things happening in my life. I've had several jobs since I've moved from Wombourne. I'm now unemployed again and trying to keep healthy. I'm also been keeping busy with other commitments in my life. Mainly doing wit... Read more

  • Two months on healthy habits...what I am learning

    3/13/2015 4:28:23 PM, by SUNFLOWERGRRL

    Two months into my "healthy habits" project, I figured it was a good time to update my progress and jot down a few things I've learned Started this latest (and I swear, the FINAL!) push towards better health two months ago on January 12. Im down 17 pounds, have tracked an average of 24... Read more

  • Fears Around Slow Weight Loss

    3/13/2015 11:42:25 AM, by INARI_FOX

    My fears around a slow and steady weight loss and concrete actions I can take to face the fear: 1. I'll have to wear my fat pants forever. Buy the fat pants. It's better for my self-esteem to look good at any size. 2. I'm impatient. Nurture patience. 3. I want to be thin by summer so ... Read more

  • "It Was Me All Along"

    3/11/2015 12:54:36 PM, by SUNFLOWERGRRL

    I have been reading lots of weight loss memoirs on my Kindle recently, looking for motivation and encouragement, I guess. Its funny: some are full of glorious descriptions of food and binges, and some are more heartfelt about the struggles that come with being overweight and changing your habit... Read more

  • AT WORK!

    3/11/2015 12:25:48 AM, by JIMENESU


  • Last Moments of Winter

    3/9/2015 11:00:38 AM, by VICKIE_A

    I apologize for having been absent from sparkpeople for a few months. I am glad to say I have not regained any weight I lost last year. I feel pretty good these days, maybe even a tad more relaxed as I had worked at reducing some of those stress inducers in my life , and it seems to be havi... Read more

  • A Sad Weekend In Our Village!

    3/9/2015 4:19:25 AM, by TRUCKERSMRS

    When I drove into the village Friday evening the Police helicopter was hovering over with it's spotlights on. I passed several police cars and saw others come into our Close later in the night - the helicopter was still passing over too. Later in the evening a Facebook alert was put out by our... Read more

  • Healing the Daughters of Narcissistic Mothers

    3/5/2015 4:06:39 PM, by INARI_FOX

    I'm on a journey to heal from being raised by a narcissistic mother. Though my three brothers also don't feel emotionally close to her, they don't suffer from negative symptoms nor were they subject to they same treatment that I was. I started reading the following book this afternoon and six pages ... Read more

  • Day 59, tta

    3/5/2015 11:59:34 AM, by CHRISSYPA

    Well, I am trying to do better. I wasn't very good last week but when I weighed in on Saturday I lost 2 pounds! I am still down and we still don't have water but hopefully this weekend we will get the tank fixed. It was frozen but now that it is thawed we can't get it to work. My dog, right now, see... Read more