I remember when I was in high school (30+ years ago), my mom decided to "clean" herself up. She wanted to get off caffeine and sugar. Wow. That was huge since she drank tea for breakfast and dinner and probably about two liters (she had bottles and cans) of Tab, now known as Diet Coke. She felt the only way she could do this was cold turkey. I kid you not, she was in bed for two weeks. When she got up, she was weak, had trouble eating, and did lose almost twenty pounds -- she thinks it was from sweating. I just remember going in the room and telling her I was leaving for school or going out and she would said, "Okay, let me know when you're home and don't forget to lock the door".
By the end of the second week, being the little snot that I was, I told her I was pregnant and running off to Vegas to marry the guy who wasn't my then-boyfriend. She said the same thing. After she got up from her down time, she asked me if I had gotten married and I played dumb. What? Me? I never said that. Afterwards, I thought of a lot of things I probably could have gotten away with, but I doubt my dad would have approved.
However someone chooses to curb an addiction, know that it can be done with strong will and determination. My mom is still "clean", going on 32 years now. I'm working on it, but I have too much of my father's stubborn Polish side to go cold turkey. I started by substituting agave syrup for white sugar. Only problem is I think the syrup tastes like burnt butterscotch and I LOVE butterscotch. But I'll get there eventually.
Anything's possible. I just have to convince myself of that.
- 7/20/2015 3:42:24 PM