SparkPeople Member Blogs http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_recent_blogs.asp These are the most recent public blog entries from SparkPeople Members. SparkPeople Member Blogs http://www.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/nav_logo_v3.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_recent_blogs.asp Still not a fan of tofu http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364193 Apologies to all those tofu lovers out there! <BR> <BR> I tried it. <BR> I even ATE it. <BR> But I had the willies the whole time. <BR> Yes, I know. It's good for me. <BR> And it has very little taste of it's own. <BR> <BR> So for my first try, I made Dr. F's veggie lasagna. <BR> Lasagna is my... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:45:20 EST Snacks, meal times, calories http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364192 I need to make a comprehensive list of snacks and stock up on them. I tried SP for some info. One suggestion was 2 blocks of dark chocolate..........right.....like THAT'S ever going to happen. In my universe it´s all or nothing when it comes to chocolate. The snack ideas were all over 100 c... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:43:28 EST Diving http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364191 My daughter is now an official certified diver. She finished the last checkout dive yesterday. Yeah! I am very proud of her. Will continue to try to post pictures . It is hit or miss here. Very slow. Wed, 22 May 2013 05:40:25 EST This quote really struck a cord... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364190 While watching the news last night, 3 men were being interviewed on the Oklahoma tornado they lived through, among their sayings..."Not our first rodeo", "the sun will come out tomorrow", etc., one of the gentleman said "All we can do, is everything we can do". That was very profound..."All we c... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:36:51 EST BLC Reflections Me Normal NOT! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364189 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/8/l1817059599.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <BR> So the biggest reflection I have gotten from the BLC Spring Challenge? <BR> <BR> A normal BMI! So am I normal, Oh Lordy not! Am I please with how the last 10 weeks went! You Better believe it! If you could s... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:36:33 EST Just For Fun Part 3 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364188 <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/1/l1185081772.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/3/l1338239397.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/5/l1581491482.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.spark... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:35:13 EST Hitting a Wall http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364187 Well, I feel I have hit a wall. But I am back. Not that I really went anywhere or quit . But I definitely started slacking in my logging and lagging in my nutritional tracking. <BR> I missed a few days of walking but started back up at the beginning of this week and I could see how quickly one c... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:35:12 EST Wisdom http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364186 1 Corinthians 2:1-10 And I, brethren, when I came unto you, came not with excellency of speech or of wisdom, proclaiming to you the testimony of God. For I determined not to know anything among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified. And I was with you in weakness, and in fear, and in much tr... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:30:06 EST Hump Day Happy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364185 What do you call a cat with 8 legs that likes to swim? <BR> <BR> <BR> An octopuss Wed, 22 May 2013 05:26:03 EST Who's got the light!!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364184 We may divide thinkers into those who think for themselves and those who think through others; the latter are the rule , the former the exception. Only the light which we have kindled in ourselves can illuminate others." Arthur Schopenhauer <BR> <BR> Are you waiting for someone to give you a pus... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:25:29 EST Phew I did it http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364183 Well last night I was feeling down and hopeless, (not sure why), I was thinking oh no tomorrow I wont be exercising then I will feel worse blah blah blah. <BR> <BR> This morning 5.30 am I woke up feeling well tired, i put my trainers on and off I went, I am now on my 2nd week of couch to 5k and ... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:24:44 EST STREAK DAY 731 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364181 STREAK DAY 731 <BR> STRENGTH STREAK 673 <BR> <BR> Did 60 min 2 mile followed by lying adductions, and a stretch to start the day Wed, 22 May 2013 05:21:14 EST Taking my life back...day one http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364180 Today is the day I start my journey with Nutribullet... I'm so excited I can't sit still. Isn't it funny how nothing ever seems to make your day, and your stuck thinking is this what my life is all about? There really is a purpose for me right? Thank goodness for my faith and my will to keep hope... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:20:20 EST at a loss.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364179 and not the kind I'm working for. For the last 2 weeks I have gained steadily. I am up 6 lbs and am struggling to figure out why. I have increased my exercise- slowly building speed and duration on the treadmill- I have been very careful to eat my Weight Watchers daily points and not use the week... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:12:24 EST melt those pounds off... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364178 time to shake it up a bit... <BR> <BR> brkf: whole grain bread, cheese, 4 cherry tomatoes, coffee <BR> lunch: spinach salad (raw spinach leaves with thinly sliced mushrooms and carrots, bean sprouts, vinaigrette); fish and rice; yoghurt with fresh berries <BR> dinner: chicken and zucchini <BR... Wed, 22 May 2013 05:05:08 EST Universal Balance http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364177 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/3/0/l302639574.jpg"> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/1/l1166010797.jpg"> <BR> One of the fond memories I have of my trip for my Caribbean cruise was the flight to get to Florida. I left and it was gray and gloomy, but as the pla... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:55:44 EST What's That Noise? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364176 Around three in the afternoon, I heard this rumble gurgle sound. Guess what? It was my stomach. I realized that I was "hungry." <BR> <BR> Surprise! I hardly ever let myself "feel hunger." It wasn't painful. A little uncomfortable, but easily ignored until I had time to grab a snack. Lucki... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:45:26 EST Faith http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364175 I am so determined to lose this weight! I've been following an eating plan and exercising for nearly four weeks but I've only lost 2 lbs. I have to admit it's knocking me. <BR> <BR> I am going to stick with this and I am going to do it. Just feeling a bit tearful. It's no fun when you're puttin... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:39:14 EST My body is more tired than my mind...28 days to go http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364174 I started my 30 day challenge from prepping food for the week to working out heavy. You might laugh but I finally bought a microwave. I went and joined planet fitness in my area. Day one I was not where I use to be with working out. I felt like I could not make it to five minutes. Yesterday I fel... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:36:50 EST Day 22 - Learning sustaining behaviours http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364173 The past week or so I've found that I'm less interested in spending time tracking every morsel. Measuring rice in paltry half-cups, thinking twice or three times before pouring that second glass of wine, cutting bagels in half and calling that breakfast; these things are positive challenges in th... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:36:32 EST Spark Guy was right! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364171 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/3/l831416765.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I really do! I've had to bring my work day walks inside because of the hawk nesting at the office who continues on the attack when she feels threatened ... and simply walking by seems to threaten her. So, I've been wal... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:31:24 EST Change coming.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364170 Today is a new day. A new day to start fresh and continue on a healthy journey. I want t do my best and workout and lose weight. I wish that this weight would just fall off. However I know its a progress. I am trying to make changes to lose 30 lbs in 90 days. I am making sure that I eat right, we... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:29:35 EST 2013 - 141 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364169 Yesterday was one more step in the right direction, and that makes me happy. <BR> <BR> Yesterday's Goals: <BR> 60 mins of cardio - 65 <em>48</em> <BR> 16 cups of water - 24 <em>48</em> <BR> fast until dinner <em>48</em> <BR> <BR> Today's Goals: <BR> 40 mins of cardio <BR> 16 cups of wate... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:23:13 EST Picnic http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364168 Said good-bye to another crop of seniors yesterday with, of course, food. Our annual " Picnic" at another manager's house. It's our opportunity to use up anything left from the end of the semester, so the menu was salads, salsas and make your own wraps. What else can you do with 5 lbs. sweet po... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:22:25 EST Only you can stop you! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364167 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/4/3/l437708367.jpg"> <BR> <BR> It takes movement. It takes dedication. It takes work. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/0/l1065691186.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Don't wait until tomorrow -- start today! <BR> <BR> <img src="http:/... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:18:38 EST Feeling blah today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364166 I had a mucked up day today at work and also had some chocolate bonbons so am now feeling a bit blah... I feel like I need to just go to bed and get this day over with! Fresh start tomorrow! Wed, 22 May 2013 04:16:41 EST Still learning this site and learning patience at the same time. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364165 Traveling this week. Even though I brought my bike it is hard to get fitness in and recorded I am finding. Tracking food is not easy so I find something that sounds similiar and pick it from searches. e.g. seafood salad could be anything but I just record it as sea food salad at Red Lobster b... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:14:35 EST Acts 17, The unknown but knowable God. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364164 Read Acts 17 <BR> <BR> Paul's spirit was provoked because all around him he saw idols and idol worship. Athens had idols and temples to a variety of gods. Do you see idol worship today? There is a significant difference though between then and now. Jesus had not been preached then and the peo... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:09:55 EST Two pounds :( http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364163 Okay, I admit I wasn't a saint this week - I had some caloric meals BUT didn't eat crazy snacks or huge portions. I also exercised everyday, walking and cycling. And I gained two pounds this week. I don't understand. Motivation: zero. Wed, 22 May 2013 04:08:42 EST Changing Weight; Changing Nutrition Needs http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364162 Since I went back on the Spark Program about 3 months ago I have lost about 10 pounds. I have been finding it increasingly difficult to lose another pound and even a half pound a week seems beyond reach. The Spark Plateau Busting program for today says to update my program to meet my new needs.... Wed, 22 May 2013 04:07:44 EST Carnie Wilson at @2013 WLSFA MEET & GREET in Las Vegas http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364161 I just arrived home at about 2:10 in the morning. It was a long weekend starting from Thursday until Tuesday. <BR> I brought along my daughter as the plus one for this meet and greet. It meant that I did some things to spend time with her rather than attend the conference offerings. OnSaturday a... Wed, 22 May 2013 03:53:58 EST Mobile app problems http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364160 I never noticed any problems with my mobile app (android) until last night. I added my food in and I noticed the calories didn't change so I looked on my phone - nothing showed up. So I went online on my computer. Yes they were there in all their glory and the counts were correct. So I got my pho... Wed, 22 May 2013 03:45:50 EST Trying to Try http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364157 So, I'm doing pretty well still with my food choices...HOWEVER...I did not exercise today. Not even for 10 minutes. My problem is that I am very self-conscious about exercising in front of my boyfriend. He knows I'm trying to get healthier and skinnier, but that doesn't raise my confidance lev... Wed, 22 May 2013 03:22:13 EST CAT Day 9 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364155 After a wonderful nights sleep we wake up early to get on the road. We head up to Derby just up the road. We stop and take a break. While Ann is making a call we look at the Boab trees. <BR> <BR> Adansonia gregorii, commonly known as the boab, it is a tree in the family Malvaceae. As with oth... Wed, 22 May 2013 03:07:01 EST Positivity http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364154 We had a long talk last night about being positive. <BR> <BR> My OH has decided he is not going to be defeated by whatever the doctor says today. He is going to hit this head on and work at it :) And that thinking positively will help us both. <BR> <BR> I'm feeling more positive too. <BR> <BR>... Wed, 22 May 2013 03:06:31 EST Sometimes the ones who challenge you the most are the ones you really miss when they are gone! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364153 This year at work we have lost so many residents. Another suprise came when one of our residents was found dead in his bathroom at 4 45 am. This man we all knew would eventually have a heart attack well litle did we we know the end was fast approaching. This resident stold my heart and affected m... Wed, 22 May 2013 03:06:01 EST Ab Exercises http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364152 There's a SparkPeople Blog with links to a bunch of ab exercises. I'm making sure I can find this for later. <BR> <BR> Your Guide to Flat Abs <BR> <link>www.sparkpeople.com/blog/blog.asp?po<BR>st=your_guide_to_flat_abs </link> Wed, 22 May 2013 02:42:05 EST Happy Wednesday? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364151 Well, it's been over a month since I've updated and since then I can say that I've moved into the next house, finished school, and am ready to be moved to Aberdeen. While I love Huron in some ways, I loath it in others, ei work at times. <BR> <BR> meh. <BR> <BR> anyways, will try to write more,... Wed, 22 May 2013 02:38:35 EST Thinking... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364150 Maybe I’m thinking a little…Too much about diet right now –okay I said it. I am thinking a little too much, but maybe this is the little thing that keeps me away from the gain, but I do yo-yo from time to time, but I have to work on one thing at a time. So, I talked to my friend again tonight and... Wed, 22 May 2013 02:38:19 EST GRADUATIONS ALL OVER THE PLACE! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364148 This has been such a crazy month, and it doesn't look like it's slowing down anytime soon. And the reason is--- GRADUATIONS! Yes, plural! My daughter graduated cum laude from college on the 11th. My son will graduate on Friday night (after "senior week"--a special week at the school full of senio... Wed, 22 May 2013 02:23:02 EST Buy a Musical Instrument Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364147 <em>276</em> Buy a Musical Instrument Day <em>335</em> <BR> <BR> When: Always on May 22nd <BR> <BR> Isn't it obvious how to celebrate Buy a Musical Instrument Day? If you are a musician in need of a new instrument, today could be a very good day indeed! If you have been considering taking ... Wed, 22 May 2013 02:20:37 EST Good Morning http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364146 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/8/l1858397709.jpg"> Wed, 22 May 2013 02:18:19 EST Day 21- Just one bite http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364145 Do you find yourself "cheating" now and then or well, just eating one bite of something sometimes??? Surely one bit ain't no bad.... yet I was thinking about one bites today. I made an apple cake yesterday and I basically only tried ONE bite of it (didn't like it, so didn't eat more) but I realiz... Wed, 22 May 2013 02:17:19 EST Day 21- Just one bite http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364144 Do you find yourself "cheating" now and then or well, just eating one bite of something sometimes??? Surely one bit ain't no bad.... yet I was thinking about one bites today. I made an apple cake yesterday and I basically only tried ONE bite of it (didn't like it, so didn't eat more) but I realiz... Wed, 22 May 2013 02:17:15 EST Trip to Denver! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364143 At the end of this month I am going to Denver CO for a three day bash to celebrate the Golden Anniversary of my Aunt Jean and Uncle Ed. My Uncle Ed said he is finding walking paths for me to explore, when I have the time! There are going to be over 80 people at the get together, about 60 adults a... Wed, 22 May 2013 02:13:12 EST Estrogen DOES push you to eat junk and not do ST http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364142 OK, I have been going thru some hormone imbalances, where I went to a hormone specialist Dr as thru some trail and error I realized I needed some testosterone regularly. <BR> <BR> Well the Dr decided I needed estrogen also and I am sorry to say I buckled under their pushing me to get pellets put... Wed, 22 May 2013 02:10:58 EST This Isn't A Sprint. It's A Marathon. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364141 To say it's been a rough month would be an understatement. To say my exercising hasn't slackened off or that my food choices haven't occasionally been unhealthy as a result would be a lie. But I haven't quit. I'm still getting back on the horse so-to-speak. And apparently I've done it often enoug... Wed, 22 May 2013 02:07:53 EST Hello World! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364139 Well, here I am again... time after time I keep thinking 'This is it! I'm going to do it!' and then my friends will invite me out for beer and pizza, annnnd, I'm back at square one. Or... well... can squares go into the negatives? Sheesh, I'm really beating myself up about this aren't I? <BR> <B... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:55:04 EST OK, Hormone Drs don't necessarily know about hormones http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364138 Well, I went to the Dr today, this was a real Dr (OD) not a nurse practitioner. And remember this clinic specializes in hormones. <BR> <BR> First, I am in the waiting room before I even see a Dr and someone comes over with a form to sign saying you signed this before but we need to you sign it ... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:51:06 EST Menu Plan 5-22 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364137 First of all, I have to say, that I am still not used to living here in the mountains.... snow on May 21? Really? Granted it did not stick... but it is 35 outside and it was snowing earlier. Blech. Anyway, back to my menu planning. <BR> <BR> Breakfast: <BR> Granola with 1/2 cup organic milk <BR>... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:48:18 EST DVD Reviews + Links to Workouts http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364136 Hi Everybody! <BR> <BR> I just wrote a new post on my favorite trainers, with links to full online workouts! Feel free to check it out, enjoy the workouts, and tell me what you think!: <BR> <link>smartstylishsatisfied.wordpress.com/<BR>2013/05/22/my-favorite-trainers-online<BR>-workouts/ </li... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:47:35 EST Here I Am ~ RIGHT NOW! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364135 This week's Aspire & Inspire BSG Challenge blog is to write "10 things you would like to tell your future self about yourself right now." I have been putting off writing this all week because the topic forces me to think about myself and the things I have (or haven't) been doing. Hopefully, wri... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:47:16 EST Day 17 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364134 I've been sitting outside doing schoolwork for the past two days. It's an odd combination of pleasing weather and torture by way of taking notes. <BR> <BR> I am beginning to realize the extent to which my relationship with food is unhealthy. I want to eat when I'm happy, when I'm stressed, and... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:46:56 EST Conflicting Proverbs http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364131 Actions speak louder than words. <BR> The pen is mightier than the sword. <BR> <BR> Look before you leap. <BR> He who hesitates is lost. <BR> <BR> Many hands make light work. <BR> Too many cooks spoil the broth. <BR> <BR> A silent man is a wise one. <BR> A man without words is a man without th... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:36:39 EST Ugh! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364130 Hello spark pals. On Monday I just had another 12hour shift thus getting home Tuesdays morning. Was in so much pain from being on my feet and lifting and bending for 12 hours that I could not get to sleep (even with the help of tylenol PM and a sleeping pill until around 6pm tuesday night. I jus... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:36:37 EST Eating http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364128 As far as eating is concerned, I have reduced the amount of food intake. I haven't tackled a big change yet. I have been diagnosed with a disease called gastroparesis. It's when your stomach doesn't empty. The food you eat just sits just below your chest and your stomach swells up and out and it ... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:23:56 EST What a Tuesday workout http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364127 I finally got my lawn mower working today. Well, I got it working yesterday, but it stopped almost right away. Today I got it started again and we figured out the problem. So I spent the next three hours mowing the foot-high grass. My land isn't flat and that mower didn't want to go where I w... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:20:52 EST 10 things I would like to tell my future self about myself right now http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364126 This week our blog assignment for the Aspire & Inspire team was to blog about 10 things you would like to tell your future self about yourself right now. <BR> <BR> 1. The injuries you’ve dealt with on this journey were just small stumbling blocks in your efforts to get healthy <em>282</em> <... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:20:02 EST Help! Feeling bummed http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364125 Ok, I've been around here long enough to know the scale doesn't tell you everything and we shouldn't obsess. But I am really frustrated!!! <BR> I do weigh myself every day, first thing in the morning. I find it keeps me motivated to stick to my plans. In the past I've had good success doing this.... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:19:23 EST Perspective http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364124 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/2/l128622942.jpg"> This is a picture of the hail at my brothers house. It broke their skylight, damaged their greenhouse and their truck, but once again, they were lucky. It certainly put things into perspective. I sometimes whine (b*tch) about thi... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:14:55 EST Norwegian Wood Demo -- oh, you are going to love this http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364122 Jimdab, this is for you! <BR> <BR> <link>www.youtube.com/watch?v=woAXMuoqrII&<BR>feature=youtu.be </link> Wed, 22 May 2013 01:09:44 EST Exercise http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364121 I started walking. I haven't exercised for a good while. I did walk several weeks ago once but then nothing. So, I started back this week. I belong to a health club and there is an indoor track so I like walking there. I would prefer walking outdoors on cool days but there is no room on my road t... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:06:55 EST Shred week 2, day 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364120 It's the witching hour (10pm), which means I want to snack. I think I will drink a glass of water and go to bed. Gotta be good so I can not feel guilty if I lose a little control at Bunco tomorrow night. Eating until you're sick is just part of the BUNCO fun, right? <BR> <BR> Hmmm gotta make tim... Wed, 22 May 2013 01:01:06 EST Whoops..missed yesterday's blog... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364119 Hi..was busy for the holiday Monday...checked the cows, worked up the garden, watered the moved trees and cleaned up some other tree groves of old and dead branches..by the end of the day I had a sore wrist and not sure which activity made it sore?? <BR> <BR> Then this morning I woke up with an ... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:57:09 EST 100 Something http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364118 <BR> While working with children, we teach them how to view numbers in a practical way. <BR> <BR> If I asked you to picture 100 of something, what would you picture? <BR> <BR> Personally, I had to search google to find pictures to grasp what 100 of something would look like. <BR> <BR> <BR>... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:54:17 EST Day -1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364117 Ok, so I am going to start my blog prior to starting anything. Although, I guess this IS starting something right?It is almost 1am here and I cant sleep, I am feeling over whelmed about everything..my health, my kids health, my hubby's health, and I know I need to do something. y kids (especially... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:53:26 EST My Joy Is Full! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364116 What in the world does Christ have to do with losing weight? He has everything to do with losing weight because He, and He alone, can help us get rid of the lies that keep us bound to our self defeating behavior of eating wrong and too much. <BR> <BR> The spirit told me years ago, "Get rid of ... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:53:16 EST Stunned and confused or the ugly side of life http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364115 The absolute weirdest and most disconcerting thing happened to me yesterday at work. A little background: I teach at a small college in the Western US. I have been overweight for about 18 years now and 15 of those years I've been teaching here. We have a secretary for our department who is heavy... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:51:09 EST Ugly http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364114 I found this photo, thought it was cute to share. <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/9/l896493114.jpg"> Wed, 22 May 2013 00:51:07 EST Killer Karate Warm Up - heh heh heh http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364113 I led the warm up in karate class this evening. The instructor said, "make 'em sweat!", so I did - hee hee hee! I'm still a little giddy about it because there was the class of 25+ kids, all teenagers and below, and me, the 46 year old is tasked with making them sweat! Hahahaha! <BR> <BR> Warm u... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:47:08 EST Much Better http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364112 <link>doesthisscalemakemelookfat.blogspot.<BR>com/2013/05/much-better.html </link> Wed, 22 May 2013 00:44:31 EST week 2 day 2 diabetes challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364110 Today was o.k. <BR> I was disapointed when I got an iced coffee from MCD that it had sugar and cream? in it already! I thought it would be plain. The happy ending was I just drank half and saved half for tomorrow. Then I tried making my own with coffee from home and a Tb of cream. Pretty good, c... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:40:38 EST Day 141: Keep It Simple http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364109 Quote of the Day: "Belief in oneself is one of the most important bricks in building any successful venture." (Lydia M. Child) <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/5/l1508763805.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <BR> All month long I've been cleaning the house big time, going room to room ... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:37:23 EST Thyroid Disease... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364108 I just found out that I have Thyroid Disease.. and it is due to Hypothyroidism. That is where your Thyroid is "under active". I know that this is not a real BIG deal and that people live great lives with this disease. I guess it was just the word DISEASE that I heard and immediatly wanted to cry.... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:35:18 EST Blessed http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364107 Although I should feel overwhelmed by everything that is going on in my life, I have let it go and given it to God and trust in his purpose for my life. Wed, 22 May 2013 00:35:16 EST Dr appt http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364106 This afternoon. Hoping he lets me ditch the walker and get this show on the road!!! Wed, 22 May 2013 00:33:34 EST 5/22/13 Saint Quote of the Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364105 To the one who is able to keep you from stumbling and to present you unblemished and exultant, in the presence of His Glory, to the only God, Our Savior, through Jesus Christ Our Lord be glory, majesty, power, and authority from ages past, now, and for ages to come. Amen. <BR> <BR> -- Saint Jude... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:32:58 EST I WILL NOT QUIT! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364104 Have you ever gotten discouraged or given up ON LOSING WEIGHT because someone else did? Or have you ever QUIT because someone else reached goal and you still had a 100 lbs to GO? <em>192</em> I've done that in the past [especially, when dieting with my Mom] it would discourage me that she had... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:25:56 EST Important Lessons http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364103 I have learned some very important lessons today. <BR> <BR> Don't go to the grocery store hungry <BR> Don't eat the second nutter butter, that will make you sick <BR> Don't drink before five <BR> Don't forget that pesky time difference thing when you have to call someone <BR> <BR> And most imp... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:25:37 EST Hump Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364101 So happythis is a hard week so hard I want to leave my job enjoy your week hugz Wed, 22 May 2013 00:23:05 EST Wind now rain! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364100 We've had a lot of wind the last few days now rain but the sheds almost done. Dan and I (if I can) will work on it some tomorrow and Jeanne, Jay, and Damian will be back on Thursday to help finish it. <BR> Work tomorrow off Thursday. Day went okay. Hope the rest of the week goes well. <BR> Have a... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:22:06 EST Side by side Pic... One year difference http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364099 On the left: me at my brother's 30th birthday party last may. <BR> On the right: tonight at a graduation party. <BR> <BR> Just when I'm feeling down and I am feeling like I haven't made any progress, I remembered that I took pictures in the same shirt a year ago. I love seeing it in a side by ... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:21:32 EST Week 1 of My Year Journey to Summer 2014 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364098 I actually got this idea from a web search that didn't have much to do with this and because the "Getting Ready for Summer 2013" team is coming to an end. I do not want the fact that I didn't reach my goals to get me down. I've had many setbacks and need to get on track. For the next year I want ... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:21:07 EST Week 2 Day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364097 Week 2 Day 1 of C25K. Had a rough day at work, came home and ran out my frustrations on the treadmill. It was a hard workout, I raced the clock the whole time and ended up even running during my cooldown period, which probably wasn't the smartest thing but I wanted to get 2 miles in and I was a l... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:19:08 EST Decrease http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364096 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/6/l269767511.jpg">(John 3:30 NKJV) "He must increase, but I must decrease. <BR> <BR> This single verse is the key to a thriving relationship with our Creator. <BR> <BR> We can't have a strong relationship with God until we learn to put Him first... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:14:38 EST Tired http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364092 To sleep. Perchance to dream. <BR> <BR> In the original Klingon. Wed, 22 May 2013 00:10:04 EST 141 Down ~ 224 to go http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364091 Another day down...today wasn't too bad...Residuals from my migraine yesterday but all in all not too bad. <BR> <BR> Working again tomorrow. It's going to be a good day! I just know it! <BR> <BR> Have a great one! <BR> <BR> <em>247</em> <BR> Tami Wed, 22 May 2013 00:08:56 EST Utube share. Designed to keep you hungry. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364090 Okay. Now this is what he should have shared with me. <BR> I get this and I agree with this 100% please watch. <BR> <link>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL_C<BR>msPZ7Qk </link> Wed, 22 May 2013 00:08:38 EST Stunned at the Devastation http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364089 Photos of the destruction from the tornadoes in the last week leave us with our mouths open in horror... <BR> <BR> And it is hard to imagine how hard it has been for the survivors, <BR> <BR> So I've gained a fresh appreciation for my own life even with its hardships, and am counting my blessing... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:06:55 EST 100 BONUS POINT SPARK SOLUTION BLOG http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364087 • What made you decide to try The Spark Solution Program? <BR> Wanted the positive input and new ideas. Needed a bit of a kick start. <BR> <BR> • Have you seen or felt any results in this first week? <BR> I have a lot more energy . My pants are fitting looser. My weight in is tomorrow. Can't wai... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:04:36 EST Bummer shopping trip, then... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364086 After losing almost ten pounds recently and two inches in my waist and three on my hips, I was looking forward to going shopping. All of my pants are sagging and I really needed a dress. I wanted a new dress to wear to my school's graduation but that I could also take traveling this summer. I'... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:04:06 EST Changing your fat set point. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364085 Just watch. I don't know why Mar' Jay shared this with me, but he I watched it. <BR> I just didn't like listening to her. <BR> <link>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qT5o<BR>_WOt5js </link> <BR> Enjoy if you can. <BR> <BR> Peace & Blessings <BR> Lynn-Loves-Life Wed, 22 May 2013 00:03:20 EST 50 minutes of exercise a day? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364080 Wow. I just read the blog post that most obese individuals need 250 minutes/week or 50 minutes/day of moderately intense exercise. I thought getting 30 minutes of exercise/day in (or most days anyway) was quite an accomplishment, however, now I know I must program in more time. As with most th... Wed, 22 May 2013 00:00:40 EST Day 571 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364079 I got outside this afternoon for a 20 minute walk. It was a little cool outside so I had to wear a jacket and that felt kind of good. I'm SO not ready for summer weather so this cool spell feels great. I didn't sleep very good so after I got home and made supper for everyone I went back to bed... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:59:53 EST Simple challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364078 I am fairly certain that if I cut out dessert for a month that I would lose 5 lbs easily. I eat a lot of dessert. I like sweets. That is why I gained weight. This is a really simple fix that would leave me with hardly anything to think about. I'm going to try it starting today. <BR> <BR> I... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:58:04 EST THE GHOST ARMY http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364077 PBS is airing a documentary called THE GHOST ARMY. <BR> YOU REALLY SHOULD CHECK IT OUT. SO INTERESTING. Tue, 21 May 2013 23:57:46 EST Good food day... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364076 Nothing particularly special happened today... But I did manage to be mindful with eating. Funny how some days are easier than others. Today was one of those easier days with no food issues. I'm hoping tonight will be the same in regards to the night time snacking. I feel confident that this... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:57:08 EST After Work Walk http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364074 My husband and I walked after work, 2 miles. I text him at work and told him we should walk. I forgot he needed to stop somewhere on our way home from work. We also went into a grocery store and walked around a bit. I thought since we made these stops and he wanted to see his favorite news sh... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:55:52 EST Day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364073 <em>249</em> My first day using Spark People... <BR> What a revelation it has been to force myself to do something I've always hated...keeping a food journal! Just when I thought I was doing good by getting into the green smoothie thing, I'm still consuming a lot more calories than I need and... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:55:03 EST Today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364072 <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/8/l885751482.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Doesn't that make it a great day then no matter what the day may look like? <BR> I live by this quote every day! Today was a great day even though I had to get up several hours earlier than usual so that we coul... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:53:21 EST Day 11, beginning of workout 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364071 Breakfast: Chai from Speedway and a apple with peanut butter <BR> Snack: Nature Valley dark chocolate/peanut butter granola, V8 V-Fusion <BR> Lunch: Grande non-fat green tea frap w/o syrup or whipped cream from Starbucks and a blueberry oatmeal w/o nuts and a coup,e bites of grilled chicken and b... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:52:35 EST funny Dog pictures - dogs at work http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364070 I got this in an email today and just had to pass it along. <BR> <BR> <link>dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/34505132<BR>/dogs%20good.pdf </link> Tue, 21 May 2013 23:52:15 EST The Little Things http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364069 So I'm back on the horse once again, after some major life changes that lead me back down the emotional eating spiral. But things are looking up, and I'm feeling better than ever with a healthy diet and exercise regimen. I'm pretty proud of myself - I've only been tracking and working out for a... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:50:34 EST Sometimes, I am so gross http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364068 I ate oatmeal off the floor of my car this morning. <BR> <BR> I was running late for work, so I took my big soup mug of cinnamon raisin oatmeal that I'd made and put it on the passenger seat. Then I sort of forgot about it as I was going around a corner in my neighborhood, and whoops, the thin... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:49:12 EST Day 21 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364067 Two hours in my flower bed around the arbor using the hand cultivator . . . raging war on the dandelions . . . and winning! <BR> <BR> I thought the frost had killed my Trumpeter vines . . but I found three shoots starting to come up in three different locations! <BR> <BR> I am putting in 75 mi... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:46:59 EST I Clean House For Fun http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364066 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/4/6/l463666894.jpg"> <BR> <BR> What do I do on my day off? I spent the whole day working on household chores and loving every minute of it! The Oklahoma tornado from yesterday was scheduled to hit here this afternoon so what did I do? Everything ... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:46:13 EST Get set http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364064 Got up at 6. Got girls dressed for school Sam up and ready. Picked up SAMs friend took them to school dropped them off at 7 30 School had 2 nice charter buses ready for SAMs class to go to Cedar Point for the day it's a huge amusement park in Sandusky. Then dropped off the little irks at schoo... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:45:25 EST I Will Not Allow... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364063 I need to print this out and post it everywhere... <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/7/l1727987347.jpg"> Tue, 21 May 2013 23:44:41 EST ucdeufobal..... updates and good news. :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364062 This month has been ups and downs like crazy. It's been storming a lot lately! D= I have not been eating as well as I would like to. There's been a lot of stress here. Also, my motivation for working out has been next to none. I really have no idea what's going on with me. I want to lose weight... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:43:54 EST After a long day with my Spark friend I left no time to blog. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364061 I took pictures from the garden, it was a really good day. A girls only day and it was an excellent choice. We spent the entire day just cruising around in the rain seeing the sights of Maine. It was so nice to have such a long conversation and day. <BR> My friend will be gone tomorrow but today... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:41:27 EST Update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364060 All going well busy studying. Will be back on track after June 1st test. Tue, 21 May 2013 23:40:27 EST More about George http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364057 Thanks to everyone who commented on my blog. So, so appreciated. <BR> <BR> It seems like he has actually improved since I wrote the blog. I am not going to delude myself to think that he is "all better". I know he is only going to get worse. But since I wrote, he has been getting up the st... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:37:52 EST Visualizing the Future http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364056 Today's blog entry is supposed to be about picturing my life in ten years. The interesting part of Coach Nicole's visualization exercise is that not much changes in my vision. However, I don't see this as stagnation. Rather, it's a moment to appreciate how fortunate I am that I am so happy wit... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:37:07 EST Very painful day for me with this wacky weather http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364055 God it got so hot and I thought I was going to pass out and was in so much pain I wasn't sure what the heck was going on till we had severe thunderstorms/ lightening and the temp dropped 30 degrees within hours and my body was SCREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <BR> I'm not as bad as I was if ... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:36:58 EST Excited about life! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364054 Hey everyone! So here's what's been going on. If you've been wondering what I've been up to (besides working out! LOL!) I've about finished with helping my Mom clean out her house. While she was gone for months in Seattle with me, parts of her house became infested with mice! My Mom was a minor h... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:35:36 EST Tenderhearted Tuesday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364053 I spent a lot of time crying at our OA meeting tonight. I really needed the meeting and felt much better after having been. Between the OA meetings & my "serious sisters" I have found solace & a life-line for when I am feeling whiny, depressed, and frustrated. <BR> <BR> I am thinking about cal... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:32:05 EST Life style changes http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364052 So I can confess I have an addiction... my personal addiction is sweets, chocolate in particular. I wouldn't need much food, in fact, I don't eat much of it, but sweets are my downfall. I am tired of starting over, and I cant afford to quit! I look back at pictures of myself when others used to t... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:32:00 EST God bless the Heroes & Heroic teachers & rescuers of Ok. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364051 God Bless Oklahoma <em>652</em> Tue, 21 May 2013 23:31:41 EST cooking? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364050 Today's Spark Coach video was about cooking, and how we need to learn to plan and cook to be successful. I am guilty of not cooking as much as I could. I usually microwave a frozen meal or make something like a baked potato or a sandwich. <BR> <BR> So I am adding a goal to plan and cook one rea... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:30:50 EST Here's to what may come. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364049 I'm going to start writing this at least weekly, if not more. I need to write down my feelings, goals, accomplishments to help keep me on track. For myself, so I apologize for anyone reading my random thoughts. <BR> I'm going to try to go to Zumba Tuesday, Thursdays and whenever possible Fri, Sa... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:29:28 EST Slippery slope http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364048 I can feel it... that slippery slope that leads to bad eating and living habits. It happens to me when things get overwhelming and I have so much going on that I cant find or make time to make a proper lunch or go to the gym. It's been weeks and weeks that I have been sliding on this slope... and... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:28:51 EST Boosted my confidence http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364046 It was so nice today. I was walking down the hall and one of the 2nd grade teachers stopped me and told me I looked great. Then she asked me how much I had lost so far and said that she could really tell. Then I was out doing crossing guard duty after school and one of the parents drove up and... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:24:45 EST Another new thing... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364044 Until a few years ago I never went outside my comfort zone. I may seem talkative and outgoing but I am actually a private person. I don't like to stand out and be noticed and I don't like or do well with change. So joining this community is one of the most difficult things I have done. I have... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:21:27 EST Aspire to Inspire BSG Week 3 - Hyacinths - http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364043 This week's blog assignment for the Aspire to Inspire BSG challenge is to list 10 things I will tell my future self. So, here is my list to my future self who has achieved her goal weight of 125: <BR> <BR> 1. See, I told you to aim high, stay focused, and you would reach your goals. Way to go! <... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:19:03 EST Quote 4 the Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364042 <BR> Progress in every age results only from the fact that there are some <BR> men and women who refuse to believe that what they know to be right <BR> cannot be done. <BR> <BR> -- Russell W. Davenport () American Editor, Fortune Magazine <BR> Tue, 21 May 2013 23:17:27 EST Tying up loose ends... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364041 It seems like I got bum rushed all of a sudden... <BR> <BR> I just sent out my e-vites for my party in 2 weeks. I'm gonna talk with a friend about my cake and cupcakes for the party... <BR> <BR> I have to deal with the school about my summer classes. <BR> <BR> I need to clean house and buy ... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:15:50 EST Changing my goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364040 I changed my goals to a more attainable goal to start with. Right now, at 5'4" and weighing 203 lbs, I am officially obese. My new goal is to become overweight. To do that I have to hit less than 174 lbs. So...170 is my target for now :) In order to keep my head in the game, I am going to se... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:15:32 EST Harder than it looks.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364039 I lost 7.4 my first week. I'm thinking this week isn't going so well so far. I went to the cities last weekend and walked the Mall of America....I know I walked for two hours. I didn't even go in any shops. I just walked. DH and our kids were at the Twins game. I didn't want to squish into ... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:12:58 EST Oklahoma Proud! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364038 No this isn't about food, exercise or losing weight but today it is important to me. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/1/l2108614785.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Yes I'm from Oklahoma. I was one of the blessed that was not in the storm. But yet my heart is broken. Death and destr... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:12:54 EST Still don't have very much energy. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364037 It is hot her again today & I have had another bad MIGRAINE HEADACHE day. <em>198</em> so I don't have a lot of energy again today. I did a little work on the baby afghan that I am knitting & the baby quilt that I am embroidering. I did a lot of reading on my kindle when my head was not hurting... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:12:08 EST I am So Angry & HUGE!!!! I May Have to Quit Spark!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364036 I am as big as a house!!! SERIOUSLY!!! My stomach is out of control!!! I had to wear a skirt to my Dr's appointment today because ALL of my jeans gave me a HUGE muffin top!!! Part of it is TOM. I can easily gain 7-8 lbs in those couple of days leading up. <BR> <BR> I had to see my GI Speci... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:09:35 EST Still here... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364035 Still haven't lost any weight but I am still exercising every night after the kids go to bed. I hope things will eventually start going. Tue, 21 May 2013 23:09:11 EST A Sobering Realization http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364034 Today i watched, through pictures, as a good friend of mine gave birth to her first child - a child she waited 4 years through fertility treatments, little hope, helplessness, desparation, month after month of let downs until finally all of her praying, all of her tenacity, all of her drive paid ... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:08:43 EST Feeding Sharks, A Horizontal Waterfall, and PEARLS, Oh My!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364033 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/7/l1730289939.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I am not sure when or why "Swimming With Sharks" became a Dream of mine. But somehow it did, and when Ann told me that there would be Shark Feeding and Swimming on this Trek, she couldn't have kept me away with a whol... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:08:25 EST Bold, and Beautiful Boobies http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364032 I texted one of my girlfriends tonight and told her I was feeling bold. I was cleaning my room. Yes, with my organizational skills cleaning my room requires boldness in itself...but that's not where the boldness comes in. <BR> <BR> Just two weeks ago I was in a size 14. I know women usually... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:07:33 EST 50 slacking..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364031 Yesterday my fitbit steps were 4835. I figured with all the driving and the hockey game they would be lower than normal, but I was hoping I would have broke 5,000. Positive - I had 23 flights of stairs! <BR> <BR> Today I had 6,039 steps and 22 flights of stairs. I left work, got my hair cut a... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:07:05 EST Lazy due to Heat http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364030 Other than chair exercises and walking, I have chosen to listen to my body. <BR> With all the times I had to get into an overheated car between patients, I am aware that it is more important to get extra hydration. So, I am pushing fluids rather than doing the strength training that is usually a ... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:06:00 EST For our Oklahoma Friends http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364029 And on the 9th day, God looked down on his planed paradise and said, "I need someone to live where the red dirt is settled." So God made Okies. He said "I need someone who can handle the blistering summers and the freezing winters." So God made Okies. "I need someone who can wake up in the mornin... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:04:15 EST Still soggy in Mn http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364028 More rain today. Computers issues at work with an upgrade that didn't work so great. Wasted time having to figure out getting everything up and running. KVM switches are great, but not when they are hidden behind file cabinets or on top of computers on top of the safe. <BR> I can only rea... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:03:17 EST Super Tired... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364027 Boxing class...everyone was "tired" it seemed but I still managed to eek out 750 calories burned, LOL....we did chest/abs today and I will definitely feel it later....about to shower, eat and get to bed so I can get up in the morning...hope you had a good one!! <BR> <BR> Tue, 21 May 2013 23:03:16 EST Day Two...back on the wagon! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364026 It feels good to be back on track again. <BR> My calories yesterday were good and got some movement in. <BR> Today, so far, I'm within my allowance and I've made healthy choices. When I got home tonight I took Lucy for a nice long walk...despite the weather. We found a new route. It felt good to... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:03:05 EST Thank You SparkPeople For The Honor Of Being Featured http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364025 I had the honor recently of being featured in a SparkPeople article. The support from everyone was almost overwhelming. I want to take this opportunity to thank SparkPeople and all of you who continue to support me! <BR> <BR> Here is a link to the article: <BR> <BR> <link>www.sparkpeople.co... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:01:21 EST Running 5/21/2013 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364024 I finally got my run in, and it was awesome. Like me. <BR> <BR> It was for 2.5 miles. I went out a little fast (11:30/mile the first mile), so I was forced to take a two minute walk break after the first mile and then another half minute to a minute walk break later in the run. I made up for ... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:00:56 EST May 21 - Grandson http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364023 So my Mom turned 91 on Sunday - and she's still sharp as a tack!!! Being a teacher probably helped a lot with that. <BR> <BR> My daughter, SIL and grandson are on their way home (to Texas) from South Carolina. I probably won't get to see them before my next day off, which is Friday. They were... Tue, 21 May 2013 23:00:34 EST Just a day. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364022 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/3/0/l307527382.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Just kind of a a-typical day. Work, dog training, walking the girls. Now I'm snarfing dinner and heading for bed. I'm in calorie range and got my steps in so it was a good day. <BR> <BR> Tue, 21 May 2013 22:59:35 EST Day 9 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364021 Still at it...day 9. I feel good and I'm proud of myself, too. Let's see how many days in a row I can keep it up! :) Tue, 21 May 2013 22:59:16 EST Trail Days http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364020 Recently returned from a three day (two night) camp out at Trail Days, the annual blow out celebration for Appalachian Trail hikers in Damascus, VA, right on the Appalachian Trail. Went down with some folks in a Meetup group in the DC area. <BR> <BR> Great fun. Met nice folks who could become s... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:58:21 EST So very tempted... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364019 Made it thru the first banquet... Stayed on plan as close as I could with what was on the buffet... Large salad and heaping pile of carrots. I had these fears that someone would comment about the lack of pasta ony plate. But no one even seemed to notice. And I want hungry after or anything. But w... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:58:00 EST So very tempted... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364018 Made it thru the first banquet... Stayed on plan as close as I could with what was on the buffet... Large salad and heaping pile of carrots. I had these fears that someone would comment about the lack of pasta ony plate. But no one even seemed to notice. And I want hungry after or anything. But w... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:57:46 EST My sister in law is nuts... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364017 Just venting here for a moment. My sister in law calls her unborn baby, "Mr. Fetus". I find this a tad disturbing. Am I alone here or have we become so insensitive to life that our children are called fetuses until they are born? <BR> If you have ever lost a child, would you say you lost a f... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:56:33 EST terrible tuesday- well sorta http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364016 we had some changes at work dropped on us like a bomb. Or so it would seem with all the grumbling going on. I decided I had enough of all the grumbling and did not want to be brought down out of my good mood. I went around to each person in the unit and explained the change was going to be ok.... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:56:24 EST Sisters' time ahead: Day 41 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364015 It's been an exciting week, my sister is in from Denver for work, and my sister from Chicago will be coming here tomorrow...then all three of us will be leaving on Thursday for Denver. <BR> <BR> Time to celebrate. My middle sister will have a big birthday with a zero at the end. So the three gi... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:55:50 EST I hate headaches... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364014 So I had such a nasty headache last night! Every time I closed my eyes I could feel my pulse in my eyeballs...Yuck! So I stayed home from work and vegged out. I did eat well and track so I was happy about that. Yesterday I did 45 minutes at the gym - I was going to go for the hour but I amped up ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:55:04 EST Sidney is safe! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364013 A private investigator found my niece's daughter, Sidney, and says she is safe. I do not think she is home yet, unless she arrived since receiving the word that she is safe, but she should be home soon. Thank you all for praying. <BR> <em>224</em> <em>236</em> Tue, 21 May 2013 22:54:56 EST MAY 21 DEVOTION http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364012 A GOOD NAME IS TO BE CHOSEN RATHER THAN GREAT RICHES, AND FAVOR IS BETTER THAN SILVER OR GOLD. PROVERBS 22:1 <BR> <BR> HOW WILL MY FAMILY REMEMBER ME MANY YEARS FROM NOW, DEAR LORD? WHAT KIND OF A PERSON WILL THEY SAY i WAS? HOW WILL THEY DESCRIBE MY RELATIONSHIPS? WHAT WILL THEY SAY ABO... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:52:51 EST Done for today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364011 Firm it Up is finished. Can do it much easier now. Tue, 21 May 2013 22:52:27 EST Supercharging Your Summer Efficiency http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364010 Use this checklist to plan your schedule and write a daily to-do list. Revisiting it <BR> throughout the day will help you keep focused, motivated, and on track. <BR> <BR> Create specific, measurable goals with clear end results <BR> <BR> Schedule important work for the hours you feel most ener... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:51:40 EST Bad Streak Continues http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364009 Well my bad streak continues, I seem to have fallen back into some of my old habits. I have a million excuses of why, I haven't had time to grocery shop, what food I do have requires cooking which I detest and with my work stress has made me even less willing to do so. However, I'm sick of excu... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:46:01 EST Random Thoughts http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364007 There's not a lot to report today. I walked to an old Leslie Sansome this morning. <BR> <BR> As the school year draws to a close, the teaching gets easier. Seniors are taking their exams this week. Their graduation is next week. <BR> <BR> I went to RIPPED this evening and taught a piano ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:42:46 EST Another day down, 1 day to go... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364006 Well I am for sure feeling my strength training today! But that didn't stop me, i still powered through a 30 minute strength training session. For some reason today, I seemed hungrier than usual. I had a breakfast protein shake, apples and pb for a snack, a half cup of bean with bacon soup for... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:42:23 EST meditation http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364005 I just completed a 21 day meditation challenge! One day I was super busy and forgot; a few days I fell asleep during the meditation--more than once one day--; and I got my spouse to do one with me on the final day and he liked it. I feel like I can calm myself down and center my thoughts when I d... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:41:10 EST Tuesday, May 21 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364004 It's been a solid day. Yay! <BR> <BR> Exercise today: <BR> <BR> 32 min treadmill--C25K. Slow and steady. <BR> 60 min Zumba <BR> 2 sets 15 Reps compound row 80 lbs <BR> <BR> Food: <BR> <BR> Within calorie range AND healthy, home prepared meals. (Yes, food is being cooked in my kitchen, by me... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:39:29 EST Pre-Admission appointment and protein shake update. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364003 I had my pre-admin appt today...boring, nothing interesting..answered a lot of questions that I answered before, again...and then again. Had some blood drawn....again. Got weight....again...lol down officially 12 pounds from the beginning in February (first weigh in.) Nothing overly exciting ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:39:28 EST Shoes, Glorious Shoes http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364002 Of all the things I like about losing weight, it's the smallest things that are the most gratifying. <BR> <BR> What small things? Two things: 1.) the ability to remove my rings again; and 2.) I can wear size 5 shoes again! <BR> <BR> In shoes, I was up to size 6.5, sometimes 7, just to get a co... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:38:02 EST Had an awesome night http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364001 My friend and I went to a painting studio tonight. My mom loves butterflies, and that was the painting for the night. So I recruited a friend and we went and painted butterflies. My mom is going to LOVE her birthday present. I had a lot of fun. It was very freeing. I was worried that I woul... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:37:33 EST So very tempted... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364000 Made it thru the first banquet... Stayed on plan as close as I could with what was on the buffet... Large salad and heaping pile of carrots. I had these fears that someone would comment about the lack of pasta ony plate. But no one even seemed to notice. And I want hungry after or anything. But w... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:35:44 EST Surfacing again on Tuesday, May 21, 2013 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363999 Some days I feel like 48 hours occurs in 24 or vice versa...this is the end of a second workday and with call ins and heavy workloads I am thankful to have my recovery time. I know I am missed when I am gone because the voice in my head quips off..."Are you Kidding???"when I am doing major multi ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:34:47 EST On the coast again today... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363998 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/0/l2083476226.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I had a meeting on the coast today so was not at my desk all day. <BR> <BR> Molly and I walked this am; the only dry weather all day long! <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/7/l1756180369.jp... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:34:25 EST Signs of progress http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363997 I'm made it to the gym today for an intense upper body workout. I did every machine they had for the upper body exercise and then did a set for an upper body workout on the barbells. I did two sets of free weights. I don't enjoy weight lifting, but I know I need to add muscle to be what I nee... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:33:49 EST Tues...sick plus not feeling good. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363995 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/6/l1684152597.jpg"> <BR> <BR> thas been my diet the past few days.... <BR> <BR> don't know what got hold of me but it is a wingdinger! <BR> <BR> no need to go into great detail... <BR> <BR> suffice to say...am really sick...& really sick of it.... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:33:32 EST OFF DAY http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363994 I woke up today on the wrong side of the bed. I didn't make it to the gym, I didn't eat a healthy breakfast, I ate fast food for lunch and then Topped the day off with Kraft macaroni and cheese. I just didn't have the fight in me today. Tue, 21 May 2013 22:32:26 EST Update on Chuck http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363993 He had hernia surgery. It was very large and the hernia sack had intestines and part of the bowel-- outside Hi's tummy! I saw the incision today. It is about 5-6 inches. He was started on clear liquids today but then because Hi's tummy was not "waking up", he was put back on ice chips only! ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:30:34 EST Week 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363992 The results for week one are in. I lost 1.5 pounds and my jeans are now noticeably loose. I have to wear a belt now. I am loving how I feel after I complete the workouts and I can already see progress from when I struggled to complete certain moves in week one. Tue, 21 May 2013 22:29:46 EST Pleasantly exhausted tonight http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363991 The heat is like living in an oven by the time I get home. Our home is a double-wide and sits in a clear spot so there isn't any shade. During the day it is cooler but at night it seems to hold onto all the heat from the day - sweat is pouring off both Ed and me and we have fans blowing on us ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:29:07 EST Day 34 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363990 It's after 10:00 PM. I just got back from seeing the new Star Trek movie. It was fun to go with friends on a Tuesday night. Unusual for us, that's for sure. My friends all munched on popcorn and other goodies. I didn't have anything except for two cough drops. I did great again with food. ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:29:02 EST Wonderful day!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363989 Went on a field trip today with my grandson! It was raining and blowing like crazy on the drive to our destination but after we got there it was actually a beautiful day! <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/4/l844804028.jpg"> <BR> <BR> When I got to Cascade Locks I waited... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:27:04 EST 5/21/13 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363988 Today has been such an awful day and I stress ate like woah. I did get out for a walk with the family, so that's a plus, but right now I feel so down about myself. I've been completely rejected by my husband and son, and I just don't know how to deal with it. I'm trying really hard to not reach f... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:26:55 EST 5K http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363987 5 K is coming June 1st I am nervous about actually trying to run this race. Im both excited and nervous so I think I will take the pressure off myself and do a run/ walk part of the way. I think I will continue to incorporate jogging into my routine over the summer, and steadily keep at it, t... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:26:52 EST NEVER compare to everyone's highlight reels! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363986 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/5/l1587904153.jpg"> <BR> This picture talks about it all... I can not add any more to this... <BR> <BR> Have an awesome night Sparkies! Tue, 21 May 2013 22:26:38 EST Entry #2 - Frustrated in St. Louis http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363985 Hi SparkPeople Community. <BR> <BR> I know I'm not the only one experiencing personal pain right now. When my divorce hearing was way off in the future, I could block it out, and could stick with my eating and exercising program more days than not. As the date gets closer, this event I didn't ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:25:22 EST SYTYCD, DWTS, and GRIMM http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363984 My tv cup overlflows.....thank goodness for On Demand.... <BR> <BR> Good day, Elmo did well at the vet, my mom is in good spirits, the teachers' luncheon was nice and I only ate half my food!!!, and best of all, I got in a LONG nap!! <BR> <BR> Happy Tuesday, keep Oklahoma in your prayers. <em>... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:24:09 EST Day 23 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363983 Well I am on day 23. So far I have lost 13.2 pounds! I am overjoyed. I never thought that I could do it. The old me would have given up on the first or second day but I have learned so much about myself-my strengths and weaknesses. I have not been doing so well this week because I was so busy thi... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:23:58 EST It doesn't stop http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363982 Today was another full day of what a terrible employee I am. Then the traffic home was so ghastly it took me until almost 7PM when it normally only takes until 6. I know there's no point worrying about traffic because it's always going to be there, but in the mood I was in to begin with, it didn'... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:23:50 EST Day 513 - M http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363980 " Lack of activity destroys the good condition of every human being, while movement and methodical physical exercise saves it and preserves it." <BR> <BR> – Plato <BR> <BR> ........................................<BR>............... <BR> <BR> It sounds like exercise benefits have been well ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:22:54 EST A Light Bulb Moment Yes The light Was Switched On Today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363979 <em>189</em> went off for me today. I have been living down here in Florida since 1997 but I still do not consider Florida as home. I had an "Ah Moment" <em>3</em> I do believe I figured out why after all these years Florida is still not home <BR> <BR> Back home my real home I was invested ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:22:40 EST Another warm one http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363977 It was in the 80s again today. Cooper really dislikes this weather. He would rather have snow. I still managed to walk him over 7 miles. I walked over 9 miles, as I took a quick walk along the lake between appointments. Speaking of appointments... I had my Wellness checkup with the doctor to... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:19:53 EST 5 week challenge Week 1, Day 2: http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363976 power walk:33 min workout that took me almost an hour to finish because of interruptions. 336 calores on the HRM: <link>www.youtube.com/watch?v=s4IH12Piuf4 </link> <BR> <BR> Strong stretch: 36' 147 calories on the HRM: <link>www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jbio4LOmYow </link> Tue, 21 May 2013 22:19:06 EST Day 64 Check In.../Feeling Blue http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363975 Day 64 Check In... <BR> <BR> <em>192</em> - 188 Ugh! PMS struck at the wrong time! I know it is not true weight gain, but I am am very disappointed because I set a goal to lose 60 pounds by my 44th birthday on Thursday and now I am 3 pounds away! Last week, I was only 1 pound away! I thou... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:18:38 EST scary... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363974 There are a lot of things about being a mom that are very scary. We have these little humans that are given to us to love, nuture, develop, educate, and protect... then without much warning they are no longer little and for the most part no longer need you. With that journey complete we can cal... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:18:18 EST Calorie Fairies! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363973 The good ol' calories in vs. calories out. It is way easier said then done! <BR> <BR> Have you ever dealt with someone who was lets say the calorie fairy? The bring their joy of high calorie foods for all to share. Well I have noticed that I have a few of them at work including my boss. I have... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:17:47 EST again http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363972 Today I actually got the idea to do weights before my walk. Yesterday the consistency really seemed like it was happening, and today I made my plan and just started in. <BR> <BR> The "old me" would have found reasons why I should drag my feet. The "new me" has recognized that I feel better ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:17:02 EST 10 things I want to tell future me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363971 <em>30</em> Smile more because when I smile so do others <BR> <BR> <em>246</em> Laugh more often because it makes me feel better and relieves stress <BR> <BR> <em>91</em> Drink more water to keep my body hydrated <BR> <BR> <em>4</em> Eat healthy with more veggies and fruits and... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:16:04 EST Eve of Destruction http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363968 Fires, earthquakes, tornadoes, floods ... I think serial killer Earth is at it again. <BR> <BR> Written by P. F. Sloan in 1965, best known for Barry McGuire's version in 65. <BR> <BR> The eastern world it is explodin', violence flarin', bullets loadin' <BR> You're old enough to kill but not for... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:14:44 EST Changes I've seen... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363967 Nails are healthier. <BR> Hair is healthy and shiny. <BR> Complexion is clearer. <BR> Clothes are looser. <BR> Cholesterol 30 points lower. <BR> More energy. <BR> More confident. <BR> <em>224</em> Tue, 21 May 2013 22:14:22 EST Pain and Hunger http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363965 Has anybody ever gotten a 'fitness high'? I got one yesterday and I got one today working out. My body can't feel the pain of working out or when I need to breathe. But, oh Man...when I stop. I ache. Plus, I get massively hungry. Right now, I'm eating grapes, even though I really want to eat the ... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:12:06 EST Back on track tomorrow.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363964 I feel lately as if with things so busy it has been a challenge to stick to my lifestyle that I choose to live. It all started with letting my exercise slip after a week long flare up of my rheumatoid arthritis and continued on down the slippery slope of hosting a very large hawaiin luau pig roas... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:11:58 EST Food log #1268 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363962 Breakfast: Multigrain Cheerios <BR> <BR> Lunch: Chicken lo mein <BR> <BR> Dinner: Slice of pizza Tue, 21 May 2013 22:07:14 EST What a let down, thank goodness! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363961 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/6/l969682870.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Imaginary Crisis - they do exist - because your nervous system doesn't know the difference. <BR> <BR> The cake was a total let down - I only had a taste and realised it wasn't something to lose your head over. It wa... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:05:48 EST Wow...stormy last night! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363960 We had a stormy night, but were fortunate enough not to have the same outcomes as the folks in OK. Evidently, our storms were what was left of the OK. front coming through our area. Thankful that's all we had...Just came from a 'double header': Back to back Pilates & zumba classes... <em>102<... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:05:40 EST Busy day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363958 Today I planned on walking this morning but Mom asked for some help with some clerical work. She is putting a history book together and was going around to various people that had photos and articles for her and needed someone to help type and crop the photos once they were scanned. It was a ti... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:04:29 EST Day 6 of Reboot http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363957 Today is Day 6 and its keeps looking up from here. Im feeling better daily and am so happy with the decision I made to start this. There really is nothing bad I can report about today's juicing. NO side effects and the juices taste better every day that I have them . I feel really refreshed in th... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:03:48 EST bad storms tonight http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363956 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/3/l1354608548.jpg"> its not Oklahoma thank goodness, but its upstate NY not very far from where I live. Kind of an odd looking thing but a friend posted it on facebook and I borrowed it. I think it looks neat! I like it just the same. Todays been c... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:01:45 EST Feeling mentally exhausted today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363955 Today has not been a good day and I'm left feeling sad, mentally exhausted and drained. It started off ok and very quickly went to hell in a hand basket. After an overly emotional afternoon, I'm left questioning so many things. <BR> <BR> As I sit and wallow in my own sadness, CNN flashes foot... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:01:13 EST Just a little garden http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363954 Peas, beans, carrots, spinach, one tomato plant and the experiment of the year: ornamental blue corn. I love planting season and can't wait for my little plants to sprout. Come July, though, I lose interest. Tue, 21 May 2013 22:01:08 EST Feeling down and fighting against that. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363953 So here I am. It's been a week since I started personal training and I have been exercising and eating well and YET...I have gained weight. I am tired and I had the joy of working with a trainee who I am again training for no reason because he wants to be a cop....not a dispatcher or a jailer b... Tue, 21 May 2013 22:00:04 EST Experiencing Knee Pain http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363952 The past couple of days my left knee has really been giving me a fit. Lots more pain then usual. It's usually not until it bothers me that I realize that walking more would actually help me feel better. Sometimes I feel like I'm a slow learner. For today, I did walk a little bit more then usual a... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:59:44 EST Day Two - Salads are Awesome! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363951 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/2/l1214226731.jpg"> <BR> <BR> So its the end of day two and I feel pretty good. I set a couple of goals, lets see how I did. <BR> <BR> Goal one : Eat Breakfast <em>248</em> <BR> <BR> Goal two: Drink <em>194</em> I did, but I could do bett... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:59:40 EST Sweet Dreams - SP :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363950 Day 2 of training for my first 5k, so good so far! Tomorrow I cross train for 30-45mins and am looking for ideas since I cannot swim. It does suggest cycling but am not a fan of doing that but...I am open :) My mom arrives tomorrow and seeing her since last year will be refreshing! <BR> <BR> An... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:57:36 EST Tracking Exercises http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363949 I have absolutely no idea how to track exercises. At least: not what I'm doing with the fitness challenge. <BR> <BR> Everybody has to show up for fitness training at LEAST 3x a week. And it's a 45 minute workout in a group setting. And they work your butt off. One guy said the first week he puk... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:56:56 EST Good day to log some miles! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363948 I skipped my lunch walk because of the weather. The workout clothes I had at the office were a pair of shorts and a sleeveless microfiber shirt. They were inadequate for the wind & rain that rolled through at lunch. I was fearful for the conditions I would face on my ride home. <BR> <BR> The win... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:56:14 EST broke 140 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363947 imnow 138.6. this is day 5. of my return to getting fight. i also lost almost a whole inch from my waist. yup. im NOT playing! Tue, 21 May 2013 21:55:16 EST Tues http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363946 What a good day. SIL shared her craft works with me, and then I showed her our quilt collection. She wouldn't choose one..but maybe someday. They'll leave early morning tomorrow...I'll be with GS. DD met us at a local restaurant with GS and he was in a rare mood. He flirted with the waitress, ins... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:54:17 EST One failure does not excuse another http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363945 I just found out that I failed a writing test for a potential job situation. Ugh all I want to do is eat all the chocolate-filled junk food in the house. I haven't compromised yet, but it's tough. <BR> <BR> Old habits die hard, I guess. <BR> <BR> Did not realize how fragile my self-confidence ... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:53:56 EST God Bless Oklahoma http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363944 I have been sitting here this evening watching an NBC news special about the devastation in Oklahoma. I am completely humbled by watching and listening to what these people have to say. Just one day ago, their town for all intents and purposes was wiped off the face of this Earth. They have lost ... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:53:28 EST day 22 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363943 Exercise 31 minutes <BR> <BR> Tracked my nutrition and my water <BR> <BR> I did 7hours of homework today..... working towards a bachelor degree is hard work. <BR> <BR> I went to see dad today. He is in good spirits but did not feel well today <BR> <BR> It is hot in my upstairs office tonight.... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:53:24 EST I came up with a great blog tonight. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363941 I did a lot of walking today. <BR> <BR> I went to the Y to do some strength training. Since it is only about a mile and a half, a thirty minute walk, I walked down, did my work, and walked back. <BR> <BR> On the way home, the Pep Boys called to tell me the Jeep was ready. Brakes all around: pa... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:51:40 EST Wonderful day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363937 I had a glorious day. I went to a meeting and luncheon held by the Reading Association of School Retirees. It was filled with energy and many, many good works. The meal was tasty, the fellowship was excellent, and the outreach to both members and the community were present. <BR> <BR> Afterwar... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:47:24 EST My 15 min of excersize http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363935 Dancing with my kids :) Tue, 21 May 2013 21:42:57 EST TUESDAY'S PROGRESS/WEEK 9 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363934 The Exercise Challenge this week is do as many lunges as possible within one minute per day for 7 days in addition to regular workout program. <BR> <BR> The Food Challenge is eat at least one cucumber per day. Try for a gallon a day, but drink at least 8 GLASSES of water per day. <BR> <BR> 60 M... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:41:58 EST Learning Each Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363933 Today was about pacing myself. I was quite tired from pushing hard for the previous 2 days starting from a sedentary lifestyle. So today, I took a slower pace and accomplished some personal things that needed doing including helping a friend. I will still be doing at least 10 minutes of exerci... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:41:32 EST Staying focused on your goal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363932 I just spent over a week with my brother in the city which was so much fun. He however does not have a weight problem and loves to eat out and try new restaurants. It was great and in the beginning I made healthy choices. But I noticed as the days went by, I started to slide a bit. And I take ful... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:40:20 EST Devil's Backbone Hike (photos) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363931 First hike of the season - oh thank heaven! <BR> It was great! We took the pups, did a little over 4 miles, just a 900 foot elevation gain, and just a little rain right before we got back to the car! <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/4/5/l453934799.jpg"> <BR> <BR> The mai... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:40:16 EST shin splints http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363930 So, I'm struggling with shin splints. I think it was a combination of worn out shoes and doing too much speed work too fast. I think (read as "cautiously optimistic") that I'm on the road to recovery. I'm resting more than I would really like to, but still running 3-4 days a week. I'm taking ... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:33:14 EST Phobias and Panic attacks http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363929 I don't know if I ever blogged about it before, but I have some serious phobias that are increasingly putting limits on my life. To the point: A major fear of interstates, bridges, driving in the snow, and heights. <BR> I have been commuting 60 miles to work each way since 2002. Most of the t... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:32:41 EST Organization http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363928 I feel a bit disorganized right now. I have a lot of things going on in my life/work. It's not a bad thing...just very busy!! Dance competition coming up this weekend...I think the nerves are not helping any. <BR> <BR> I sent out all the changes for the gym this evening to the staff. It will... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:32:25 EST Imaginary Me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363927 When I walked the dogs tonight, I had another imaginary conversation with 68-year-old me. Here's what I told myself: <BR> <BR> Do me a favor. Focus on consistency. Log into Spark Coach every day. Walk the dogs every day. Log your food every day. Log your foods when you don't eat healthy--you con... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:31:23 EST Tuesday, Happy First Spark Anniversary http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363926 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/4/8/l485872461.jpg"> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/3/l131421022.jpg"> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/4/0/l403166033.jpg"> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/8/l1823462158.jpg"> <BR> ... ... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:27:49 EST A garden http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363925 For the second time in my adult life, we planted a garden. Last year (our first attempt) was not super successful. We partnered with some friends and the 4 adults (and one little baby) shared the work and the spoils. Theoretically. But since it was in my backyard, I did almost all the watering an... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:27:35 EST Health/Wellness coach, huh? How about Chinese Medicine and Essential Oils http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363924 Well, she has briefly checked on me via email and one phone call. I did the ten day cleanse. I cannot tell any difference in anything other than I had a yeast infection (i think) erupt the 2nd day of the cleanse. It seems to be in retreat now. I gave away the energy drink stuff...though I did ... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:26:21 EST They got me, did they fool you also? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363923 For a while now, I have been changing my diet to reflect a list released from the John Hopkins Institute. I even wrote a blog with a list of the changes. I have been punked and so has anyone else who believed this information. <BR> <BR> <link>www.hopkinsmedicine.org/kimmel_cance<BR>r_center... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:25:37 EST Guilt don't live here anymore http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363922 I tend to feel guilty a lot when it comes to my eating and exercise habits (or lack thereof). There's always something I did wrong in the course of the day, and no matter how many things I did right, I punish myself for the one thing that was wrong. It's a horrible cycle that starts with guilt, l... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:25:00 EST Trying Trip 5/21/13 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363921 <em>39</em> Well we finally made it back to Michigan last night. It was good to be home but the whole journey was quite a trial. <BR> <BR> We left on Thursday but only got 135 miles down the road before the motor home quit while going right down the road. Thank goodness my husband is a retir... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:23:49 EST 7 DECADES SERIES 2000 - 2001 CHF PART 25 C http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363920 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/5/8/l585749320.jpg"> <BR> In December I woke up on a Monday in the middle of the night feeling very queasy and didn't feel good all that day. A million things went through my mind and I finally got to see the doctor Wednesday when he told me I had ... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:20:43 EST Portland Rock n' Roll! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363919 This was by far the most well-organized event I have participated in to date. Not that the others weren't great, but this was a pocket of excellence. The expo was truly incredible. The sponsors offered a plethora of swag, and I was pleasantly surprised by Brooks offering anyone a free video-re... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:20:08 EST May not get to post tomorrow http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363918 Well I may not get to post or log tomorrow. My husband goes in to have is sleeve procedure done. We have to be at the hospital at 6 am so it looks like he is going to be one of the first ones in. <BR> He's excited and nervous but knows he can do it.. I've been at it a month already and if I can ... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:19:41 EST Beauty comes in tiny packages! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363917 Lilah Marie is here! She was born Sunday May 15th at 4:41 pm! She is 8 lbs 15 oz and 20-1/2 inches long! Big Healthy Beautiful baby! She has been the best baby so far and I never knew I could feel so much love! We came home today and so now we are just trying to rest up and recover. Here is a pho... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:19:07 EST God Bless the dear people of Moore,Oklahoma http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363916 I really hope & pray that there will be more Miraculous survival stories. <BR> <em>652</em> Tue, 21 May 2013 21:19:05 EST Day#15 of Body Key http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363914 Tonight I got, by e-mail, the results of my Body Key Genetics test. I am considered a fat trimmer. People with the genetic pattern like mine absorb more dietary fat into our bodies and have a slower metabolism. I have a greater tendency for weight gain. So for me I have to reduce the fat in ... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:18:12 EST Yesterday was raging tomorrow, cowering. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363913 I do not want to put a negative blog out into the universe. I started a long and itemized blog yesterday about raging. Anger. Often misdirected. <BR> <BR> Today I had simple goals, a few of which I met. <BR> <BR> Tomorrow I have a couple of different, very challenging things. Places where I wi... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:16:17 EST Week 3 of May 16-22 prices http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363912 Day 15 – <BR> Breakfast – Coconut Flour MIMs with butter, strawberries <BR> Lunch – Broccoli Sausage Quiche with sour cream, lettuce with dressing <BR> Supper – Maple Mustard Chicken, coleslaw <BR> <BR> Day 16 – <BR> Breakfast – sausage and eggs <BR> Lunch – salad of tuna, egg, celery, mayo, sun... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:16:08 EST Not Complaining http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363911 It is important to focus on the positive. When things are not going well, more than ever it is time to remind ourselves of what we have accomplished and what we ARE capable of accomplishing. <BR> <BR> Rather than complaining, I'm making serious efforts to divert my attention to what is possible,... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:14:40 EST 2 Surgeries in 48 hours http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363910 I really need the prayers and support of my fellow sparkers. Monday I woke up at 3:30 am and we headed to Annapolis, MD for my mom-in-law's back surgery. I was there from 7am until 7pm. Mom Carol had a successful surgery. <em>100</em> <BR> Today I was back at the hospital until 3:30 pm wh... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:09:04 EST The Doctor noticed my weight loss! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363909 I had to go to the dr. today to have a suspicious spot removed from my leg. He noticed my weight loss and commented on how he could tell my face was thinner! Yea!!!! Tue, 21 May 2013 21:05:51 EST 5/21/13 Tuesday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363908 <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> 5/21/13 Tuesday <BR> <BR> Stats for today: <BR> <BR> CALORIES ALLOWED 1300 – 1700 & CALORIES HAD: 1536 <BR> CARBS ALLOWED 163 – 213 & CARBS HAD: 214 <BR> FAT ALLOWED 43 – 57 & FAT HAD: 50 <BR> PROTEIN ALLOWED 65 – 85 & PROTEIN HAD 79... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:05:27 EST Small Steps Forward http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363907 Yesterday was day one in the Body for Life challenge that I started with my aunt. <BR> So far so good I would say. The program comes with a journal for logging food and workouts. It's almost like a game. I'll be excited to see what the results are after the 12 weeks have been completed. My goal ... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:05:08 EST Sail, Don't Drift http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363906 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/6/l169764444.jpg"> Tue, 21 May 2013 21:03:57 EST God, give me strength, please. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363905 I feel awful. <BR> <BR> Terrible. <BR> <BR> Really, I'm not handling this well. Today, I was feeling rather depressed, so I slept in until 1:00PM. I was feeling bad because over the weekend, a few pretty nasty things happened. Though, this morning, the worst of them all happened... I got a le... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:03:13 EST The End of a Long-Long Weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363904 Tomorrow is going to be hard... first day back to work since last Thursday. Hubby and I have been off work since then, taking a 5 day long weekend over Victoria Day. <BR> <BR> We went LARPing this weekend, and I worked hard to track all my food the whole time, keeping track in a note book and ... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:03:04 EST Changes http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363903 I'm continuing to try new recipes.. Tonight we had an indian dish. My husband really liked it, yay. I should get some gloves before I cut jalapeno again though. :) <BR> I'm learning to appreciate legumes, and how much nutrition is in them is pretty cool. I feel so much healthier and it's only bee... Tue, 21 May 2013 21:02:38 EST Dear Mother-In-Law http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363902 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/2/l1217570859.jpg"> Tue, 21 May 2013 21:01:28 EST Oklahoma http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363901 Nothing really to say. So much tragedy lately. <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/4/l1495459358.jpg"> Tue, 21 May 2013 21:00:52 EST Poor Eating Leads To Weight Loss? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363899 After eating a really high calorie diet for a few days, and taking naps, my body initially went up in weight and is now dropping. It's not lower than my lowest this year yet but it's within 0.4 lbs. I'm still on a higher calorie diet. It's interesting, I'm burning less than Spark People says I sh... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:55:06 EST Bad exercise day, great food day! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363898 I am a huge lover of good food.... and I like healthy food so I guess I am very lucky that way! I really dislike processed or convenience food and I think the majority of the reason I have gained so much weight is that its hard to find solid whole organic food in Arkansas ... enter... Azure Stand... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:54:45 EST You didn't intimidate me today, buddy! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363897 Working out is one of my least favorite things to do. I can always come up with a gazillion reasons why sitting on the couch and vegging out sounds like a lot more fun that running on a treadmill, but I digress. It is a challenge but I am truly trying to stick to my personal goal of three days ... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:54:27 EST Road Block! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363896 So I hit a road block in my TurboFire journey. Last Thursday, while doing Low HIIT 25 (which is brutal by the way) my lower back started to spasm. Ugh. I've been dealing with low back issues for about 10 years. I was a passenger in a car that was rear-ended and have had lower back issues ever sin... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:53:49 EST DAY 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363895 Today was a really good day, we even went to Chipolte and I stayed within my calorie count. Tue, 21 May 2013 20:52:55 EST At last a successful day! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363893 Well finally I have made it through one day with good food choices and some exercise. The day could easily have gone to the dog as we had some family drama that could have given me an excuse not to go to the gym, also I arrived at the gym to find that my gym partner was not yet there again anoth... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:50:05 EST Smile For Today~~~Tues. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363892 The middle aged man was visibly shaken when his Doctor advised that he had only 6 month's to live because of the terminal disease that was detected during a recent physical check-up. <BR> The Doctor suggested that he should get his 'house in order' , make sure his Will was current and ensure all... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:41:51 EST My (Somewhat) Daily Routine: Month One http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363890 I don't follow this plan every day, mostly because I work a lot and some days I'm too tired or it's too late for me to go through everything; but also because sometimes I'm just too sore the next day. I know these are excuses and I need to stop making them in order to better myself, but sometimes... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:39:28 EST Today's Exercise http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363889 I did Leslie Sansone's 30 Minute Walk. <BR> <BR> Today's been a very quiet gloomy day. It looked like it was going to rain all day. So I hung out with my Mom and read a book. Tue, 21 May 2013 20:39:09 EST The REst of the Story http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363888 Ok, I post the food that I eat, and I tell you all about it when I'm on track. But today, was not one of those days, so I'm going to 'fess up. <BR> <BR> Breakfast - eggs, and toast <BR> Lunch - veggie bag, homemade soup, grapefruit........ ok so far.... <BR> <BR> but......then...... here it ... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:38:42 EST restful day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363887 <em>30</em> Tue, 21 May 2013 20:38:15 EST Tracking http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363886 Hubby and I started using Myfitnesspal app to track food and exercise (it syncs with fitbit). Hubby has had great success and I've had some minor success with it. <BR> I was good all day, made healthy choices and stayed within range. Really wanted something from the vending machine but ate the g... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:37:48 EST Completed goal! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363885 I did it! I jogged a full 5K. Now to work on a faster time. Tue, 21 May 2013 20:36:55 EST up and down and headaches. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363883 Yesterday, I ate. and ate and ate and ate. wound up at about 3000 calories, which is almost twice as much as I should be eating, esp trying to drop a few more pounds by this weekend. <BR> <BR> Today, I am at 1610. I have had three bottles (24 oz each) of water, and gotten a lot of stuff done. I ... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:32:59 EST Going Crazy in Kathy's world http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363882 I got to SING today for the first time since I caught that stupid cold... Oh, it felt SOOOO good... LOL <BR> <BR> Of course, I could only do two songs as opposed to the hour that I usually practice... but even so, it was wonderful! <BR> <BR> Amigo has just a little scar now, but the hair they s... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:31:17 EST Jodi Arias http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363881 I have been paying attention to the Jodie Arias trial and the murder that she commited. <BR> <BR> I pay attention to many crimes and murders. <BR> <BR> But for the grace of God there go I. <BR> <BR> Without Jesus living in me all those years I was left to my own devices and heeding the devil m... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:23:57 EST AJ, great gramps, and great gram http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363880 Here are a few pics of us over the weekend. There was so much going on that I didn't take that many pictures. Carla has some on her camera card she is going to send to me and I will add the Levi pics. <BR> <BR> AJ flying with his cape.....lol.... <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.co... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:21:51 EST Nutrition Tracking - THRILLED!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363879 5% Challenge 2 - Nutrition Tracking. I see a few comments about not tracking, hate it, time consuming, etc. Yes I felt the same for years, but not now. I am so happy, no THRILLED with the results. Two days after my Saturday weigh in I was down another 2.4 pounds! Yahoo!!! <BR> <BR> You bet I am... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:21:30 EST Streaks! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363878 As I end Day 7 on my current streak, I am feeling pretty dang encouraged. Halfway there - only 7 more days to go until I can pull my first reward from the Reward Jar ( <link>wp.me/p1N36Q-71 </link> )! <BR> <BR> I don't know what the mental driving force is behind maintaining streaks, but there's... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:21:04 EST 24 hours after the Tornado... Heroes! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363877 Well, the last 24 hours has been gut wrenching... but we'll survive. We always do. I live in Norman, Oklahoma which is right next to Moore. Moore Medical Center is part of the Health System I work for and I had employees there when the tornado hit. My friends and family live all over Norman a... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:19:00 EST WEIGH INS http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363875 I WILL CHOOSE MONDAY AM AS MY WEIGH IN DAY-- Tue, 21 May 2013 20:17:53 EST What a great day to be alive http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363874 It is raining, there is a chill in the air and I need to change the engine on my sports car. What a great day. After my adventure of Sunday I will call any day a good day. At least my fun and adventures continue. <BR> <BR> I am really working on getting my diet on track, my exercise is going goo... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:17:29 EST Nothing Could Have Tasted Better http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363873 Click the link below to view my blog from today: <BR> <BR> <link>www.goaloflosing.com/2013/05/nothing<BR>-could-have-tasted-better.html </link> <BR> <BR> Thanks for reading! :) Tue, 21 May 2013 20:16:56 EST Praying for Oklahoma http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363872 God be with them Tue, 21 May 2013 20:15:57 EST I did Zumba today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363871 I did well yesterday and today. Today, I did Zumba. I feels good to be back on track. I know I can do this. Tue, 21 May 2013 20:15:17 EST bad 1st week back to work http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363870 working overnights this week killed my sleep patterns, I felt like a walking zombie most of the time. <BR> I can say that the 18days of being on vacation my schedule was; watching what I ate, how often I ate it & exercising as much I as I could. <BR> <BR> This week was; trying to eat every 3 h... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:15:11 EST Diastasis Recti http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363869 I just learned I have diastasis recti. I first heard of this from pinterest. My curiosity peeked. I read blog after blog and saw moms with tummys that looked just like mine! I also learned because I had a c-section eons ago, it really contributed to my abs separating. I found a couple of exe... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:14:23 EST carbs http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363868 I'm trying to cut down on carbs. I know I tend to eat too many carbs a day. I am trying to eat more protein and less carbs. I hope this makes a difference, and that I will see the scale move. Also, I am nervous about weighing myself. I haven't weighed in a couple of months. The last time I ... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:13:26 EST Some Days are Really Just Better than Others! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363867 Where do I begin? Today was just strange. <BR> <BR> First, I make it to work and there's no coffee. No worries. I know my co-worker has some and I'll make coffee when she gets in. So I get some work done, and field client calls. Then my son calls around 11:00 and asks if I can take him t... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:13:03 EST Endoscopy Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363866 Well today was the day. I had my endoscopy this morning bright and early. I was really nervous so they sedated me more heavily than they did for my colonoscopy. I fell asleep shortly after they numbed my throat. I guess later when I was coming to in recovery I wasn't making much sense and my husb... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:11:21 EST pollen counts through the roof http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363864 so - I've never had issues with allergies - but this year around here takes the cake. I have never had more sympathy for those who've had allergies every year all along! It's especially exciting to experience all this while expanding the garden and catching up on all my yard work. Eek! <BR> <BR>... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:09:47 EST Day 4 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363863 I'm not sure what if it is this cleanse that is making me think straighter, or just my realization that my cruise is in less than 4 months, but I am really feeling like I need to set some weight loss goals again. <BR> My original goal was to lose at least 50lbs by the cruise September 14th. I am... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:09:41 EST My latest defining moment. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363862 So... I got a bit of a wake up call a few weeks ago. I'm one of those people who tries to avoid cameras at all costs. I offer to take the pictures, or I will put the kids in the center of attention... whatever. So on Mother's Day, the kids wanted to take a picture with me. I looked at it afte... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:09:20 EST The Spark lessons I am learning!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363861 I spent Sunday with my sister in law, family and a few friends. I love Johnny's side of the family dearly and am glad that they still keep me in there life's. My sister in law would do any thing for you but she is such the most negative person I know. So knowing what I would be dealing with, I g... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:06:04 EST Day 51 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363860 I am now on day 51 of a logon streak! I just thought I'd take a moment to update and to just remember this. Remember going through this. When I get to goal, I want to actually maintain. I've lost nearly 100 pounds before and it was great when I got to goal, but then I just stopped. And the w... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:05:48 EST Day 2,week 1, of my 13lbs in 7 weeks challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363859 Yesterday I decided to create a new challenge for myself. <BR> I don't usually do challenges because i'm not known to do them t'ill the end. <BR> <BR> But it does not mean I cant try!!! <BR> <BR> So, my challenge is to lose 13 lbs in 7 weeks. <BR> I made myself a chart and put it on my fridge w... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:05:28 EST Heavy Heart http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363858 Hi Everyone. The date has been set. We will assist our Precious Javk over the Rainbow Bridge at 11 AM on Thursday. Anthony is taking the day off so we can be together. Jack is having a really bad day today, so I know we are doing the right thing, but oh God, it hurts so bad! As it turns out ... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:05:04 EST Who... ME?!? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363857 I've taken off the last 2 afternoons from work to spend time at the kids school for field days. Jake had his Monday and Kat's was today. I hardly get to spend anytime with the kids at school because I work full time, so I try to take off for things like this. <BR> <BR> We live in a small tow... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:04:17 EST Frustration http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363856 How do you handle frustration? <BR> Today I witnessed one of the hardest things a teacher can watch during class. A student crying because she could not solve a math problem. Math was my worst subject in school so I could totally relate to how this student was feeling. Hopeless, beaten down, l... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:03:27 EST I made recipes! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363855 Okay, I think I am never going to end up doing the Spark Solution plan the way they say, at least not for a while. I do everything backwards and out of order. <BR> <BR> Plus, I'm not a "big breakfast" kind of person. I love eggs/bacon/pancakes breakfasty stuff, but my stomach tends to rebel f... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:03:01 EST Carrots, Eggs, or Coffee; "Which are you?" http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363854 <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/5/3/l532932171.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <BR> Grandmother says... Carrots, Eggs, or Coffee; "Which are you?" <BR> <BR> A young woman went to her grandmother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was ... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:02:31 EST How soon is too soon? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363853 Hello my fellow Sparklers! I realized just today that my eating habits are just terrible & so I decided to blog about that and to get a response about how soon is too soon to exercise after gallbladder surgery. I went to my Doctor's appointment yesterday, saw his nurse, "Monica", but forgot to as... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:01:40 EST Week 3 of Insanity http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363851 I am a couple days into week 4 of Insanity and I am still loving it.My results from Week 3 of Insanity are I was up 1.5 pounds on May 13th but this week I am down one pound, 1% of body fat and 3 inches! I get more satisfaction out of losing inches and body fat than pounds on the scale. Muscle is... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:00:31 EST ABOUT ME! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363850 I started SparkPeople yesterday. I've been a Leslie Sansone fan since last March, when I was diagnosed with T2 Diabetes, high cholesterol, and high blood pressure. At that time, I weighed 252 lbs. With the help of my health care team, including my nutritionist, I lost 101 lbs. Yesterday, I weighe... Tue, 21 May 2013 20:00:16 EST JMBR Day 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363849 So today was about how I expected it to be. HARDER. I am starting to feel the withdrawal in my body and I can tell it is making me moody. I also woke to DOMS and was afraid I wouldn't make it through workout 2. My other problem was lack of sleep due to having to pee! Someone please tell me this w... Tue, 21 May 2013 19:59:00 EST Tracking and Tracking and tracking ................ http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363848 So dogs and cats and everyone else in the 5 % challenge, yes I'm actually tracking, I will have to make this a great habit, because it does hold you accountable. <BR> For example right now, not sure if I'm hungry, or just need some food due to my mood, a bit lonely yes, I can almost convince mys... Tue, 21 May 2013 19:58:24 EST Report Card for 500 Days - Third Quarter-Term http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363847 This was a very mediocre interval. I did well on mindful eating and healthy eating behaviors. I had some off-track food choices, but mostly kept to my program. Thanks be to God for His mercy! <BR> <BR> The big "I" for Incomplete for this term is Nutrition Tracking. Excuse alert.....We've sta... Tue, 21 May 2013 19:57:27 EST Day Six...and Raw Food http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363846 Ugh, Day Six! :) Honestly, I'm loving this juice cleanse. I'm feeling fabulous and it's doing wonderful things to my body. However, I love to cook and I enjoy actually eating food, as opposed to drinking food. I have been doing so much research about new recipes, raw foods in particular, that I a... Tue, 21 May 2013 19:57:22 EST Today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363845 Today I decided to take care of myself. I got up early and worked out. I ate a healthy breakfast, lunch and dinner. There were some stressful situations at work but I decided to maintain my healthy choices rather than going for the soda. <BR> I walked to someone's desk rather than e-mailing or c... Tue, 21 May 2013 19:56:12 EST